life

idk wat tha hell to do ,life is pretty weird i think im having a crisis or some sh*t 
sometimes i wish i can fak emy own death and gp somewhere ive never been maybe im being a lil too dramatic but 
theres someone out there who feels the same way i do 
i wish i had something different idk how to explain that im a big mess rn i thought everything was going good 
but idk im tryinvg to be optimistic but im like pessimistic