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We're on the roof of that abandoned asylum tonight. We decided to go there because we love abandoned places and it's pretty creepy, and that sure does suit our aesthetic. Despite the chilly weather and slight wind, we aren't wearing jackets. A blessing for me since your muscular arms are quite a nice show. Ofcourse I've never told you, but although your tattoos are beautiful and make you hotter than the average guy, they aren't the only interesting thing about your body. As you give me your hand for me to hold while stepping over water and slippy grounds, I almost trip. You laugh and it resonates in the wind and slightly in my head. Your long black hair looks majestic in the wind and I can't help but laugh too while I reach for your hair. It looks soft, and knowing already what I want, you move your hair out of your face to one side so I could reach it easily. Your teeth don't show anymore but you still have a slight smile on your lips. You seem content as I play with your hair. Our hands are still holding and you don't seem to notice, but my heart beats faster by the minute. And I catch a glimpse of your blue eyes, that shine slightly, even in the dark like now. I've taken pictures of them before but nothing could make me as crazy for you as seeing them looking back at me. A gentle breeze roams through the sky and hides the moon behind clouds as I shiver. You notice my shaking and in a gentle gesture you detach your hand from mine to take me in your arms. Maybe you did notice our hands were holding but didn't want to let go? "Are you cold? Is this better, is it alright?" You softly ask me and I whisper that it is much better while your arms hold tighter onto me and I feel your warmth against my body. You're a little taller than me though, so I rest my head against your chest. Your heart seems to beat fast too? You rub my back and I hold you tighter too now, enjoying the moment and completely forgetting about the wind as I only think about you and how much I love you. Truly I don't know if you love me too, but if you do, neither of us has said anything yet. You pull slightly back and I look up to you. Our eyes lock and I admire what I can see of them, oh how I wish I could see them clearly now. But I wouldn't give up this moment for anything in the world. You smile softly at me and I smile too. Your small grin transforms into a sly smile and you keep get closer to me until your eyes drift from mine to my lips a second before our lips touch. I move my hand from your back to your neck and the kiss deepens. Everything around me disappears for a few seconds although I'm sure my brain paints the picture of us kissing on the roof of this abandoned creepy asylum. Nothing has ever felt this real before, and it seems I'm tasting my favorite dessert again after being restricted any sugar for 2 months. Soon enough - too soon - you pull back and we admire each - other's faces. Your eyes sparkle with excitment, joy and surprise. Why are you surprised, was it not obvious I am obsessed with you? You smile brightly and I smile too, and as you pull me back in a hug and kiss my forehead, I feel your heartbeat going just as fast as mine. Shortly after this we sit on the edge of the building looking at the stars, you take my hand and look at me. I look back and hear you whisper just loud enough for me to hear: "I love you." My heart seems to be exploding now, and I don't hesitate a minute to answer that I feel the same as we go in for another kiss under the cloudy sky. The stars peek through and between the clouds just to watch us living our teenage romance.

one week and counting.one hundred and eighty six hours.one million reasons not to return,and one lost life.too soon you left.to know what you were thinking, would be too much.two broken bones.should i keep going?you know the next numerals...or maybe you cant think of them.or anything at all.scary, isnt it?where are you?and are you?

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I work over 10 hours a day for this jackass, its still not enough. Constant snapping at me, yelling at me, talking to me like a child. F*** the boss, f*** the client, f*** the world.

I can't explain the way it feels,To look in the mirror and see nothing.To live and breathe without direction.Over and over again.And how do I put into words,The way it burns to know who I am?This dream seems miles away,(Will I find it?)Probably not today,(At least I'm trying)I can say that it's there,(I know it.)This dream's miles away.(Will I find it?)These gates feel a little closer,When I close my eyes.Can it give me a sense of closure?The low point rises in time.Will I embrace?Everything is falling around me,Time waits for no one,Certainly not me.How do I put into words the nothingness I am?This dream seems miles away,(Will I find it?)Probably not today,(At least I'm trying)I can say that it's there,(I know it.)This dream's miles away.(Will I find it?)These gates feel a little closer,When I close my eyes.Can it give me any sense of closure?The low point rises in time.

There's another world inside of meThat you may never seeThere are secrets in this lifeThat I can't hideSomewhere in this darknessThere's a light that I can't findMaybe it's too far awayOr maybe I'm just blindOr maybe I'm just blind...    

late night shadow,your cold skin,the street light glow,the way we've always been.will i ever see you again?when we finally retreat home,will i see you then?forever i will roam,until i find you again.below or above is the question.rhetorically, would you?maybe you're heavens obsession.you're mine, too.

As I work on this project( this is a VERY important project for me), I keep thinking of neat little things I can do with this, that I couldn't with the rap stuff. I've decided I want to do at least two covers on this. I think one will be Five Cellars Below by Blitzkid(Argyle Goolsby is a major inspiration to me) and one will be either a Michale Graves solo or Graves Era Misfits track. If I do the Michale Graves solo track, I'm thinking of doing Blackbird, and if I do the Graves Era Misfits, It's Either Die Monster Die, Descending Angel or The Shining. I haven't told him yet, but I'm gonna get my friend Donnie to do a song with me on video, and he'll be singing with me. So I've been thinking of resurrecting my old stage name for this project. When I was regularly performing and making this kind of music, I was performing as Vincent Van Ghool. I love that name, it's a tribute to a man who was a huge factor in my going the Horror route in life, and a cartoon that kept me from losing my mind as kid.  I was also suggested the name Damien Graves. I find that putting my thoughts here is helping me more that I'd initially thought it would. I appreciate you guys reading this and commenting, too, it makes for a confidence boost, and I need that every so often. So, I've almost got my Blitzkid cover learned. I'm gonna keep working on it, and when I'm comfortable(perfectionist, so may be a few days)You guys may get a video of Ol' Damien playing that. As it is, I have designs to throw down a couple videos of me playing some Graves/Misfits stuff. I don't have anything of the new material ready yet, and I'm not 100%confident of the old material anymore as I haven't played it in so long, BUT!!! You will get something, Reverend's honor!I kinda wanna do a list of artists who inspired me to keep myself immersed in this crazy journey of making music, so watch for that.

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I've been in a lot of bands, made a lot of Music. The Plague Doctors(Guitar, Vocals)Devil's 5(bass)Severed 6(growls)Nightmareville(Guitar)The Creepers(Vocals)Innocence Lost(Drums)Random Downside(Drums)Human Target Range(Vocals)Matchstick(vocals)Georgia Hatchet Squad(raps)NeKros(Raps)Samhain Night Krawlerz(Raps)Evildoers(Raps)Dirty South Killaz(Raps)GraveYard Gang(Raps, Singing vocals, Growls)Wikkid Klown Army(Raps)Team Dekay(Raps)Bars Over Everything(Raps)Bloodline(Raps,Growls)Midnight Society(Growls, Raps)She(vocals)Udun(bass)PlagueBearer(All)The Creeperz(All)The Van Ghools(Guitar, vocals)Tortured Eyes(Bass)Cellar Door(Bass, Drums)De Long(Bass)The Nightmare Rides(guitar)The Salty Spitoon(Bass, Vocals)Underpants Gnomes(Guitar, Vocals)Columbus's Allstar Musicians(Guitar, Vocals)The Covenant(Keyboards)One Man's Faith(Drums)Covenant Life Church Praise Band(Drums)Regicide(Screams/growls)Eros(Bass/backing vocals)I've done rap, metal, punk, pop punk, death metal, black metal, christian rock, Art Rock, country, etc. I love making music. 

I like talking about this project. LOL.So, many moons ago, I was the vocalist in a band called The Creepers that started out covering Graves-Era Misfits. We covered The Shining, Hate the Living Love the Dead, Helena, etc, and I loved it. Well, I Wrote a few songs, and they were all rejected because they wanted to focus on the covers for a while, so I rejiggered them into acoustic songs and played them solo. Well, my wife and I started divorce proceedings and I asked for some time from the band to get it all handled, and they granted me that. When I returned, the bassist and I had been replaced by my friend Alex and my ex-girlfriend's brother. For the longest, I was in and out of various bands of various genres, Most notably, Tortured Eyes(Think Breaking Benjamin, I played bass), Random Downside(Think Cradle of Filth meets Hatebreed, I played drums), Innocence Lost(Think The Cure meets Bauhaus, I played drums) and Eros(Think Tool meets APC meets NIN meets Smashing Pumpkins, I played bass), but the ENTIRE time, I was working on the solo stuff. Well, I got recruited into a rap group called the Georgia Hatchet Squad with Loki, and the rap thing took over, and the rock/acoustic stuff got sidelined. Well, recently, I've been listening to a lot of the old stuff I listened to back in the day like Nekromantix, Elvis Hitler, Mister Monster, Blitzkid, Michale Graves, the Misfits, ETC, and the itch to do acoustic work resurfaced. I talked to my label, Bettie and Hawk, and they all agreed thast if that's how I feel, that's what I need to do. Needless to say, since I've been mostly doing the rap stuff, I haven't been singing much, so my voice is off, but thanks to covers, I can work on that while writing the new music. Bettie even noticed that  my voice is clearer since i quit smoking about 5 years ago. One of my biggest reasons for doing this as well is because I'm starting to think the rap thing has run its course. I have nothing left to rap about, and it feels like a job to write anymore. I just don't have the passion for it I used to. It took me a long time to come to this decision to step back from rap and do something else, but because my sister needs motivation to write he rbook, I decided this was the right thing, and I'm happier than I've been in a while.If you're curious about what bands I've been in, I'm thinking of doing a list of them at some point for the fun. 

So far today i have watched The Corpse Bride and Batman & Harley QuinnCorpse Bride was fine, typical Tim Burton whimsy, cute spooky characters and pretty cool visuals. It was very similar to his Nightmare Before Christmas, just in overall tone and style,  no complaints.Batman & Harley Quinn, meh, it was entertaining, but it just did not fit the tone of the Animated Series continuity in which it was set. Yeah, I actually care about the continuity of an animated batman show, I have no life, I know. You don't have to point it out. Back on topic, it seemed more like it wanted to be an Adam West style, funny, corny batman as opposed to BTAS gritty and dark style. But that doesn't work. BTAS has a popular cult following because of its noir style and seriousness. Trying to turn it into campy shlock just pisses the fan base off. Rant Over.

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So, the music is coming along, nothing is complete, and I'm writing this is a different way than I usually do. I usually write the whole song at once, all the instruments, and the vocals, etc. This project is coming together much differently. It's coming together in pieces, and I'm liking that, honestly.I've had some help with my mindset and thoughts I've had(Thanks Lex and Lady V and my D&D Group) in regards to this. What's been bugging me as of late is this: The last time I did this, I walked away from rap for a long time, and played shows on my acoustic stuff, and such for a long time. I got picked up by Wicked Wolf on the merits of my rap work. Now, the owner has assured me that should I walk away from rap, he'll keep me on as a singer/songwriter doing acoustic music. Now, that said, I've got like..15 rappers working on tracks that they'll want me on, and some of them are international, hell, I'm supposed to do a full album with a rapper from Russia. The kicker is this feels right, you know? This is where I got my start with solo work when I was with Devil's 5 and was actually encouraged to do it by other bands I've been in. Can't keep a rock band together, but I can do this. lol. anyhow, So I got a few pieces written, and I really like them, add to that Return of the Loving Dead that I wrote with The Plague Doctors, and possibly Zombie Stomp by Devil's 5, I may have something to record on a video and post up here.