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Just testing this site out. I feel like I've signed up for this once in high school or something. Is this site really that old?

                        ⊱ ────── {.⋅ ♫ ⋅.} ───── ⊰Album Lyric TagBy: Joey/PokemonbeckyChallenge: Choose your fave album (or any album really!) and choose your favorite lyric from each song on the album. Explain why it's your fave (or don't!)I Tag: Everyone who wants to do this. I Choose: They're only chasing safety - UØTrack 1 - Young and Aspiring: You're a classic disaster with a knack for losing your interior.Track 2 - A Boy Brushed Red Living In Black And White:I never thought we'd make it out alive, I never told you but it's all in your goodbyes.Track 3 - The Impact of Reason: Open mouth, closed eyesNo words are escaping.Track 4 - Reinventing Your Exit: We all want to be, want to be somebody.Track 5 -  The Blue Note: (instrumental lol)Track 6 - It's Dangerous Business Walking Out Your Front Door:  My knuckles have turned to white, there's no turning back tonight, kiss me one last time!Track 7 - Down, Set, Go: She's a maverick, she's so smooth.Track 8 - I Don't Feel Very Receptive Today: There's nothing left unused in here, there's nothing left to say.Track 9 - I'm Content with Losing: I'm half way there and it's all on me. This is what I get for wanting more (imma do another one)< I'll fantasize of being manic and leaving us behindin your eyes you were the one that tried, acceptance is what holds us here. And you, my dear, are the one I fear tonight.Track 10 -  Some Will Seek Forgiveness, Others Escape: Hey unfaithful, hey ungraceful , hey unloving, I will love you.Track 11 -   I've Got Ten Friends and a Crowbar That Says You Ain't Gonna Do Jack: Did you think that this was all an excuse for hospitality?This is my favourite album (by UØ) because it seems so real and the lyrics are so poetic.It all truely came from their hearts and it touched mine. It's a masterpiece.

im sad that i hav 2 do dis all on mobile

So! I found this survey on cowards's page and I tought i migh give it a shot!So, without further ado, ladies, gents and othewordly beings I present to you... THE MYSPACE ABOUT ME SURVEYTELL US ABOUT YOURSELFname: Chiaranickname: none in particular how old are you: too old :Pzodiac sign: Libracurrent location: my roomeye color: brownhair color: brownhair type: curlyheight: short and pissed (5.1)your heritage: whitewhat's your middle name: don't have oneshoe's you wore today: offbrand converseyour weakness: cute thingsyour fear: needles and hospitalshave you ever ridden a mechanical bull:  nodo you want to: maybegoal you would like to achieve this year: stop being a punkass bitch first thought when you wake up: "ugh, again?"best physical feature: my hairwho is your bestest friend: my crippling depression :)when is your bedtime: :vyour most cherished memory: my dog. just... my dogpepsi or coke: conkmc donalds or burgerking: bothsingle or group dates: what is a datewhat is the last song you sang: defiyng gravitydoes playing the guitar make a girl/guy more attractive: possiblywhat is your biggest pet peeve: people going: "maybe we should...nah, nvm"do you drink: naever been drunk: once. on coke. (the drink not the drug)do you smoke: nahdo you "SMOKE": ( ͡� ͜ʖ ͡�) nah do you sing: in the carwhat color underwear do you have on: whitedo you want to go to college: I'm already in ithave you ever been in love: nodo you want to get married: IDKdo you believe in yourself: ...bitch, have you seen me? do you believe in others: yeado you like thunderstorms: yeado you play an instrument: nope, sadlywhat do you want to be when you grow up: nothing what country would you like to visit: none comes to mind. Maybe Canada?how many CD's do you own: none :(how many DVD's do you own: too many to counthow many tattoo's do you have: nonehow many piercings do yo have: my earshow many things in the past do you regret: :)FAVORITESshoes: converseradio station: idkdrink: watercar: i dunnoplace: my roomsong: i dunno movie: too manymoment: ? uhcolor: purple, pink, light blue and blackmeal: pizzaIN A GUY/GIRLfavorite eye color: doesn't matterfavorite hair color: i dunnoshort or long hair: don't matterheight: taller than me body type: i dunnodoes ethnicity matter: nopiercings: nicEtattoos: N I C EBED SIDE MANORdo you think you are attractive: lol noare you attracted to someone who does not know it: nowould you like to be someones fantasy: yeahunter or hunted: ( ͡� ͜ʖ ͡�)do you kiss with your eyes closed or open: i've never kissed anyonea little or a lot of tongue: i've never kissed anyoneolder or younger: doesn't matter as long as the age gap isn't super biglights on/lights off or candle light: depends do you like to cuddle after: bleasedo you like to cuddle in general: god someone please cuddle meRIGHT NOWwhat is todays date: october, 25, 2018what time is it: 12:23who are you thinking of: no onewhat are you listening to: a guy on the net talking abt moviesdo you love someone: nodo you know where your mechanical bull is: who wrote this survey does someone love you: god i hope so is it raining: no how many myspace friends do you have: 3are you happy: lol, no :)Y'all should do this survey!! 

How do ya do, fellow kids?Just made a new account on here, and the whole blog thing sounds kinda fun.maybe I'll actually post often!JK, I'll disappear for thousands of years between each post.Ah, and also

when the rope reaches its end and caresses the curve of your necksometimes the only way to pass the time is by giving god ultimatums"either make this life better or let me suffer the death I deserve"but he laughs and turns the top of life once more, never letting it waver or falter in cruel vitality if you brought me into this world, can't you take me out of it too?but the toy spins and spins ad nauseam so the chafing twine strokes soft skin and hugs your windpipe shutawaiting god's swift kick to the chair below the soles of your feetand this how you spend every daylove, abby

Yoyoyo wuddup..I'm  still trying to figure this site out but I'd say it's pRettY snAzZy I'm probably gonna just post a bunch of random stuff soo yeahhhSee  ya l8r h8rs 

Hey there!Welcome to my new blog post!I'm very bored RN. Like class just started and it's soooooo boringI would write more but my teacher said he'd take away my computer if I was on it (even tho my class is reading and we can read on computers)Okie boiiiii everybody

Hey guys! i seen this thing and i decided to do it. SOOO you now know a bit more about me after reading this ^^When was the last time you held someone's hand? - I don't knowWhat are you doing right now? - watching Shane DawsonWhat color is your shirt? - blackWho was the last person you texted? - My best friend EmmyHave you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J? NoWould you get married if you could right now? - YesWho was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to? - SpencerWhat is the next concert/show you're going to? - NoneAre you in a good mood? - KindaThe last person you argued with? - EmmyDo you prefer warm or cold weather? - WarmIs any part of your body sore? - NoWhat do you wear more jeans, sweatpants, or slacks? - SweatpantsWho makes you so mad you could puke? - My familyPlans for this weekend? Crying over a band thAT BROKE UP ALMOST 6 YEARS AGOIf you were another person, would you be friends with yourself? - Yeah i guessWhere did you sleep last night? - My bedAre you confident in yourself? - NopeBrothers/sisters? - 1 sisterAre you watching anything? Yes, Shane DawsonWhat's one thing you've never told anyone? - I'm not telling -w-Favorite colors? - BlackDrinking anything? - Yes. CoffeeAre you listening to music? - NoYour favorite fruit? - PeachesIs there anyone who's a lot like you? - YesDo you like change? - NoDo you get offended easily? - It dependsWhat were you doing this morning at 7am? - SleepingWhat were you doing 15 minutes ago? - EatingWhat is on your mind right now? - SchoolWhen was the last time you spoke in front of a large crowd? - A couple years ago~Blank Version!~When was the last time you held someone's hand?What are you doing right now?What color is your shirt?Who was the last person you texted?Have you ever kissed anyone who's name started with a J?Would you get married if you could right now?Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?What is the next concert/show you're going to?Are you in a good mood?The last person you argued with?Do you prefer warm or cold weather?Is any part of your body sore?What do you wear more jeans, sweatpants, or slacks?Who makes you so mad you could puke?Plans for this weekend?If you were another person, would you be friends with yourself?Where did you sleep last night?Are you confident in yourself?Brothers/sisters?Are you watching anything?What's one thing you've never told anyone?Favorite colors?Drinking anything?Are you listening to music?Your favorite fruit?Is there anyone who's a lot like you?Do you like change?Do you get offended easily?What were you doing this morning at 7am?What were you doing 15 minutes ago?What is on your mind right now?When was the last time you spoke in front of a large crowd?

Ayyyyy I have like, so many school assignments and I still haven’t started a lot of them :")

I gathered some nice witch blingees for Halloween/Samhain.. Just wanted to add them on my blog!

I can feel that I'm getting less and less stable as the days go by. Multiple panic attacks every week? It's going to be daily soon. I can't deal with this for another year. It's gone on too long.I want to be happy and stable and independent and I can't.It's the worst feeling ever.

I’ve got all this time left,Yet i feel i have none to go.When it is my final night,What will i have to show?Will it be a terrible fight?Or will we all know?Will my dreams leave my hands?Or will my blood stain them?

Tomorrow I turn 22 years old. Everything has been completely shifting to a whole new era in my life. My little brother got his girlfriend pregnant a few months ago so I have a niece or nephew on the way. My brother is finally realizing all the horrible things are step mom did to me when I was a kid. My step parents finally moved out of the house I lived in since I was four years old to 19 years old. I had to cut my biological father out of my life. All of these changes are happening so abruptly and I don't know how to cope with it. My childhood is long gone. My youth is fading into the past. I'm an adult in his early 20s trying to find my place in the world and who I am as a person. I'm not what other people define me as anymore. I know this change is signifying that good fortune is coming my way now, but my whole entire life I was beaten down and treated like dirt. And now I'm suddenly finding the stability I craved for so long and it feels so strange. I never felt this before. At least my little brother and I are on good terms right now. Him and his girlfriend I'll address the child to my step mom as Jennie and not as grandma, and we will tell him/her that their grandma Amber lives in the sky until he/she is old enough to comprehend and understand what death is. That statement brought me to tears last night when I realized my niece/nephew will never meet their grandma or know how amazing of a person she was. We can only tell them from what we have known and experienced with our mom. It kinda hurts to face that. He also said the baby will NOT be around out step mom unless his dad/my step dad is there. I'm not sure about my step dad though. He reached out to me today to talk about insurance stuff. He hasn't said a word about tomorrow. Figures, he probably forgot again. He doesn't care about his adopted sons birthday. The family that's helping me right now is taking me out for a special dinner and drink tomorrow. I know I said I'm straight edge again, but one drink on my birthday won't hurt. I'm not drinking to get drunk. I hate being drunk.  

Every failure makes us weaker and we wonder if it'd be easier if we didn't fail anymore. We sit back and brandish the gun but we never stop to think why we bother if we're the only one.  It's not fair, but neither is life, so we give up our hearts and polish the knife. Mothers will cry and blame themselves and our friends will point fingers at mirrors.  But the only fault is ours, the pressure suffocating our chests, and the weight of the world resting on our shoulders. We write our letters in class because we can't imagine our future. The only thing on our minds becomes pill bottles and silver bullets. Hang the wreath on my door and make sure to tell mom that I love her all the same. Don't print my name or tell my story. I don't want the fame. Erase who I was, who I am, and who I could have been.  Just make me a number amongst numbers, indeterminable from one another.    lovelovelovelovelove abby