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09/16/2022 11:21 PM 


Happy belated Hackers Day : (Sept. 15, 1995)Smoke weed & Hack The Planet!

hackers, september, htp, weed


09/16/2022 06:31 PM 

i'm back
Current mood:  forgotten

I'm going to start being more active on this website, i find it cool


09/16/2022 12:31 PM 

im really tired helppppp
Current mood:  sleepy

im super tired but this website is so addicting and it makes me feel like im in the 2000's and i just cant- someone take me away from my computer its midnighttttt 0^0


09/15/2022 05:21 PM 

Family Blood

I hurt.I bleed crimson.My father's blood runs through me,So why is he more important than me?"Your mother's blood runs through you as well."

poems, writing, poetry, family, trauma


09/15/2022 04:22 PM 

September 15th 2022
Current mood:  aggravated

I was really mad today. It started with Theo wanting to finish putting in the microwaves, we only got four more done.  The only good thing about today was that I drove the lift down the ramp and through the parking lot without hurting myself or anyone else. The joy from that was greatly diminished from the security cameras.  A few days ago, we had a storm, and some lightning struck the building which threw out some of our cameras.  The plan was to replace all the cameras but the first one we went to had something wrong with the wiring.   Honestly this was no big deal; we just needed to find out which end of the wire needed to be redone and then redo it.  So, we figured out which end it was and that was when Theo decided to but his head into our project. Theo is not an electrician, he doesn't know wiring, so he doesn't do wiring.  When he asked what was wrong with it we told him that the end in the server room needed to be redone.  Instead of letting us do our job and leave on time he decided to see for himself if we were right. Because obviously he knows everything. After an hour of us standing there, and Theo cutting much more than he needed to, he told us that it was the other end of the wire that needed to be redone. I walked back to the shop after that because I was thoroughly pissed off.  After clocking out and getting ready to leave he walks into the shop and precedes to tell me, "You know it's important that we have those cameras up and running." I knew this!  He was talking to me as if I was sixteen!  I told him in the calmest manner I could muster, "I know that Theo.  The problem is that we could have had the camera done by three if you just listened to what we had to say.  Instead, you had to check it yourself and waste an entire hour with the camera still not finished." After that I left.


09/15/2022 10:43 PM 

blog part c

soo i have work tomorrow.. i hate it there. not because like the work sucks, and its not like the employees are mean. its just that im very quiet. and i GET IT itss annoying to be next to a quiet person, like i mean if i was talking to someone and they awere giving me dry responses i would be pissed too but, i do give actual responses and i do try and continue the conversation so why do they talk to me for like 2 seconds and then walk away ? and why are they way friendlier to everyone else ? the only person whos like actually nice and tries to have a convo with me is my manager. hes nice and so were these two other guys but, they had to leave because they were both gonna become managers and it be a conflict of interest because they were friends soo and also one of them had a sister that worked there soo.. yeah. but those three are the nicest and only one is left and its my manager so i dont even see him everytime i work. so i just am there by myself why everyone like huddles together and talks to eachother.. its not like im mean to them or anything, an i know i can be mean when casually talking but, i make sure to be careful with what i say when talking to new people. i literally like only talk about work like "oh its busy, is there a new movie out", "have you seen any of the movies", "what time do you get out" etc. literally small talk and they will be like yeah.. and turn to talk to someone else. like am i f***ing ugly or something  this girl i got hired with talked to me for a while and was nice but then just started talking to other girls more .. i dont blame her cuz i think they go to school together. 


09/15/2003 09:50 AM 

brand new start!111!!!!!!111111!!1!11
Current mood:  nervous

started a new year at school last week, forgot to update lol srry :p...but anyways the school isnt that bad, its wasn't my first choice but its a pretty good school so im still happy.i made a couple friends that arent even in my classes and already have a crush helppp can ppl who see this posts leave tips for new schools im a little nervous and still have no idea what to do with my life BJHVHGK

new school


09/14/2022 06:37 PM 

my mom kins felix kranken from twf
Current mood:  scared

my mom kins felix kranken :(


09/14/2022 09:20 PM 

September 14th 2022
Current mood:  annoyed

Today started pretty well.  I had hope that me and my coworkers weren't going to put microwaves into every room of the building; sadly, my hope wasn't enough.  Luckily today was the day that my trainer came back from vacation!  I do feel bad that his welcoming back was being called, "A walking, talking piece of foreskin."  It didn't help that in office "C" I was hit on by almost every male, the entire office is only males.  I'll repeat some of the things they said in the following: "I bet she taste like maple syrup." "I wanna give her an Australian french kiss, ya know? Cause it's down under." "I wish I was that gum she's chewing on." "I know her p**sy matches her head." I'm a dyed ginger. After a day of only putting in two microwaves instead of the fifty plus Theo wanted, I was prepared to work overtime to wax floors.  We were told by the building owner that she wanted it done by the end of this week; today is Wednesday.  It was a small room that we were told to do, and we weren't exactly thrilled about it, but we got along and with each other, so it wasn't as bad. Our plans for receiving a bigger paycheck went unfulfilled as we only got an hour into cleaning the floors when one of the office managers on that floor decided to tell us that we can't do it today since it would be dangerous for the workers in that room, which is complete bullsh*t.   I was thoroughly pissed; I suffered through the entire day knowing that I volunteered to work overtime because I needed the money only to be told, "We don't want you here."  After clocking out I called my lover and let him know that I was on my way to his house and that I was taking both of us out for dinner. Dinner went well and I hung out with him at his house afterwards.  After being interrupted by his father I left and decided to make a pitstop at Barnes & Nobles before heading home.  I bought a Bible, (I've been wanting to read one) a book about a vampire mortician, I forgot its name, and a few CD's.   That's all that happened today, I'm prepared for the worst tomorrow as Theo will be yelled at for not putting in the microwaves correctly which will make him yell at us.  Wish me luck.


09/13/2022 11:36 PM 

Current mood:  embarrassed

i feel like im liking schooll so far, even though i was just screaming and ripping my hair out over this code i was working on.. but hey ! i got it done, its over with. its nap time. also im like wayy less experienced in my classes compared to the other kids.. i overhear them talking about all the different things theyve done in highschool that i havent. like ive only worked with (its not letting me say j a v a ??), but i hear them saying they know (j a v a), python, c++ etc. likeeee am i supposed to know those too ?? because i was not taught that unfortunetly ;(


09/13/2022 04:20 PM 

September 13th 2022
Current mood:  disappointed

Before I start talking about my day today I need to say what happened yesterday after I updated this blog.  After I updated my blog I went to my lover's house.  On the way there I got thinking about how I want a break, just a few days away from reality.  I remembered reading about how overdosing on melatonin won't kill you but put you in a coma.  I believed that the best way to slip into a temporal death would be in my lover's arms; so I stopped at a Dollar General near his house and bought a box of generic brand sleep aids.   When I got to his house I asked, "Would you still love me if I was in a coma?"  He answered yes but was worried as to why I asked.  I told him what I told you, that I want a few days break from reality.  He told me, "I've had days like this, you just have to push through it."  But it didn't really comfort me. I excused myself for a moment and went to his bathroom to take the pills.  I swallowed twelve times more than the recommended dose.  When I exited the bathroom he was there with arms open, not a clue as to what I just did in his bathroom. We went to grab something to eat, Moe's, and on the way there is when they started to kick in.  Everything moved so much slower and it was hard to keep my eyes open.  Nevertheless I forced myself to stay awake so that I could fall asleep in his arms.  When we got back to his house I asked if we could cuddle.  He never turns down a cuddle so we went to his bed and laid down.  He set an alarm for when I had to leave to go back home and fell asleep together. The alarm went off, and I woke up.  The pills didn't give me the rest I wanted so dearly.  All the pills did was make me sick.  As soon as I woke up I ran to his bathroom and started throwing up the pills and food from Moe's.   Then it was time for me to go home.  I had to drive through the pouring rain still sleepy and feeling sick.  I can't be too mad though, I did this to myself after all.  I just wished that those pills kept me asleep for a little while longer. Now for today; Today was a regular day. (Besides the fact that I was still very sleepy and nauseous when I woke up.) Theo made us try to put all the curtains back up but we didn't have enough as we threw away the ones from yesterday.  During the storm we had last night the building I work in was struck by lightning so a lot of our cameras were out.  I.T. was able to fix most of them remotely but three of them had to be manually restarted.  One of them was under a desk so I went under the desk and got covered in dust.  To add salt to the wound I couldn't even find the wire I needed to reset the camera! Now I'm home and preparing to go to my lover's for dinner.  That was all that happened between my last update and now.


09/13/2022 01:39 PM 

My New Indie Game in Development - Study Hall
Current mood:  accomplished

For these last two weeks I have been working hard and nonstop on a new indie game idea I got. I've managed to finally get some concept art drawn up so I figured now is the time to begin promoting it everywhere. For these last two weeks I've been making textures, concept art, music, fonts, social pages everywhere, as well as writing the story and characters. I don't wanna spoil too much but basically you are cast into a Study Hall for tardy attendance, and you have five days to either befriend everyone stuck in the period with you, or to make their lives hell. But your choice will have an effect on the world of characters around you.


09/12/2022 05:32 PM 

answering random questions o_O
Current mood:  creative

1. What would you name your boat if you had one?Felipe Neto2. What’s the closest thing to real magic?glow in the dark fishes3. Who is the messiest person you know?Maria Luiza4. What will finally break the internet?Detona Ralph5. What’s the most useless talent you have?I know how to make loli voice6. What would be on the gag reel of your life?idk wtf is a gag reel7. Where is the worst smelling place you’ve been?public bathroom 8. What celebrity would you rate as a perfect 10?Rick Roll9. What’s a body part that you wouldn’t mind losing?my feet fingers10. What is the dumbest way you’ve been injured?biting your nails11. Which fictional character would be the most boring to meet in real life?apple white12. What is the best and worst purchases you’ve ever made?the best was my fish, and the worst were all my evangelion mangas, that I payed R$200,00, and it was in Japanese 13. If you had to change your name, what would your new name be, and why would you choose that name?I've already changed mine. My name is allie. 14. What are some things that sound like compliments but are actually insults?otaku (by my friends it's an insult)15. What’s your biggest screw up in the kitchen?It wasn’t a screw up, but I my mom threw hot milk in my arm16. What’s the worst commercial you’ve recently seen? Why is it so bad?A cellphone case that has "bora bill" (the worst meme of the world) was written18. When did you screw everything up, but no one ever found out it was you?I broke my window and I told my parents it was my grandma's fault. They bought a new window by like R$400,00 thinking it was her19. What problem or situation did TV / movies make you think would be common, but when you grew up you found out it wasn’t?create anonymous gossip blogs20. What quote or saying do people spout but is complete BS?"Never say never"21. What’s something your brain tries to make you do and you have to will yourself not to do it?give a punch in a guy named bruno. I hate him22. If you could know the absolute and total truth to one question, what question would you ask?Clarinha are you a part of LGBTQIA+ community 23. What’s the most interesting thing you’ve read or seen this week?PERCY JACKSON AND THE OLYMPIANS TEASER24. What ridiculous thing has someone tricked you into doing or believing?when I was like 4yo, the boys from my school made me go naked to the playground in exchange of my soccer's team stuff. Now when I remember this I want to cry cause I really did that.


09/12/2022 03:41 PM 

September 12th 2022

Today could have gone so much better.  This morning was alright, only had to replace a pencil sharpener and finish putting together a desk.  The problem was later on when the owner of my work place decided we had to take down all the curtains.  It sucked as it is a big building with a lot of windows.  Of course as soon as we got them all down she wanted us to put them back up.  I also relapsed today; I've been purging everything I eat.  I can't let anyone in my personal or work life find out about this.


09/11/2022 09:48 PM 

September 11th 2023

Today was okay.  I had to go to a birthday party that was at a park this morning, while it was pouring.  I was soaked and cold.  I didn’t even stay long enough for the little one to open his present because I had to be home to drive my brother and his friend to the mall.  Today was my lover’s and I’s four month anniversary! We celebrated by watching over the garden wall.  I’m not super excited for work tomorrow as I’m sure Theo is more than ready to send us running on twelve different missions.

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