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Not Worth It By: Constantine Adams                 The legalization of marijuana is not only a gateway to a disgusting habit, but it is a disgusting can of worms that should not be opened.                 Honestly, why was I forced all of those years back in the 1990’s to participate in all of those stupid and pointless “I promise to remain drug free” red ribbon week events and marches, and those D.A.R.E. t-shirt festivities, when all along the ignorant government was just going to backpedal and give into the same peer pressure that they once warned us youngsters to fight against?                 The indecisive talking heads on Capitol Hill are nothing but a bunch of hypocrites for letting this whole scenario slide. Despite what the so-called government and corporate funded scientists say about how marijuana is “not bad,” and is “completely healthy with no side effects whatsoever,” other more unbiased research states otherwise.                 “It’s not rocket science, this stuff has been known for quite some time,” says Amelia Arria, director for the Center on Young Adult Health and Development. (https://www.usatoday.com) Marijuana has been known to carry psychoactive elements within it that cause hallucinations. This hazardous chemical is called “delta-9-tetrahydrocannabinol,” or otherwise known as “THC.” As the weed is smoked by someone, the “THC” flows from the lungs directly through the bloodstream. (https://www.drugabuse.gov)                 Oh wow, how about that? As if that wasn’t known for decades already? The individuals who are whining and griping to get their guilty little pleasure legalized are the same one’s that did not mature much after sophomore year of high school and went on to do nothing much else with their lives. Unfortunately, most of the people that I went to junior high and high school with that got hooked on the stuff have all wound up high school dropouts, incarcerated, addicted, unemployed, kicked out of their parent’s house, or dead. And when I mean dead, I mean from both using the narcotic substance, or for selling it. An intervention from loved ones, and a trip to an addiction recovery program, or  addiction treatment program would have proved highly beneficial. It would have perhaps even saved their lives. In a USA Today article by David Schick titled “Study:Marijuana use increases risk of academic problems,” it is reported that 33% of college students has  used marijuana at least once in 2011. It has also been proven that the drug greatly hinders student’s ability to retain material that they are supposed to be learning, and negatively effects academic performance according to The University of Maryland School of Public Health.(https://www.usatoday.com) All this talk about how this drug is supposed to have all of these so-called medical benefits is a load of jargon as well. If that is the case then why don’t hospitals utilize it more than any of the other medications that they use to heal the sick? This is because they have alternative methods of treating certain ailments that are much more safer and effective. If the so-called “miracle seed” as the stoners and potheads so eagerly call it has such magical miracle developing elements, then why haven’t they embraced it more abundantly within the medical field? They must not trust it for a reason right? Arria conducted a study which monitored a total of 1,200 college freshmen over a 10-year time frame. These students were all on weed. What Arria found was shocking,“college students skipping more classes, spending less time studying, earning lower grades, dropping out of college, and being unemployed after college,” were the overall results. She was even able to confirm that smoking marijuana lowered the college student’s IQ by as much as eight points. (https://www.usatoday.com) The point that is made here is that even eating or drinking too much of a certain kind of food over and over again for a long period of time can have hazardous side effects whether it’s oranges, steak, coffee containing caffeine, potatoes, or even bread. So, if this is true for some of our everyday foods, even the nutritious ones, then why can’t this same proven concept be believable in regards to the use of a narcotic like marijuana? Colleges and universities should also put more of their government funding , and student tuition cash into on campus drug rehabilitation centers, or other forms if drug rehabilitation facilities; instead of just blowing it off on college athletics, and biased left leaning clubs. What people fail to consider is that not everything that grows on God’s green earth was meant to be utilized or consumed. I have a wooden table in my room. Wood comes from trees, which comes from the earth. Does that mean I should chop the table up and eat it too? I have a metal chain that I wear around my neck. Metal comes from the earth, does that mean I should eat it? How about my cotton pajamas or a silk shirt? Maybe the glass that makes my window? See where I’m going with this? Any science, biology, or chemistry professor will tell you that the human body and lungs were only meant to withhold oxygen and not any other foreign bodies. Just like how fish were only meant to breathe underwater, and die if they are exposed to just plain oxygen or any other element when pulled from their natural habitat, humans too will suffer extreme side effects or will die if they are consistently inhaling foreign pollutance like smog, chemical vapors, paint, ammonia, carbon monoxide, or even cigarette, cigar, and marijuana smoke. “How bad is marijuana for you? It’s even more toxic then that cigarette smoke. Regular users are hit with devastating lung problems as much as 20 years earlier than smokers.” (https://m.townhall.com) And whether the liberal society that we live in wants to thoroughly acknowledge it or not, pot is addictive. “Of the 7.3 million persons aged 12 or older classified with illicit drug dependence or abuse in 2012, 4.3 million persons had marijuana dependence or abuse.”(https://m.townhall.com) Another major problem to consider is the fact that if all 50 states within our union all agree in unison to legalize this particular narcotic, other junkies will want to cause a ruckus if they don’t get their way as well. “Some people would say, ‘If they want to do it, great, then it’s no business of ours.’ But, you can bet that those same people will be complaining about all the junkies and welfare cases that will be created by the policy they endorsed.”(https://m.townhall.com)  The drugies will have a tantrum and will try to play the discrimination card that has been thrown around way to often as of late.

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1. What time is it? 3:11pm2. What is your name? Jessie3. What is your age? 294. Do you have brothers? Yes, 15. What is your favorite color? Midnight blue6. What are you currently doing right now? Listening to the rain 7. Do you have any pets? Yes8. Do you have any Nick names? Shortiey9.What color is your shirt your wearing?grey10. Single, or taken? Taken🖤11.How tall are you?5'112. What is the last thing you drank? Wild Cherry Pepsi13.What did you do today? Cook 14. Where did you go to school at? East liverpool high school 15. Are you still in school? No16. What year did you graduate? 200717. When is your birthday? June 20th18. What is your boyfriends name? Adam🖤19. Do you have a facebook? Yes20. What is your favorite tv show? Ghost adventures21. What is your favorite movie? To many to name22. Are you in a good mood? Yes23. Pepsi or coke? Pepsi24. Facebook or twitter? Facebook25. Do you have Snapchat? Not anymore 26. Do you still live with your parents? No27. Are your parents still married? Yes28. How long have you been with your boyfriend? 6 years🖤29. What is your favorite food? Pineapple chicken30.What was your favorite subject in school? Early childhood education 31. Did you do any sports? Not really32. Are you close to your dad? No33. Are you close to your mom? Yes34. What is your dogs name? I dont have a dog35. What year were you born? 198936.Do you have friends? Barely 37. Where are you from? Ohio38. Have you ever been on a plane ? No39. Ever been to south Carolina ? No40. Been to Washington DC ? No41. Are your nails painted? No42. Do you have a tanning bed ?no43. What is your favorite store?dollar tree44. What is your least favorite store? Idk. 45. Restaurant you last ate at? Burger King 46. Do you have a sister? Not biological ones. 47. Dr.pepper or mountain dew? Dr. Pepper48. Ever been on a cruise? No49. Do you like to go camping? Yes, i love it 50. Been to Disney world? No

do I keep or reject this ache?after this far, i don't know if this is what I wantI know I don't want them to takethe way I dress away from meI want to stay the samein more than one waycan I just pretend this is alright?when they ask what do I say?

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bold what applies to youAppearance:i have blonde hair and green eyesi have red hair and hazel eyesi’m very tall my hair is really curlyi have brown hair and blue or green eyesi have frecklesi have black hair and brown eyesi have dimplesi wear contact lenses i tan easilyi have small eyelashesi paint my nailsClothes / Accessory / Make-up:i hate wearing flip-flopsi don’t have conversei wear foundation every dayi have stretch marks / tattoosi love wearing head bandsi hate wearing mascarai have at least one pair of vansi hate sweatersi love wearing high heelsi own brown eyeliner i love skirts/dressesi own at least 3 pairs of jeansi often wear scarvesi never wear necklacesFamily / Country:i’m the oldest childi have an older brotheri’m from South Americai know how to swear in more than two languages one (or more) of my parents is from another countryi have a younger sisteri have siblings that live in Asiai’m an orphani have family that live in Australiai know two or more languagesSchool / Job:i’m in high school i love historyi have/had a teacher that is great in explaining and actually teachingi got firedi know what i want to do in the futurei don’t do an extracurricular activityi learn more than one language i love mathi already have a jobmy grades are almost never excellent/very goodi want to go to college / university i want to be professional athlete / writer / artistI have:broken a boneridden a motorcyclea best frienda favorite songsung in the showerpunched / slapped somebody told somebody they are prettymy own rooma star crushpetskissed a girl / boy / someoneonline best friendsspent a whole night without sleepinggirlfriend / boyfriend / datefriendI’m afraid of:insects / snakespeople disliking mesomebody yelling at mesomebody finding out a secret about memy favorite character dyingstormy weatherdeathhaving to talk in front of peopleheightspainkissing somebody small roomsI love:sci-fisleeping until 12pmfluffy blanketsanimalsswimming / divingwatching movieschanning tatumpizzahot chocolaterunningbaking / cookingharry pottercold showersmy hairmy wardrobe

why haven't i uploaded yet?whateve's am i right? hahah....i'm not cool, i'll stop.well, do expect an update here and there.no promises though.welp, on another note. wanna be friends?love music too? like writing songs?hmuuuu 'cause i'm the person for you.let's be buds, bud. :Dlol i'm so dumb eye-

happy pride everyone!!! go out there and be gay and do some f***ing crime!!

first post on dis new site!!! luvin da vibe here lulll hope i kan make sum friendz here soon!! >w<

MCR reference sorry. But anyway 7 days till i'm out of school and summer begins i won't be on much because i use my school computer to log on usually so i will use my blogging tablet. So yea. I got to eat lunch where i wanted so i did and it was awesome i broke a pringles can because why not. 

How many best friends do you have?: 3Have you ever lied to any of them?: yesAre you more confrontational or avoid-problems-at-all-costs?: confrontationalAre you pregnant?: noWhen's the last time you screamed?: probably in the last weekDo you know any foreign languages?: a bit of dutch and germanWhat color is you bookbag?: i dont believe i have oneDo you own DC shoes or Etnies?: no?Who is your favorite teacher?: my third grade teacherWhat about least favorite?: my sixth grade teacherHow many times have you read twilight?: 0Do you know anyone named Basil?: noWhat perfume do you wear, if any?: karma by lushWhat was the last word you wrote down?: nswWho did you see at lunch today?: no one, i eat aloneDo you have a nickname?: ellie, weasel, weeziDo you know anyone that spells their name the same way as you?: yeahWhat are you doing this weekend?: going to a party, and hanging with lucyHow long have you had your myspace?: i've had friend project for like six monthsDo you have AIM?: noIs there a word that you just can't spell?: noDo you shop and KMart?: YES!Do you know your dad's birthday?: yeah its the 7th of JanuaryI say Ahoy, you say...?: YeehoyWhere did you get the shirt you are wearing?: kmartHave you ever learned all the words to a commercial song?: yeahHow many piercings do you have?: 0Do you have good posture?: noAre you good with kids?: yeah actuallyWhat was the last thing you said?: 'yes'What is the oldest someone has guessed you are?: 21What was your favorite movie as a kid?: charlie brownWhat was the scariest thing that happened today?: i was smokin in my room and my mum came homeWhere did your parents get the idea for your name?: the song 'eloise' by the damnedAre you right or left handed?: rightWhat is your favorite place to get pizza?: arthursWhat is your favorite type of movie?: coming - of - ageName three things you want to do before you die.: get married, have kids and go to disneyworldDo you keep a journal or diary?: noHave you ever had champagne?: yesDo you wear lipgloss?: sometimesWhere did you get the shoes you have on?: im not wearing shoes :3What color is your lighswitch cover?: whiteWhen you were younger, what did you want to be when you grew up?: i wanted to be a psychologistWhat is the closest red thing to you?: my jacketAre you allergic to anything?: eggs and dustWhat was your mom's maiden name?: she never changed itDo you own any boxed sets of DVDs?: yepWhat was your favorite Christmas present last year?: kate spade walletAre you planning on living anywhere besides where you live now?: i wanna move to the usFind the book closest to you. Turn to page 38. Type line 13.: She brings over a pot of white rice with vegetable bits sprinkled over it and a plate of chicken patties.What is your favorite fruit?: grapefruitIs your name Rebecca?: noHave you ever worn pantyhose on your head?: yesDo you want to adopt kids? If so, where from?: maybeHow many pirates do you know?: 100+What has been your favorite age so far?: 10Does it bug you when people use asterisks to show what they are doing?: YES YES YESWhat are you going to study in college?: early childhood educationDo you have a dog?: yesHow about a cat?: noWhat color is your hair naturally?: blondeIf you've seen the Twilight movie, did you notice Stephenie Meyer in it?: noDid you read Amelia Bedelia as a kid?: noWhat was the last song you sang?: hey leonardo by blessid union of soulsHave you ever been in a choir?: yesQuick! Think of a word that starts with M.: mangleDo you like Chinese food?: yesDo you own any Coach purses?: yesWho is your #1 myspace friend?: lucyWhat's the last thing you regret doing?: hooking up with this guy in a parkDo you have a good relationship with your parents?: kindaShowers: morning or night?: nightDo you wear make-up?: yeahIn your opinion, are interacial marriages ok?: the f*** kind of question is this? of courseDo you still sleep with a stuffed animal?: yesDo you say I love you to just anyone?: pretty muchWhat color are your eyes?: greenQuote a line from your favorite song.: she likes me for me, not because i hang with leonardo, or that guy who plays in fargo, i think his name is steveAre you homeschooled?: noWhat are you trying to change about yourself?: i'm trying to love myselfHow often do you check your myspace?: once a monthWhat embarrassed you today?: my big stomachIf you went to New York City today, what would you do?: go to times square and the 9/11 museumHave you ever considered colored contacts?: noHow many people have the ability to make you cry?: most everyone in the worldDo you have an accent? If so, what is it?: i suppose i have an aussie accentCoke or Pepsi?: cokeHave you ever liked someone younger than you?: yesWho messages you the most?: lucy or marcusWho is the most embarrassing person in your family?: meFinish the sentence. I have lost my faith in ...: humanityDoes it bother you when people exaggerate?: yeah a lotHave you ever hurt someone you love?: yeah :(Who was your first celebrity crush?: the redheaded kid from ratatouilleWho will most likely repost this?: nobody :PIf you had to choose, would you rather be deaf or blind?: blindAre you bored?: yesDo you wear your hair up or down?: down usuallyOff to find another survey, aren't you?: noooo

BaSiC InFoName: moeBirthdate: 29/03/2002Birthplace: sydney, australiaCurrent Location: sydney, australiaEye Color: greenHair Color: dirty blondeHeight: 165cmWeight: 66kgWhat's Your....Zodiac Sign: ariesEthnicity: whiteBody Type: pudgyFavorite Food: sushiFavorite Drink: screwdriverBaseball Team: ?(when) Bedtime: i dont have one lolFavorite Color(s): pink and greyFavorite Letter: eFavorite Number: 7Candy: fantalesFavorite Animal: pigeonFavorite Messenger: the facebook one?Screename: brittaperryFavorite Store: kmartMost Missed Memory: playing in the backyard with my cousinBest Physical Feature: eyes?Overused Phrase: hooley dooleyFirst Thought Waking Up: 'im hungry'Goal for this year: get half my diploma doneWeakness: boys with glassesFears: abandonment, needlesHeritage: dutch/irishLongest Relationship: 1 year and nine monthsSchool's Name: i dont go to school no moreFavorite TV Show: communityHave You Ever....Drank: yesSmoked: smoked what?Dyed Your Hair: yesShoplifted: yesTried To Do The Splits: yesTried To Do A Backbend: yesTried To Do A Cartwheel: yesTried To Do A Handstand: yesTried To Act Perfect: yesGet A Detention Of Any Kind From Not Doin Anything: noSkinny Dipped: noHad Sex: yesKissed/Huged An Opposite Sex: yesKissed/Huged The Same Sex As You: yesBeen Dumped: yesDone Drugs: yesHad A Boyfriend/Girlfriend: yesAte Sushi: yesLoved Someone: yesIn A Guy/Gurl....Fav Eye Color: blueFav Hair Color: darkShort or Long Hair: long ish?Height: over 6footWeight: either real skinny or dad bodLooks Or Personality: personalityLove or Money: loveHot Or Cute: cuteDrugs and/or Alcohol: they can get high n drunk with me :)Muscular or Really Skinny: skinny lolSexy or Shmexy----> lmao!: shmexyRandom...: How Do You Want To Die?: fastWhat country do you want to Visit: the usaBeen to the Mall Lately: yeahDo you like Thunderstorms: yeahShower Daily: ...noDo you Sing: yesWant to go to College: yeahCurrent...Clothes: big red puffy coat, grey adidas leggings and grey tshirtShoes: no shoesMake-Up: no makeupHair Do: hair outPhone: iphone 6sPhone Number: nice tryLocation:  homeWeather: windyWebsite(s): friendproject

its been a while. i lost some people, i gained some. you don't know how much i've been through these past six months. it's been a f***ing whirlwind.for the first time in a while i feel ok to be on my own. i dont do much of anything during the day and its kind of a wonderland. i get high, i cook, i listen to music really loudly and colour in. i cherish being alone these days, and i'm getting used to the idea when things go wrong i can make myself better. i'll be here more often. i feel i've made some good progress in recovery.

im finally getting my hair cut yall :)) ive been dealing with it for so long and being SO uncomfortable an fsKFMFKB. but im also very sad so h.