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Current mood:  blah

ive felt so mentally and socially drained lately. the two people i usually hang out with never make me feel drained but lately i jsut cant. the other night i was texting three people at once, as one does, and i had to stop and sit there to breathe because i felt so overwhelmed. im not normally like this. i used to be such a social butterfly and couldnt stay with the same few people constantly without getting bored. i think it was the momentum that got me going but ive realized i dont actually have many real friends... i always knew they were 'school' friends but this is what it's giong to be like in a few years when i graduate. i hate that sm. i miss the ability to be consistently social. i hate everyone now and cant handle any sort of interactions. when school starts back up im really screwed mentally


yyayayayayaya