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love
Current mood:
pure
i am having stomach pains as we speak; but thats not stopping me from writing this .the true feeling of falling in love is such a different feeling. yes, you can like someone to such an extent, but love? its different. you would do anything for them. just the thought of them being happy makes your mood so much better, you would do anything for them. cut off anyone, do anything. even when you guys are not speaking at that moment you still know that no matter what they are with you, somehow and someday. loving is gentle, and loving isnt difficult. communication can be the key, but understanding is the most important. you can talk all you want and your point will still not be through with them. understanding is when you two are on the same level with something, and if one is not, the other will help them. you two support each other, on the good days and on the bad days. i miss you when we dont talk. i feel empty without you, like im in an empty world. you complete me. your big brown eyes, your laugh, when you put on your glasses. how you tell me about your day and how work went , if it was busy or not. or how you would tell me you were on the grind there. then when you got home you would pick up/order some food so you were eating good. the late night conversations, they wouldnt even be something emotional, we just talk about anything. those make me feel like a person, like i have power and that i mean something. i would do anything to keep that. my tears drown my eyes whenever something is wrong, mistakes happen but that doesnt change how i feel about you. my tears are for you, it shows how strong my love is for you. the thought of you not loving me or showing your love hurts. looking back, it feels like forever ago, things were so different yet they made sense. it felt so innocent, so new. thats what loving feels like. its refreshing but the adrenaline rush is there, nothing nerve racking though. its something that you look foward to. i am more of the extroverted one, so i am always for the rush. it was obvious we both liked each other, it was just something that happened. even though are interests were not similar, you still ingaged in the conversations like you did have the same interest in me. we can both go on for hours and hours. being comfortable was the best part.you roam my head everyday. youre in my thoughts.
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love
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