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tengo ganas de escribir mis posts (?) en inglés porque la mayoría de la gente que me sigue es de u.s.a :( pero me da mucha inseguridad mi inglés JSWJS mi español igual pero weno  

no saben lo difícil que es tratar de decorar tu blog pero no saber qué aesthetic usar

We're down to 32 days until I leave for Arizona.Last few days I've been having dreams about the trip and how things will go.Mainly about getting through the travelling alone part lol.Since I've started these Daily Blogs VERY EARLY. I probably won't have much to say in them for a bit...Unless some pretty interesting things come up, or people actually start to read these and ask questions.One thing I've been wondering is, I'm 420 friendly, and I won't be able to bring any with me...It's going to be different to go without for a bit, so fingers crossed I won't be in much pain ^^Alright, I think that's all I got out of me to write about today. Until tomorrow.. lol ♥

gonna be doing a collage of all the monsters i drank freshman year. 2019 - 2020

I can't post anime tiddies here smh 

my dad is here visiting us for the weekend. so that's good. i applied for five guys yesterday, and interviewed today, and i got the job. that's good. so why do i feel not good? why am i feeling upset? this sucks. i get to see my dad and i got a paying job, so why do i feel so sucky? why do i feel upset and feel like i might cry? i'm not even on my period.first of all, i didn't really do anything to get the job. i applied and they quickly called about an interview within like 30 minutes. then, the interview was barely an interview. like there wasn't really any questions about me like i thought there would be. i guess i'm not complaining, it's good that it was easy. but it's weird and somehow it feels wrong. maybe not even for that specific reason, this whole thing just feels wrong. they must be very desperate to take anyone in.also, when i first got there, i was like i am here for the interview. and then she said they'll be out in a minute or so and i can just sit at the table by the door. then i went to sit, and then i sat and the girl i talked to and another girl came to the counter and peered over the wall at me. i know that they were looking at me because i am so small. i look like a child. i don't think they are bad people you know, like i am not bothered by them i guess you could say, but it just reminded me of how small and little i look to everyone. i just forget that that is something that other people notice about me. also the manager guy said that it can get stressful and emphasizing that it's fast and things need to get done fast etc etc. of course i said i could handle it, but i am very very worried that i won't be able. literally, i am stressing about stressing. bruh, i don't know if i'll be able to make it. i really just want to quit. and i haven't even started yet!but anyway, that's it. i dont know why i don't feel "normal" or happy as i should be. it sucks, but hopefully i'll be fine. hopefully

Roses are red Violets are blue I have depression so do you.

Holaaaa ♥ I was just wondering if you could recommend some albums, I wanna listen one album per month so I can have a little bit of variaty on my playlists.Have a wonderful dayyy

i am tired of havinghalfway friendsi'm tired of having to message first and always be the first person to ask to make plans and always be the one who gets left on read or delivered and always be the person who's an afterthought and only gets brought places because i asked if anyone was free. i'm tired of feeling unincluded and unloved and desperately having to scream into the void for help when i need someone to be there for me and still receiving nothing despite my best efforts to always be the first person there for everybody else and i am tired of wondering if it's something wrong with me or if people just aren't my type or if i'm reading too much into everything or if this is normal and this is just how friends treat you or if i am ever going to have a real friend who makes me feel whole and lovedand part of me believes i should just drop all of my halfway friends because they don't seem to care but i am terrified that if i do that,i will never make a full friend.

With a sound that walks the line between 80s and 2000s rock, Sabrina Fallah crafts music with a grit in its bones. The heartfelt cries of her recent track “Everything” shine strongly, as they ache for what’s been lost. And the sombre energy only lets the colossal choruses ring out all the louder. There’s a fun mix of lyrical play on “Kiss is a Killer,” playing between the familiar and some truly unique metaphors amongst all the shredding. Though it’s the glowing energy of “Break Through” that gives the record a levity that many of the more frustrated tracks tend to avoid, as Fallah goes for something more inspiring.

my brother do be screaming the house down over fortnite .-.but anywaysim hosting a zoom party tonight~ uwu

i graduated last night it feels good to know i wont be seeing any of those snakes at school again

I disappeared for a few days. I think i was too doped to use the cell phone. yesterday, the "friend" who betrayed my trust texted me. I replied, but i did it in a curt way. after a message I didn't reply anymore. in the evening, another friend texted me. She told me that if I wanted to go to the house of the friend who betrayed me, i simply answered no. I think they don't even notice that I'm not close to them anymore, they don't care. I've been watching some shows these days, series, things like that. It entertains me and my day goes by much faster and I want to. that it happens quickly, i long for everything to end.

I have the perception of myself that I am a fairly constant person. I like being very close to the people I love, i'm always texting them, i ask them how their day is, that's the way i am. I think that if a person really cares about me and considers me, they will realize that something isn't right because i disappear. they would ask me but, that friend didn't. I no longer answer her messages or comment on her posts as I did before. I don't even like her photos. she should know that something isn't right. Maybe she knows and pretends not, or maybe she doesn't care at all. two other people have texted me, one especially cares a lot about me. I really love her. nonetheless.