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Love. Anxiety. Panic.
Current mood:
anxious
Ok so i thought since this is a revival of myspace, why not actually just say whats on my mind and hope people care. Help So i havent had a girlfriend, its not like i havent had my chances its more so that im too anxious to meet with them.this is because of my fear of rejection i think, im not really sure. I just dont wanna f*** up something i guess.Now in 2020 having tiktok, instagram, snapchat twittter etc, all i see is couples, that makes me feel like sh*t . Cause i know i want that, i really do, but when it comes to meeting up or facetiming even, i get panic attacks.i make up some DUMB excuse everytime they ask me, just so i can avoid it, even though i really want to meet them, im just scared.I have to friends to talk to about this type of subject cause guys my age where i live are so shielded when it comes to emotions.hopefully i can meet someone who can resonate with me about this and maybe talk to about it. anyways cya -pamzee
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anxiety
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