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i hate it here
Current mood:
 angsty
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there's nothing to do in houston, texas. especially during the lockdown. cases are too busy rising. yes, i realize it's somewhat selfish to be someplaining about my current status when others are bedridden. i'm thankful that i'm entitled to living in comfort and great health, but missing my fun summer. i wish this whole corona thing would be over because i miss hanging out with my friends freely.i'm currently simping over this guy. lord help me. i NEVER simp. i constantly tell myself i'm a bad bitch who doesn't need a man. but this one. omg this boy. i'd let him run me over and spit on me. he's the most perfect boy i've ever met. he's very close with my best friend. she's sadly moving away in like four days which makes me so upset. i'm gonna miss her so much.going back to the boy, i'm not quite sure where i stand with him. he talks about me to my friend sometimes. he told her he loves my vibe, and he thinks i'm attractive and all. for f***s sake, we've named our two future children. but i don't know. all he does is flirt and stuff. he never really has said he wants to be something with me. he only lives about twenty minutes away. im 90% sure he'd never find this and i hope he doesn't because i'd be screwed. he'd definitely be able to identify he is the boy in question. but on the low, i've been manifesting him into my life for a little while now. now we text and snap everyday. he's not quite the sociable type, so i've been making him conversate with me often. i believe i've gotten him to open up to me a bit. idk. i could be wrong. i don't really know what we are or anything that's going on at this point. updates coming soon. xoxo,gabi
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simp alert, miss my friends
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