i still love you

its been a long long time since ive used this, and everything has changed since the last time i posted. i never really had an audience, but i fell in love while i was away. it was the loveliest thing, to be in love. but it ruined me as soon as it was over, and now ive been poisined. this sounds so edgy, but no audiences gives me no judgement, but we are never truly free are we?