Day Twenty-One
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  geeky

UGH. So friday was ok. It went well I mean. I'm lowkey sick w anxiety rn for no reason and that's irritating but guess what. I think I'm into someone. How f***in gross is that? Literally nasty I hate being into people like that. Don't worry about that though. What else? We made cookies on saturday and they're soo good. They're for Christmas. My mum makes italian ones every year an they're actually so f***in' delcious. What else? Idk. On Saturday my friends came over and my one friend who I was talking about before left midway through and then came back and FELL ASLEEP ON ME. Hullo?? It was a little funny. I woke him up to leave and he just rolled over and fell back asleep. He was TIRED tired. I also made really successful popcorn. I might go into the city this weekend. I also have to help cater a party for my one friend's parents. I've never done anything like it before. It's not anything fancy, just at her house, but her parents want us to pass out food and stuff so I have to dress kinda nice. I'm kinda happy with the way things are improving lately. When I started writing this stuff less than a month ago I sorta thought that I wasn't gonna have anything change but now I'm able to see how in a few short weeks a lot of stuff has imporved. It's nothing crazy, and I still do and probably will always have my issues but I'm proud of myself for starting to work out routinely this past week with my sister, starting to lift my grades in classes and talk to new people. Point is it's actually been a good ass two weeks. I'm proud of myself. You know what else? I'm gonna say it. I deserved to have a good two weeks. I'm not being spoiled by the universe and I'm not gonna minimalize it like I do. I deserved to have a good two weeks and I did. Even if this week is bad I know i'm not gonna stop my routines which is what's most important right now as I get ready for the new year. I'm going to be ready to implicate any new habits because I will have worked myself into being familiar with doing that. I'm doing good in terms of managing these things I told myself I'd start doing on my 16th birthday. Good for me. Anyways, if I build up a little courage maybe I'll make some catty gossipy post later this week about this dumb f***ing crush. Maybe....