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Xx_Welcome To My Twisted Mind_xXPart 1:1.) What is your name? Chiara2.) Emo, Scene, or both? Emo3.) Post a selfie. Nah, fam, no pics from me.4.) How old are you? 215.) When did you first become emo/scene? Around middle school.6.) What’s your favorite color? Pink, black and purple7.) Is it just a phase or a lifestyle? LIfestyle.8.) Major labels or indie labels? Why not both?9.) How old were you when you first starting using the internet? 13, I think?10.) Are you more into cute stuff or creepy stuff? BOTH11.) Do you wear more than one color? Yas12.) Do you draw or write on your converse? I'd love to, but I can't DX13.) Do you wear glasses? Yep, I'm myopic.14.) Black dye or multi-color? MULTI COLOUR 15.) Tim Burton or John Hughes? Tim Burton16.) Do you spike the back of your hair? Nah, curls don't work well w/ spikes.17.) Are labels restrictive or helpful?18.) Nothing Feels Good by Andy Greenwald or Everybody Hurts by Leslie Simon and Trevor Kelley? BOTH19.) Do you have any piercings? Do you want them? No and... idk, maybe?20.) Do you have any tattoos? Do you want them? No and HELL YES! 21.) Where do you buy your clothes? Internet22.) What’s your favorite outfit? Don't have one, atm23.) What posters do you have up in your room? No, one, but as soon as I have MY own place, I'll fix this problem ;]Part 2: Xx_Cross My Heart With A Knife_xX24.) Are you okay? No (I Promise)25.) Do you have a diary? Yep26.) Are you an introvert or extrovert? Ambivert27.) Is it better to sound good and well produced or to sound raw and real? Raw and real28.) What lyrics bring you to tears? Let Me Die29.) Has a band ever saved your life? Yes30.) Have you ever been bullied for what you like? What I like? Nah. What I am, on the other hand...31.) What’s your favorite book? Too many to count32.) What’s your favorite movie? See above34.) Have you ever been broken up with? No35.) Do you write poems? I'm not intelligent enough36.) Are you a vegetarian/vegan? No37.) Are you a straight edge? No38.) What’s your religion? Atheist39.) Where’s your happy place? My head40.) What do you do when you feel anxious? Bottle up 'till I die :}41.) How often are you on the internet? A lot42.) What’s your guilty pleasure? My Bratz dolls Part 3 :Xx_Rawr Means I Love You In Dinosaur!_xX43.) Do you read creepypastas? Yes44.) Do you have OCs? Yes45.) Have you ever made an AMV? No46.) Do You Watch Invader Zim? Would love to start47.) Do you like Hello Kitty? Yes48.) What’s your favorite Pokemon? Lucario49.) What’s your Harry Potter house? Hufflepuff50.) What Warriors clan are you? Never read Warrior Cats51.) What anime do you watch? MaNY, AS OF NOW, i'M WATCHING bLOOM iNTO yOU52.) Do you drink Monster? No53.) What your favorite music video? *shrugs*54.) What’s your MySpace/FriendProject? XxChiarikoxX55.) What’s your DeviantArt? Chiarikopink56.) Do you make Blingees? No57.) MySpace/FriendProject or Tumblr? BOTH58.) Vampires or Werewolves? Weredoggos :P59.) Charlie the Unicorn or Llamas With Hats? Both60.) What’s your desktop look like? A messPart 4:Xx_Band Trash_xX61.) What’s your favorite genre of music? Rock, punk, emo62.) What’s your favorite album/ep? Toooooo many63.) What’s your favorite song? Too many64.) What’s your favorite band/duo/act? Queen65.) Who’s a musician you want to meet? Freddy Mercury66.) What bands do you/did you have in your locker? Never had a locker XP67.) What’s an obscure band you absolutely love? Snow White's Poison Bite, they are (were) sh*tty, but i love them!68.) What’s your favorite lyrics? Too many XD69.) Guitar solos or breakdowns? Depends on the song, tbh70.) Rites of Spring or Embrace? Dunno. Will check them out, tho71.) Husker Du or Fugazi? Dunno. Will check them out, tho72.) Jawbreaker or Lifetime? Dunno. Will check them out, tho73.) Indian Summer or Moss Icon? Dunno. Will check them out, tho74.) Braid or Hot Water Music? Dunno. Will check them out, tho75.) Mineral or Texas Is The Reason? Dunno. Will check them out, tho76.) Saetia or Funeral Diner? Dunno. Will check them out, tho77.) Dashboard Confessional or Bright Eyes? Dunno. Will check them out, tho78.) Taking Back Sunday or Brand New? Taking Back Sunday79.) At The Drive-In or Thursday? Dunno. Will check them out, tho80.) Jimmy Eat World or Paramore? Paramore81.) Saves The Day or The Get-Up Kids? Dunno. Will check them out, tho82.) HIM or Evanescence? Evanescence83.) Circa Survive or Coheed & Cambria? Dunno. Will check them out, tho84.) Silverstein or Hawthorne Heights? Dunno. Will check them out, tho85.) Green Day or Blink 182? Green Day86.) Fall Out Boy or The Academy Is…? FOB87.) Alkaline Trio or AFI? Dunno. Will check them out, tho88.) Senses Fail or Armor For Sleep? Dunno. Will check them out, tho89.) Chiodos or Saosin? Dunno. Will check them out, tho90.) My Chemical Romance or The Used? MCR91.) Hellogoodbye or Panic! At The Disco? Panic!92.) Aiden or From First To Last? Dunno. Will check them out, tho93.) The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus or Underoath? Dunno. Will check them out, tho94.) Avenged Sevenfold or Bullet For My Valentine? Both95.) Dear Whoever or A Vain Attempt? Dunno. Will check them out, tho96.) Attack Attack or Enter Shikari? Dunno. Will check them out, tho97.) Dot Dot Curve :) or Brokencyde?98.) Jeffree Star or Scotty Vanity? Jeffree Star99.) Breathe Carolina or 3OH!3? 3OH!3100.) Never Shout Never or The Ready Set? The Ready Set101.) Escape The Fate or Falling In Reverse? Falling in Reverse102.) Bring Me The Horizon or Suicide Silence? Bring me the Horizon103.) Pierce The Veil or Sleeping With Sirens? Pierce the Veil104.) Black Veil Brides or Asking Alexandria? BVB105.) Everyone Everywhere or Joie De Vivre? Dunno. Will check them out, tho106.) Lil Peep or Nothing,Nowhere.? Dunno. Will check them out, thoPart 5:Xx_In The End I Got An Honorable Mention_xX107.) Who’s your favorite Emocore/Scenecore blog? ALL OF THEM108.) What do you think of As It Is’s The Wounded World and Patty Walter’s New look? *shrugs*109.) Which is better? Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge or The Black Parade?110.) Do you think Emo/Scene will make a comeback?111.) What’s your favorite B-Side?

Scored higher on my tests!

i imagine you doing the most sinful thingslike giving me your heart, or placing your hand on my cheek.i am sure that the greatest symbol for love in the entire world is the ocean.it is wrathful and all-encompassing.and so easily can you drown in both.x abby x

I get on here years later.. WOW!

Heyyyyzzz!! Does anyone have any good emo/scene video ideas? I have a couple but I can't do them yet because of various circumstances... :/ But like... Does anyone know of some things that I could like... just talk about??

So.. I don't think people realize how hyped I am to get Twenty nine scene officially started. I've got my new youtube channel, and I'm freaking ready! (even tho it's February and it's been a full month since the year has started...) 

So... I recently started an emo/scene Youtube channel.. So thats pretty cool! I'm just WAITING for the hate to roll in. XDlink to my channel if anyone wants to check it out: https://www.youtube.com/user/DarkAngelPrincess0/videos?view_as=subscriber

Here it is! Me playing Beyond the Stars!!                                Find my music Here!

I'm going to making my blog and pretty much everything on my profile "Friends Only" so if you think you deserve to see what I'm posting or whatever, message me and I will make my judgment. So basically... If I don't know you, f*** off, unless you can find a way to befriend me.

i've said it before and i'll say it againi am too soft for this worldand i am better underground below the earthand that is the place meant for mei breathe air and it hurts my lungsi wonder if it would be better to breathe nothing at all-abby

       Man! I wish I knew how to create a website. If I could create a website, It would be a social media website. Basically it would have stuff from Facebook, Instagram, and Myspace. Too bad I don't have the slightest idea on how to do that. I don't know about anyone else, but it gets super boring when you log on to the same old same old thing. Nothing drastic ever changes. 

Just watching old episodes of the 1980's Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy series. These were so much better and more faithful to to the spirit of the books than the disappointing 2005 movie. What is with these Hollywood execs, or whoever it is that make the decisions, that causes them to utterly butcher the source material?How can anybody actually make a bad adaption of HHGTG? It is incomprehensible to me that anybody entrusted to make an adaption of the brilliant, witty, hilarious and utterly captivating books of Douglas Adams could make a movie that is flat, boring and unenjoyable.It doesn't matter, I suppose. These questions I am positing and topics i am discussing are inconsequential to anybodies life and completely vapid. The truth is I started off the year 2019 with tragedy, I lost someone close to me and in order to distract myself and cope with the grief, I am burying myself in movies, TV shows, books, etc. and trying to lose myself in these and discuss the minutia of these. If this is what it takes to stop me breaking down in tears and becoming non functional from grief of my dead loved one, so be it.I have always been fascinated by death, but that doesn't mean that I actually want anybody I am close with to die. I believe it is most likely that there is no afterlife, and that when we die, our personality and consciousness is extinguished, gone forever. So of course I will be sad and miserable to think that someone I loved dearly is now gone forever, no matter how long I live, I will never be able to see them again, speak to them, touch them, and I will not be able to do so after death either.Although I don't believe in an afterlife, a small part of me holds out hope for some kind of positive afterlife, where I can see my loved ones again, and all of us existing happily together eternally, I cannot allow myself to think about this.The reason I cannot allow myself to think of this is because if I do, I cant stop thinking of all the reasons it is logically or scientifically unlikely, (putting it mildly).

oh how desperately i wish i wrote sinsbut there are no sins to speak of.never have i said this so truly.but i'm in love with you, very dearly.every hour of every day you cross my mind.and it's not fair because i never cross yours.(you-never-were-one-to-play-fair)no matter how many boys i kissyour name is the one that will always be on my lips.oh mr. masterpiece you hang in a hall full of paintings but i only have eyes for you.these eyes were made for you, and only you.i am lovestruck and heartbrokenabby

we were like tornadoes. leaving a wreckage in our wake. loving and killing thousands. we were an unstoppable force, only perishing by our own hand, the only force strong enough to strangle us. but there is no love lost for this bygone era. with every raindrop there was a thunderstorm.  summer's warm winds fuelled our flames. winter's cold chill blew us out. it is winter, i am blooming.  i do not need the tornado.  it was not a good look for me.   lovelost, abby

      I had to get hair supplies today. My hair is growing but it's still too short to put all in a pony tail. I had to get those head band things, hair ties, bobby pins, and berets. The only way I can wear my hair up without it looking stupid is with those things. I can't wait till I don't need any of those things.        The book I talked about before that I am reading, is getting super good. It's one of those books that is really hard to put down. I love books like that. You want to know what is going to happen next. The chapters are kinda long, so for me to read more than one in a day is kinda a big deal. Usually if I am reading a book that has longer chapters I only read one a day, but this book is so good that I want to read more than one.        I've been watching "Charmed" a lot lately. It takes me back to when I was a little girl. Me and my mom used to watch charmed every day that it was on together. My mom was a stay at home mom for me and my brother until we were old enough to handle ourselves. Me and my mom would always be watching Charmed, Angel, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, and Soap Oprahs. I loved to watch those shows with her. Now, I can't stand Soap Oprahs. They drive me nuts. I guess when your young though, it's a little different. Your more easily amused at that age.       My boyfriend got a job and he starts tomorrow. I think it will be really good for us because for the last three weeks or so we have been around each other all day long up each others asses. We defiantly need a break from each other for sure. I'm also really looking forward to him making less of a mess around the house. He has been super lazy lately and doesn't seem to ever want to clean. I'm always constantly cleaning my apartment. I hate it being a mess. Now that I live on my own, I want my place to look nice for when other people come over. Not only just that, but it is a lot easier to find things when they are put away where they belong. Tomorrow I got a tone of things to do. I have to do the dishes, clean my bedroom, clean the living room, clean the bathroom, clean the kitchen, wash rugs, and wash my cloths. I want the apartment to be spotless. I want someone to walk into my apartment and think, "Wow her place is super clean and homie!" For the past few days I have been slacking a bit when it comes to cleaning. I pick up after myself, but that doesn't seem to be enough.         My room mate is moving out of the apartment. I'm kinda relieved to be honest. Shes super messy, irresponsible, annoying (at times), and just not ready to live on her own yet. Shes about my brothers age so there is a four year difference between us. I'm always constantly wanting the apartment to look nice so I am always cleaning. When shes home, she never lifts a finger or pays for anything. She complains about paying the bills and doesn't seem to understand what it is like to live on your own. She uses my dishes, my dish soap, my shower curtain, my trash cans, my silver wear, my trash bags, my laundry detergent, my fabric softener, my dryer sheets, my Hulu account, my Netflix account, my Tv, my Roku, the list goes on. Pretty much everything that I own she uses. Not once has she paid for trash bags or anything that we need at the house. If she bought something, it was strictly only for her to use. I've even given her stuff like shampoo and conditioner that I want to use but know that I never will. I've given her so much stuff. She has it easy here. Honestly, I can't wait till she moves out. Shes super nice, but shes kinda a moocher and I don't like that. I also can't stand to look at her messy and disgusting bedroom. She just throws her trash on the floor and her cloths and stuff all over the room. I usually keep her bedroom closed because I hate that it's messy. I hope that my boyfriend will be able to take her place. The only thing that could cause him to not be able to be my roommate is his background check. He's got a felony charge so that might be a problem. I hope that it won't be though because I really don't know if I will like the new roommate. I don't want to get another person that doesn't pay for sh*t or doesn't clean. I will end up getting super annoyed if the next person doesn't pick up after themselves.          I'm honestly really liking my hair black. Like I said before, black and platinum blonde are my two favorite hair colors. The super white hair looked super good on me because of how pale I am, but with the black hair color, I don't have to worry as much about damaging my hair. Yes, permanent hair color is still damaging to your hair, but it's nothing compared to bleach. Bleach is the most horrible thing you can ever do to your hair. It is horrible for your hair which sucks because it makes your hair look super pretty and light. I always liked to almost white hair look on me. It looks really good, but no one wants to damage their hair to shreds. I would rather have long and healthy black hair, then have short and damaged almost white hair. Once your hair is damaged to sh*t, it is VERY high maintenance. I speak from experience. In the past I had damaged my hair so badly, that every time I would get it wet, it would feel like spaghetti noodles when you touched it. Brushing your hair was also horrible. A tone of my hair would come out into the brush when I brushed it and if I let it air dry, it would dry and turn hard like straw. I never in a million years want to damage my hair that badly again. My hair was so damaged that it was like super f***ing poofy when I brushed it. My hair is still damaged till this day, but nothing compared to what it was then. I don't dye it that often. I only dye my hair when my roots start to get to long for my liking. Here, I will insert a few pictures of when my hair was totally fried here:  I made this last one large because when looking at my hair in this photo it looks wet to you right? Well it wasn't. It WAS wet but before I could brush it, I had to let it dry and that is how it dried. Yea, pretty horrible huh?! These two photos are me now. As you can see, my hair is in a MUCH better state. I still sometimes shed here and there, but that's ok. I have had many hair cuts sense then and all of that horribly damaged hair from 4 years ago is gone. I will never damage my hair to that extreme ever again. Well, I got some dishes that I need to start on. I've been kinda procrastinating because I just really don't feel like doing them. I have a sh*t tone to do too so it's very overwhelming. So I will get back to you later. Time to go back to living life.