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It cannot be assumed that one's identity is known.By oneself, by others, by the gods of old.Anything that creates a feeling of pure inspiration and joyIs how I prefer to self-identify.I've spent years growing up,Losing sight of my self.MY self.As we age, we are forced to forget and pretend.Unlike the make believe we played as children,This new game is not fun.I'm tired of pretending to be an adult.I never wanted this life.  I didn't ask for this.All I wantedWasTo createAnd perform.

i play dnd with my friend Aisha and we dm separate campaigns for eachother, and yesterday she was the one DMing her campaignand she introduced the villain which was like... magically chained up in some necklace artifact thing or something?and i walk in there seeing this big spooky no-faced cloaked guy with a thousand names and voices and im like"but what if hes nice"so i unchain him and he poofed off somewhere, vowing to destroy the world.Oopsthis isnt the first time i tried to make friends with monsters,while i was doing a guard job for the town i live in, i was supposed to catch some banditsand i actually found one of them in a net, but i didn't know she was one of the bandits, so i helped her downand then when i turned around she hit me in the back of the head and knocked me out.when i woke up i was in the middle of an orc camp tied up, but i mean, hey! everyone has their bad days.so i told the orc mom her soup was really good, and eventually they let me go.

By, Brandon ImmelMet you years ago,Look how far we've come, how much we have grown.Helped you as much- as I could,And you helped me more, than anyone would.Stayed to help me, see again.Stopped the breaking of skin.Blue eyes, you are the one needing help now.The reaper, making you fall down.I gently say, Rise.As I hold you tightly.I know you're full of "sighs".Because this is a difficult time.You're so busy, working and being the social butterfly.That phrase would shock you, but I'm just shy.Waiting and wishing for you to talk again.Because you're the only one that brings me, Zen.I tell you so much,I miss you.Anyway I can get you in my clutch?I need to hug you.

Someone on tumblr sent me some really cute dice.I wish people would write their usernames on the gift cards so I knew who to thank in person.. but thank you so much sabrina, whichever blog you use, i love them so muchplus heres an update on my saved seeds & home grown zucchini

       You know someone isn't your real friend, when they never take the time to hit you up. Friendships are not a one way street. You both have to put effort I to contacting each other. I had a friend who did this. At the time I was going through a lot and she wasn't there for me. I don't plan on ever reaching out to her. I always did all the work when we were friends. I strongly believe that is why her other friends stopped coming around. She never hit them up. I always had to do all of the work. In what universe do you need to be the only one that reaches out? It's bullsh*t! The worst part is, this person probably thinks that she didn't do anything wrong. I have new friends now that don't do that sort of sh*t to me. I'm a grown ass women. I do not have time for petty people like that in my life.       Another topic I have been wanting to talk about for a while is how funny it is looking at your old high school friends that stabbed you in the back now, compared to when you were friends with them. Oh my lord! I creeped on these bitches profiles and they all had babies and are now fat and ugly. HAHA in your face! I'm still pretty and skinny. Looks like karma came back and bit you in the ass finally. It's nice to know that I have still got it and my old sh*tty ass friends don't. I still haven't had a kid yet. I got all these pretty ass piercings and I still look good. I guess the bad personality finally caught up with them and started to show through on the outside as well.        I have angel bites now. I pierced the other side of my top lip. I wasn't sure how it would look on me but, yet again, I can pull off anything. It's really hurting right now though. I just pierced it yesterday and had to change the bar to a longer one this morning so that it would be able to move around still with the swelling. It's a little annoying right now because my new one is leaking that stuff that your body makes to close up a scab and I am constantly having to rub it off with a cotton ball dipped in salt water. It makes the bar stick to the outside of my skin and become kinda hard to twist and move around. If I rest my face long enough, when I go to move my lips to smoke my vape or talk, I can feel that it's harder to move because that sh*t comes out and drys on my skin and the bar in my skin. The good thing about that is though, is I am constantly cleaning it, which means it won't get infected any time soon. I love piercings. Isn't it funny how we pay lots of money to injure ourselves? You get a tattoo or a piercing, you are injuring yourself. Isn't that a funny thought? I just randomly thought that one day.       My hair is getting long. I stopped trying to cut my hair every so often so that it grows out. I will eventually go get it cut professionally, but I want it to grow out more before I do that. I just really want long hair. I'm no longer damaging it a lot anymore. I shower every single day and use Mane N Tail every time I shower so that makes it grow quicker. I love the way my hair is feeling again. It's so f***ing healthy now you have no idea. My hair loves me. When my hair was ash blonde, it was really hard to keep in my hair so I was coloring it a lot. I wanted the ash blonde color to stay in, but it never did. I don't know why, but unless your hair is naturally that color and it isn't dyed, it won't stay. Now that my hair is black, I am not coloring it as much because it is such a dark color, it takes a lot longer for the color to wash out of your hair. I try to only dye my hair once a month or once every two months because I don't want damaged hair anymore. I just want healthy hair again. That is all I care about. I love my hair black. I will probably keep it black for a long ass time like I did when I had platinum blonde hair. I had it that color for a whole year! For me, being so crazy with hair dye all throughout high school, that is a pretty big deal lol. 

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So... obligatory first post?Hai, I’m Ash. I’m not super new to the scene, but then again I kinda am. I’m really into the emo/scenecore revival stuffs, so users beware, imma just keep rawring into the void lol.- Ash ♥

i have never been more envious of someone in my whole life nor have i ever been so incensed she had the chance to stroke your hair, touch your cheeks, and kiss your hands but she took what was golden and pulled it to pieces humans are such wasteful creatures.   maybe i’m wishing i could break the heart that broke mine no, i would never because that would be a crime against humanity i could never hurt you but i’ll gladly let you hurt me

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a good little catholic boy like youswayed by the temptations of sacrilege?scandalous.you see everything in nothingwhich makes me wonder why you couldn't see something in me.everyone has moved on but meand i am stuck in this empty limbo, a shell of what it used to be.i swim against the current to the green light(icanalmostreachit)while everybody else is climbing out of the water.mr. fitzgerald predicted me seven decades early.xoxoabby

happy post-valentines day my chest is empty because my heart is still in your hands i'd ask for it back but i know you'll leave prints and you're never nice (butineveraskedyoutobe) you're sharp and sarcastic and cynical yet i still want to introduce your hips to mine and press my lips against your neck i'm searching and scanning for you in every picture trying to find the only face without a smile maybe one day i'll see it   xabby

Everything I do is literally so wrong wtf is wrong with me why couldnt I be born to be a smart independent individual that their family could love them. But instead I do things and say that I am doing them wrong and is never corrected just told that everything is my fault. I cant fight back. Cant fight with adults... not allowed. 

Does anyone wanna be friends? Just message me! :3

       Me and my old friend Korri reconnected! We hung out yesterday and it was really nice. I haven't seen her in awhile. We weren't friends for the longest time because she did me bogus but I'm a pretty forgiving person. All you gotta do is apologize and try better next time. It's pretty hard to get me to really hate you. You have to do something to me thats pretty f***ing bad for me to not ever talk to you again. I'm glad that I have a drinking buddy now. Most of my friends don't get drunk all the time like I do. I mean, I'm 23 years old. I'm in that party stage of my life and I always want to get drunk and have a good time.        Today me and Korri are going to hang out again. She's coming over tonight to get drunk with me. I'm really looking forward to it because my boyfriend doesn't really drink much either. What's with everyone not drinking much these days? Drinking is fun as hell! Who the f*** doesn't want to feel stupid and good at the same time? I know I do! I love the feeling of being drunk and it helps me with my anxiety. When I'm drunk, I'm much more daring and not really scared of anything.        Korri and I are also going shopping today. I can't wait! If you ever want to go shopping, I'm your girl! I love shopping! I know people say that money doesn't buy you happiness but it totally does. It doesn't bring you happiness in the long term, but it brings you happiness for a little while. I mean, who the f*** doesn't like owning nice cloths and nice makeup and all that good sh*t? I sure as hell do! I love me some nice makeup and cloths! I mean, I don't just magically look pretty as hell. I put a lot of effort into looking this good. I am what you call high maintenance. I always have to straighten or curl my hair, put makeup on, wear cute ass outfits, shower every single day, wash my face every single day, make sure my hair color is always looking good and on point (not that washed out faded bullsh*t), wear cute ass shoes, wash my face really good with two different products every time I shower, and the list goes on. I take good care of myself. I always make the effort to smell good and look pretty. Of course I have my lazy days where I don't do all of those things, but doesn't everyone?       

Hello everyone I made a video I hope you all like it and maybe will sub. Link down below!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C0cOaO_lMC0&t=85s