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Poetry
Current mood:
 apathetic
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"Mistake" I need to mend. Do I bend until I break, or do I break til I bend? I spend my time waiting to transcend Maybe I'm just condemned to depend No more reminiscing on the torture that used to be Escaping my past only to be never set free Pain is the only thing to bring life to me I remain frozen in time Escaping real life with daydreams But even in my dreams I am met with demons and the comfort slowly fades into chaos How do you experience a nightmare awake? I always wonder what's at stake Toxic for not tolerating snakes You promised that you would be here always. With time comes decay Wasn't aware that we had an expiration date These moments replay and I end up missing you on a sunday I try to keep it contained but it's so difficult not to f***ing complain When your feelings turn into a debate And I have to persuade and explain to you that Im not insane Manic pixie dream girl dies, maybe If I just behaved Sadie learn to not put your mind on display For the amount of emotional baggage Im pulling I should be getting paid Cause you want to be with me but never want to lift your weight Yet when I tell you Im f***ed your mouth is agape I'm the type that will hurt a bitch and not hesitate So why do I only long for your embrace Could I be loved if I wasn't so damn afraid? I can still hear the faint screams Of a girl with nothing but a twisted reality Ignorant to mortality, Impulsive personality A flawed being with questionable morality Are you unaware of my vitality? All I have is apathy.
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Poetry
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blissful
anxious
rockin
confused
loved
excited
discontent
lonely
curious
