feelings are weird man
Current mood:  uncomfortable

TW: self-harm so please read at your own risk



I've been thinking about being super self-destructive lately. God knows I could never go through with any of it but, you know, I'm always thinking about it. It makes me shake anytime I think about my past with self-harm. I hate it. I literally hug myself whenever that sh*t pops into my head. I've been clean for a while. I think a whole year in fact. Still, that doesn't stop me from wanting to slice up my whole arms again. Sorry.