Christmas
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  anxious

So I'm at my grandparents house currently for Christmas Eve. So far, it's stressful.  There's yelling of my aunt about stress, which I can understand, but still. My grandmother and my mom, my aunt and cousin all went to a church service. I stayed home because my anxiety is really up right now. It always happens on Christmas Eve and on Christmas Day too. My family stresses me out to no end it seems. I also didn't get much sleep. My brother still didn't apologize to me, so that creates tension for tomorrow morning for Christmas. It seems that Christmas gets really stressful when Christmas actually starts. Leading up to Christmas day isn't as stressful. It still is, but my anxiety isn't so high. But on Christmas Eve, and Christmas Day, my anxiety gets up. I've noticed my depression does too. Which really sucks. But thank god for emo and pop punk Christmas music.  I hope everyone likes the gifts I got them. I spent a lot of time thinking about the gifts and planning on them and what to get for everyone with my mom and Dad, and planning on what gifts for my parents. Hopefully Christmas will go well this year, and my anxiety and depression will cooperate with me this year.