LIfe a bitch dude and your here!!!!

Remeber when I said I didnt want to die i take it back I do. Im so over this sh*t like I dont do something one time and what grounded for the rest of my life and now everyones dissapointed in me. I DONT CARE idk how many times I have to say it IM not living for my parents or anyone else. If I die then so be it not everyone gets a chance to live death is easy but life is so much harder and its like wtf am I living for ? to fail cause that all im good at .
Anyway might kill myself tonight idk I guess you will see