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Revisiting old joys for a sense of serotonin T-T I'm trying so hard to keep it together rn its actually insane 

hEY GUYZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Soooo I havent been activefor like,,, months >< Sorry about that, my mental health sorta kinda plummeted and Im still not totally better but I decided to log in bc I remembered how fun it is here. Im probably gonna make a new theme soon, even tho I worked rlly hard on my current layout, But Ill have to wait until I get all of my schoolwork done becuz online school has been kicking my butt. (are we allowed to cuss on here? I forgot)ps. happy october!!!

this was a really nice day. i felt bad for maggie in the morning because she had a pretty bad headache, but it was a little better after a while! i was so excited because she sent me pictures!!! shes so f***ing cute and looking at pictures of her is so so nice! shes the prettiest girl in the whole world. we watched howard stern together...and that was interesting lol. that show is f***ing wild man. we talked about coraline and how i wanted a mini maggie doll to take everywhere with me. we were watching coraline but we only made it like 10 mins in:/ maggie would want green-blue buttons. maggie found these really pretty rollerskates and she wanted em but they were out of stock :/ we joked about chicken little a lot, and she posted a lot of cringe pictures lol. then she told me this really cool story about how she took a pig head home with her from school and she broke its skull. it made me blush...then she tried to creep me out(she kinda did) she found messages and pictures from gloria...(Long story)i love you so much maggie♥

haha vacations!!! wont tell ya where thoe!!

you know what really PISSES me off?That i f***ing know that i want to read, i want to write, i want to learn languages and i want to educate myself, and i dont do absoloutle SH*T about iti dont even know if its procastinating or what, because i dont feel anxious in doing any of those things and yet i just cant bring myself to do any of it.

you know what really PISSES me off?That i f***ing know that i want to read, i want to write, i want to learn languages and i want to educate myself, and i dont do absoloutle SH*T about iti dont even know if its procastinating or what, because i dont feel anxious in doing any of those things and yet i just cant bring myself to do any of it.

Hi everyone it's me Brian! This is my official first post on FriendProject! If you don't already know me, I am a Singer-songwriter in the Alternative genre. I love blending music, cosplay, psychology, and alternative subculture themes (Scenecore, Emo, Goth...) together to make art that entertains, informs, and inspires people! I have released 6 studio albums which are available now to stream and download on all of your favorite music listening platforms just search my name: "Brian Hilliker" You can also download a free song from me over on my Bandcamp and join my email list; again, just search my name: "Brian Hilliker" on Bandcamp! I plan to use this FriendProject account as another creative way to stay in touch with all of you "scene teens" who are kind enough to support my efforts as a Singer-songwriter. Let's make these RAWRing 20s awesome; RAWR XD!!! #BrianHillikerMusic  

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HEY!!!!! I posted 9 tracks on Soundcloud. They belong to my first album 00:03!! Here's the link!!https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/LK4kIt&#39;d mean SO MUCH if you'd give my music a listen ♥♥♥ 

With your feet on the air and your head on the groundTry this trick and spin it, yeahYour head will collapseBut there's nothing in itAnd you'll ask yourselfWhere is my mind?Where is my mind?Where is my mind?Way out in the waterSee it swimmin'

https://ananymous123.neocities.org WARNING!! Made by a virgin :P

gonna be my melody for halloween 

♥ Hello. I am back again. Back with my bs. Yes, you read that title correctly. Each time my dad goes on vacation, he goes out to this dispensary and buys whatever weed he can get. To him, it's all the same. I dunno about that. Anyway, I crushed the buds up and put it in some Yoplait. Not the tastiest way to consume the devil's lettuce, but it's the only thing I was willing to consume immediately. ♥♥ Ok, the stuff I got didn't exactly blow my mind, but the effects were...interesting to say the least. I tried it last Friday. I am aware that different strains can cause different effects on people, but I was kind of impressed. To tell ya the truth, I didn't really want a super strong high, but just enough that it was noticable. How did I feel? Well, I noticed that the thoughts in my head weren't as loud as they normally would. In fact, I could hardly hear my own thoughts at all! My brain felt...quiet and empty. I could still think and process things, but it was at a slower pace than usual. As someone that occasionally gets tormented by unhelpful thoughts, it gave me such relief. That could've been the weed taking over my brain, but it was nice. It felt good having that stuff in my body. I'd say it's much better than how booze tends to make me feel. That'll just make me get stoopid and ruin my liver. Anyway that was my first experience with weed. ♥ 

1. a song you like with a color in the title: a boy brushed red living in black and white - underoath2. a song you like with a number in the title: song 2 - blur3. a song that reminds you of summertime: strawberry blonde - mitski4. a song that reminds you of someone you would rather forget about: northern downpour - panic! at the disco 5. a song that needs to be played LOUD: double dare ya - bikini kill6. a song that makes you want to dance: vampire money - my chemical romance7. a song to drive to: heaven knows i'm miserable now - the smiths 8. a song about drugs or alcohol: drunk on halloween - wallows9. a song that makes you happy: big shot - billy joel 10. a song that makes you sad: bastard - tyler, the creator11. a song that you never get tired of: feels blind - bikini kill12. a song from your preteen years: i don't care - fall out boy13. one of your favorite 80’s songs: spellbound - siouxsie and the banshees14. a song that you would love played at your wedding: love will tear us apart - joy division15. a song that is a cover by another artist: lola - the raincoats16. one of your favorite classical songs: danse macabre, op.40, r.171 - camille saint-saëns17. a song that would sing a duet with on karaoke: our lips are sealed - the go-gos18. a song from the year that you were born: thank you for the venom - my chemical romance 19. a song that makes you think about life: i like giants - kimya dawson20. a song that has many meanings to you: something on your mind - karen dalton21. a favorite song with a person’s name in the title: i wanna be your joey ramone - sleater kinney22. a song that moves you forward: nice nice - dazey and the scouts23. a song that you think everybody should listen to: heroes - david bowie24. a song by a band you wish were still together: know your rights - the clash 25. a song by an artist no longer living: aneurysm - nirvana26. a song that makes you want to fall in love: KC - shamir27. a song that breaks your heart: just take my wallet - jack stauber28. a song by an artist with a voice that you love: drugstore perfume - gerard way 29. a song that you remember from your childhood: roxanne - the police30. a song that reminds you of yourself: witchy woman - eagles