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skool iz getting kindA b0ring i cAn't believe i hAve t0 d0 this f0r An entire YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At leAst we hAve a l0t 0f chAnces to g0 0n 0ur ph0nes becAuse i w0uld've felt DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

skool iz getting kindA b0ring i cAn't believe i hAve t0 d0 this f0r An entire YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! At leAst we hAve a l0t 0f chAnces to g0 0n 0ur ph0nes becAuse i w0uld've felt DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

i've been sick 4 this whole week and i am so tired  i just wanna sleep 4ever

dis weekend waz reelly gud!!!!! lawl!!!!!!! i saw mah partner on sat then on sun i saw a friend i havnt seen since switchin skoolz!!!!! X) i am very H4PPY rn!!! im also thinkin about rereadin homestuck cuz i havnt in liek...... 3 yrz lawl. i do luv it and i kinda miss it!!!current song: Famous Last Words- My Chemical Romance

Tonight, I'll be dead at 9 o'clockMorning, they'll find a gun by my head at 5 o'clockThey'll be crying and weeping all dayAt the funeral, all they can and will say isWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo you?Where did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo you?While I lay in the casketThey'll all be askinThe same thing to each otherOh hear me now dear motherYelling at meBecause I won't beYour sweet darlin babyI tried to tell you beforeBut my words were nothing moreThan a toy to play withThrown into damnationWhile I lay in that casketThey'll all be askinWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youYou'll all be hitting me downPushing me to the groundAnd always saying the same thingsNow I'm gone forever, alwaysWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhere did we go wrongWhere did weWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhere did we go wrongWhere did weWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did weWhat did we doWhat did weWhat did we doDo, do, doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo youWhere did we go wrongWhat did we do wrongWhat did we doTo you

Holly street wasn't nice to meHolly street kept my heart on icefor 9 years.Gliding and glisteningfrozen waterfrozen ways. 

thr0wbAck t0 when i th0ught i hAd A crush 0n A girl but she wAs just rlly pretty and there wAsn't rlly Any feelingz there. :/[https://youtu.be/RJXPM-MXeDk]

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HAI! GUD MORNIN!!! I feel liek today is guna b gud.... I hope so. I missed tha bus this morning so it didnt start off 2 great.... but thatz okey!!! I am pretty tired lawl. Im guna play sum fallout new vegas when i get hoem!!!!  skool is reeeeeeeeelly exhauztin.... i mite take a nap rite upon arrivin @ home lolol!! i could reelly go 4 a monster rite now. yesterday waz a pretty gud day!! skool wuz meh..... but itz worth waiting thru to get home & sleep!!!! i really really luv my partnerz.  i luv them SO MUCH!!!!!!!!! i luv mah partnerzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!! ♥3333n e way i hope u haz a gud day!!!!! i luv u!!!!!!!!!current song: 23- Jimmy Eat World

HAI! IM J1MMY AND UH... I LIEK WAFFLEZ!!!!!!!im 15 and a scene kid. pleez feel free 2 msg me abt ANYTHIN!!!! also feel free 2 send me fren reqs becuz i NEED FRENZ!!!! CX dnt flirt with me !!! i am taken and i luv luv luv mah partnerz more than ANYONE ELSE EVER!!!!

(im just gonna say it now, this post is not directed towards anyone on here. y'all are lovely people. i just need a place to publicly vent where this person won't see it.)who ever said i cared about you? HAH. me. my stupid ass did. you were so cool and kind and one of my best friends back in the day, but now you're just a mess. yeah, i get it. people change over time and that's okay.who said you would still be the person today that you were in 2016? nobody. because people change, and that's okay. but who said you would be the reason i can't enjoy ANYTHING, even though i have no clue why? who said i would get so upset about a fake person just because i know what you used to be like? you wouldn't have done this in 2016. you wouldn't have made a freakshow out of one of my most honest and real friendships.who said there would be no room for me in my own places? who said HE had to be in on all of our inside jokes? GOD if you could just close your f**king mouth for FIVE SECONDS and i wouldn't have to hear his name or hear about any of whatever you two do together, that would be great. just give me the opportunity to breathe, and i'll get enough air to fill both of our lungs. just let our friendship be ours and ours alone. that's all i want.and another thing. i have never been assertive. i have never stood up for myself in the face of someone i love, and you know this. you've seen my blog. you've seen all those little posts tagged #vague, and they've just gone right under your nose cause your head is so far up your ass, you couldn't even recognize that THEY'RE ALL ABOUT YOU FOR GOD'S SAKE!!! you don't even TRY and you act like everything is fine when it's NOT FINE!!! YOU NEVER CHECKED UP ON ME!!!! YOU NEVER ASKED HOW I WAS FEELING!!! and when you tried to KILL YOURSELF????? yeah, I cared!!!! of course i cared! you're my BEST ONLINE FRIEND!!!! but i am so scared of you and your sharp tongue that i can't say anything to you without hiding behind tags on tumblr. i hate it.let me spell it out. EMPATHY. i never know how you feel and you never know how i feel. quite frankly i don't  really even WANT TO until you feel some form of that sneaky little seven letter word. yeah i get that it's not your strong suit and i understand, but someone with VERY low empathy and a lonely f**king LITERAL EMPATH who just wants to be loved and heard and understood??? that's gonna be HARD. how oblivious do you have to be, really???? how much longer will you go until you at least pretend to have some kind of sympathy or- god forbid- EMPATHY for your self-proclaimed best friend???honestly, i think it would be for the better if you just never spoke to me again. of course i'll never tell you that and of course i wouldn't even DREAM of saying it, but maybe you and him should stay in your own little corner together. you're so similar and i am so different from you and your friends. that's why i left. i now know what macy felt like and god forbid i feel SOME KIND OF PITY for her!!!! but i still do!!! you are so cruel and you don't even realize it!! it gives me this awful feeling in my chest that maybe it's not meant to be!!! maybe i should disappear again, who knows!!! at least this time around, i know WHY everything you do makes my heart burn. so yeah. that's all i have to say to you but never will. i'll stay in my line and you'll never stay in yours, but i'll leave you with this.don't assume i care. because you obviously don't.goodnight.

wow. hi! it's been a minute! i hope yall are having a good week/month/life haha. i started school last week and it's pretty rad so far. i decided to take a military history class that's ran through my school's jrotc program, so im basically a cadet now??? yeah. its wild. i did not sign up for this. i have to wear a class b uniform every wednesday which will be a little weird, but the teacher is nice and the class is fun so far so it's okay.im also taking german again this year, but my crush failed german 102 last year so hes not in the class anymore :(. i only get to see him for like 5 seconds in the hallway every day and ugh. this boy yall, he makes me question the heck outta my sexuality. i miss him and his stupid face >:(also, i finally moved!! its such a cute little neighborhood and i can basically walk anywhere haha. i'm so excited to heckin Go Places x)today was a rlly good day. my best friend (who im gonna call snufkin on here) and i went to goodwill today and i got some epic shoes but they're way too big :( i hate my heckin baby feet lol. snufkin got a bunch of photography related stuff bc they're creative like that and yeah!! it was fun!!anyways :p have a good day/night. l8r sk8rs!! 

hey gamerz!! i was juzt a babeh when scene teens ruled da world but im hopin to change dat cuz i wanna b scene mastur!!! so yah.... hehe

BASIC...Name: gabriel membraneBirthday: 2/17Height: 5'5Weight: i don't knowEye Color: amberHair Color: dark brown-blackRace: cartoon character :7Zodiac Sign: aquariusDO YOU...Drink?: no, i'm 14Smoke?: noUse Drugs?: if sniffing sharpies counts, then yesCuss?: online, yes i do ¯\_(ツ)_/¯Play Any Instruments?: noneHave Any Peircings?: noneHave Any Tattoos?: noneLike To Annoy People?: Like Life?: sometimesWear Make-Up?: noDye Your Hair?: noScream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: i'm nonverbalGet Distracted By Shiny Objects?: yeesh, i get distracted by everythingLike Pina Coladas?: i guess?And Getting Caught In The Rain?: it dependsARE YOU...Dependable?: i dont knowTrustworthy?: sure!Obsessive?: sometimesHyper Active?: not at allHappy?: i guessContent?: noBoring?: sortaViolent?: noEvil?: chaotic neutralHippie-Ish?: noShy?: yeah, pretty shyParanoid?: yesAnnoying?: i hope notSocial?: it dependsReligious?: screw thatWHATS YOUR FAVORITE...TV Show?: wordgirl and adventure timeMovie?: road to el doradoBand/Singer(s)?: lemon demon + dedf1sh Song?: passenger of sh*t - staple tapeworms on my penisBook/Story?: i dont read that muchColor(s)?: RAINBOWS! but specifically green, blue and orangeShape?: roundAnimal?: dogs and catsPerson(s)?: neil cicieregaSmell?: vanillaFlower?: daisySubject?: science!Board: whatMusical: noSport?: i'm not very sporty, ahem :7 but i guess swimming?Word?: lagomorphQuote?: ehHobby?: drawingStore?: hot topicSeason?: summer because i have an excuse to eat as many popsicles as i wantTime Of Day?: 4 pmWHATS YOUR...Worst Fear?: losing my friends. Life Goal?: move out of hereGreatest Accomplishment?: nothingWHICH ONE...Pepsi Or Coke?: both taste the same to me but pepsi i guessMcDonald's Or Burger King?: noConverse Or Vans?: converseDogs Or Cats?: both!AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: discord :7Chicken Or Fish?: fish!Black Or White?: hmMTV Or FUSE?: whatMP3 player, ipod or CD player?: mp3Pants Or Shorts?: shortsDISCRIBE YOUR PERFECT...Day: noRoom: noLife: noWorld: the fictional world :7Romantic Date: byeDO YOU BELIEVE IN...God?: noHeavan & Hell?: noAngels & Demons?: neat concepts but not really Reincarnation?: sureYourself?: noGhosts?: f*** yeahUFOs?: f*** yeahBig Foot?: not reallyLockness Monster?: noA Thing Called Love?: noWOULD YOU EVER...Kill Someone Else?: if i really had to but i don't know how it would affect me :7 Kill Yourself?: whatBeg For Money?: i've done so beforeSkydive?: noBunjee Jump?: noMake out in the rain?: lol, sureRun Away From Home?: i wishRide A Motorcycle?: yeahDo Extreme Sports?: i'm not sporty and i don't really like extreme things :7MORE ABOUT YOU...Do You Own A Car?: noEver Been To Jail?: noEver Gotten Kicked out?: noDo You Have A Job?: noDo You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: noTHATS ALL FOLKS...Are You Lonely?: yeahAre You Sitting In A BeanBag Chair Eatin' Cheetos?: noDo You Fee The Urge To Send Me A Thousand Dollars?: no go awayReally?: yeahDo You Know Where That Comes From?: okHow Many Licks Does It Take To Get To The Center Of A Tootsie Pop?: manyIs That Your Final Answer?: yesAre You Sure?: :7Postitive?: :7Glad That This Is Over?: yes

So, a blog. Interesting, I've nether really done a blog before so hey, f*** it, new experiences are good. Soooo hey, i guess i'll start by introducing myself. Hi, my names Jamie and I am your standard Homosexual metal head. I have an amazing boyfriend that makes everything worth living for if you get what I mean. any way, enough about me, i'm wondering what to do with this blog, maybe reviewing the anime i watch, why... cause i'm that bored and encase you didn't notice i like to talk. So yea, that's about it, hopefully I'll keeps this up. So long and good night as My Chemical Romance would say