Elliana <3
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  confused

I've always wondered if there's like a certain person who makes someone realize they are gay. I have always paid attention only to guys because I'm straight. I've always thought of myself as straight. I still do find so many guys cute and good looking and I still pay a lot of attention to them, but when I got to 10th grade I saw this girl in my class who I just found so cute. Like she's just so pretty to me in every way. Everyday I see her my attention is only on her. I just want to look at her and her outfit and just acknowledge how pretty and cool she is. It's a bit hard to concentrate in that class cause all I can think about is her. She comes to class late almost everyday and like when she comes in my heart drops and I get so nervous. I wonder if she's my awakening or something lol. Am I bisexual? I don't know. I've written about her in my notes so many times I can't! I write about her everyday I see her. I've never felt this way about a girl before. It's only her. I want to be close to her and know more about her. Her name is Elliana ♥