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   WE ARE FINALLY MOVING! I've been dreaming to move for a long time and just start all over. But I'm kind of sad tho. That'll mean that I will have to miss my theatre show at the end of the year and miss getting our school yearbooks and miss the STARR test that will determine if I'm ready to go to high school or not. I really wished we would've moved in the summer. I'm worried that if I move I will probably have to restart the 8th grade. Ugh, Ill ask my science teacher if that will affect my education or not. I always ask my 8th-grade science teacher this kind of stuff because he seems like the type who knows his stuff. I'm really worried and If I do restart, I will literally kill myself. Because I have worked too hard to just waste all that. I've already got held back in 3rd-grade because I didn't care about my school life. IM SO MAD AT MY 3rd GRADE SELF, IF I WASNT SOO IRRESPONSIBLE I WOULDVE ALREADY BE IN HIGHSCHOOL BY NOW! Whatever, the day that I get enrolled in a Chicago middle school, I am not going to waste any time! I will have to prove to those Chicago teachers that I am ready for highschool.     Another thing I will miss is this Chromebook. I literally type my blogs in here than my phone. Because it has this grammar error check which I ALWAYS USE. Because I can't type to save my life. Also watching movies and shows on here. The school has always been trying to block those free movie websites, but I always find a way to watch movies on here. They can't block everything, right. Once I move I need to convince my dad to buy me my own laptop or hope the school I'm going to gives each student their own Chromebook to take home, but buying my own will be better. I'll just have to use my phone for the time being.    You're probably wondering that I'm going to miss my friends right. Well, your WRONG! I hate those fake ass bitches, especially Monicah. The only real friend that I will miss is Kaylee Kelsey (pretty sure that's not how to spell her first name but I tried). She is literally the only girl that actually cares about my existence in my opinion. I could say Gissele too but she wasn't really a friend who hanged out with us every second of the day but yeah I guess Ill miss her too. But the other 3 bitches, Monicah Mijack, Saheedabee, and Shamim can go to hell.    Once we moe here I have to start caring about my hygiene, yeah I do care but I need to be really serious. Because this is the place that my family will actually stay for the rest of my high school career. I can NOT give them any reason that I stink. My hygiene during 5th-6th grade was HORRIBLE. I'm surprised they haven't bullied me after all that. Whatever once we move I'm going big time. Buying perfumes and all those brand-made products everyone has, not those cheap dollar store items. Also start applying for a job if I'm in high school or during the summer so I could save up for COLLEGE!    and don't worry I am going to take every note and notebooks and taking them with me, especially science notes. Because something tells me that I'm going to need it. 

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So im kinda new here..! Just wanted some friends :)

ok so because of corona we had to do our therapy thing over zoom. it was our last week and the people in the group were pretty cool. so i ask in the chat if anyone wants to make a gc and everyone says yes. but then evil therapist says we're not allowed to socialize (it's such a dumb rule, they're literally encouraging us to make friends-) and turns off the chat. then, i did the ballsiest thing i've ever done and renamed myself to "(email). hmu lol". and then evil a**hole therapist changed my name back but everyone saw before he did and everyone emailed me and we all made an insta chat. the end lol

hello hello! as u may see, i'm new here! feel free to send me a friend request or stuff, i love meeting new people.remember u r beautiful hun, keep ur head up ♥

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life is like rain it never stops :/

i want dino nuggets

everyone is pissing me off rn. i like when im like this though cause im in my prettiest state, idk why. ive got my eyeliner on and i feel swag

i sometimes feel disconnected to reality, as if everything is a dream and i'm not real, nothing is real. during times like these i feel  almost emotionally numb  and have trouble functioning or communicating. it's strange, it's been happening for a while now but recently it's been getting quite worse. i don't mind it at all unless it is interfering with me doing something that is quite important like school work or such. reality itself feels as if it was altered or if something was wrong or out of place in such. my mind feels blurry during these times and i tend to not remember what has happened during this disconnection as if i had woken up from a dream, only remembering few things but the things i do remember, they don't feel like real memories to me.it happens at completely random times, an example would be that today i was at a furniture store and it had happened there or it just happens when i begin to feel sad or begin to think of something i didn't want to think about. i don't quite know what causes this at all, it's all so strange to me, the feelings and what goes on and how everything just gets so foggy.maybe i'd enjoy if this would stop happening, i'm not sure. i don't feel anything when it goes on so i don't really know how to feel about it. i don't mind it. but like i said before, sometimes when i'm doing something important i can't really remember things that had happened when this disconnection is going on with me and when it's done it can be quite frustrating to me that i can't remember much that i was doing.i also sometimes get weird thoughts during these times. i have listed some re-occurring ones down below.- "nothing is real"- "i should die right now" / "i deserve to die"- "i could be actually dreaming right now and i just cause myself to suffer"- "i deserve everything that's happened to me"the thoughts are strange because there's no emotion attached to them when i say these things to myself in my thoughts, i just do. i do wonder if it is my subconscious thoughts and thinking coming out because of the disconnection.

i hav so many missing assignments </3

Hi my friends!I'm LIVING THE DREAMaka living in 2008 when this was MySpace and popularbefore facebookbefore twitterbefore insteagrambefore snapchatthis was the stepping stone into social media madness SOwelcome to my quarter life crisisxoxo Cas

I'm a funny lil bastard hehe

hay besties!