Moving
Current mood:  determined

   WE ARE FINALLY MOVING! I've been dreaming to move for a long time and just start all over. But I'm kind of sad tho. That'll mean that I will have to miss my theatre show at the end of the year and miss getting our school yearbooks and miss the STARR test that will determine if I'm ready to go to high school or not. I really wished we would've moved in the summer. I'm worried that if I move I will probably have to restart the 8th grade. Ugh, Ill ask my science teacher if that will affect my education or not. I always ask my 8th-grade science teacher this kind of stuff because he seems like the type who knows his stuff. I'm really worried and If I do restart, I will literally kill myself. Because I have worked too hard to just waste all that. I've already got held back in 3rd-grade because I didn't care about my school life. IM SO MAD AT MY 3rd GRADE SELF, IF I WASNT SOO IRRESPONSIBLE I WOULDVE ALREADY BE IN HIGHSCHOOL BY NOW! Whatever, the day that I get enrolled in a Chicago middle school, I am not going to waste any time! I will have to prove to those Chicago teachers that I am ready for highschool. 
    Another thing I will miss is this Chromebook. I literally type my blogs in here than my phone. Because it has this grammar error check which I ALWAYS USE. Because I can't type to save my life. Also watching movies and shows on here. The school has always been trying to block those free movie websites, but I always find a way to watch movies on here. They can't block everything, right. Once I move I need to convince my dad to buy me my own laptop or hope the school I'm going to gives each student their own Chromebook to take home, but buying my own will be better. I'll just have to use my phone for the time being. 
   You're probably wondering that I'm going to miss my friends right. Well, your WRONG! I hate those fake ass bitches, especially Monicah. The only real friend that I will miss is Kaylee Kelsey (pretty sure that's not how to spell her first name but I tried). She is literally the only girl that actually cares about my existence in my opinion. I could say Gissele too but she wasn't really a friend who hanged out with us every second of the day but yeah I guess Ill miss her too. But the other 3 bitches, Monicah Mijack, Saheedabee, and Shamim can go to hell. 
   Once we moe here I have to start caring about my hygiene, yeah I do care but I need to be really serious. Because this is the place that my family will actually stay for the rest of my high school career. I can NOT give them any reason that I stink. My hygiene during 5th-6th grade was HORRIBLE. I'm surprised they haven't bullied me after all that. Whatever once we move I'm going big time. Buying perfumes and all those brand-made products everyone has, not those cheap dollar store items. Also start applying for a job if I'm in high school or during the summer so I could save up for COLLEGE! 
   and don't worry I am going to take every note and notebooks and taking them with me, especially science notes. Because something tells me that I'm going to need it.