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my chronic shoulder pain is a goddamn nightmare nd i wish a cute girl would massage my shoulders bc they always hurt : - (i am so sleepy but have u noticed how beautiful women are like...holey hell !! theyre so stunning and pretty and they make me wanna craft bracelets immediately. i love u have some ...beads. i get so O_O around girls bc idk what to DO i just get possessed by the gay and im like oh f*** oh jeez yknow? it sounds silly but its painfully real. but at the same time i just..want to spend time with a girl bc i have dumb jokes and i know constellation things and i write dumb poetry in my dumb gay handwriting and it is just....wowie wow girls make me behave strangely

A thing settles into the concrete castleMy form is sickly among the fake lightsVials upon vials for me to shatterAs I control the kingdom which contained meThe trembling form I take repulsesBut I know I am free.I ate the Bishops wholeMy soul rendered necrovorousIf man becomes what he consumesLet the world know I am NicoHis form absorbed, as all the NineTheir pain and punishment becomes meI will rip every symbol of oppressionAnd mock it, ingest it, reform itLet my red show and let my brothers knowThat I have made us free.

I think about you and my heart swellsI am disgustedMy soul yearns for a sententious bastardNihilistic fantasies of noir and neonBegging for my hand, my fist, my mindHis cravings blocked by a facadeI will rise high above him, but as I riseI look back to him and plead to himRise for me, fight with meMy philosophy stems from youI think about you and my hate swellsI am delighted

i still dont know how to use dis xD anyway ab me im just another motherfudker tryna revive scene culture and live my best scene queen life in 2019 anyway ill b 17 very soon and im a lesbian and asexual cx my fav colors are pink and green and black but blacks not a color LOLi love: lps, sanrio, rats, cats, ferrets, vampires, scenecore, rainbowz, ocs, skittlez & monster energy, animals, cute sh*t, leopard print, making art, stuffed animals, piercings + tons more sh*theres ma tumblr where im most activeand thats it fer now cx see ya soon

yeah maybe too many people have me under their thumbsbut it's the warmest place i've ever beenit means everything to me, so it means nothing to yousomeday i'll find a way to turn back time to the moments i never got to experienceone star one wish two eyes you saw me once and i'll never forget itbecause i'm in your memory somewhereand every face in your dreams is a face you've seen before, even if you don't rememberyou've been in mine a million times and i'm waiting for the day i'm in yoursthe thought makes my heart clench(it-does-whatever-you-tell-it-to-anyway)abbyx

Have you ever met a manWhose existence was your broken mirrorEmbodiment of stolen secretsYour psyche wouldnt let you keepYou can swear you know the truthYou can scream it to the heavensBut all you can see is a projectionHe feels like youDid you birth him from your soul?That must be the only wayAll your foulest fears could manifestSo now you sit in your fearDont meet him; Dont trust him; Dont lookFor if he gazes in your eyesHe can see your soul, your soulsDont see him; Dont touch him; Dont lookHe’ll take your soul for himself

I manipulate existenceHow hard is that? Nothing never existsProcessing a thought, an emotion, a conceptBrings the exact thing to beWhat is the point of fighting?Existing exists, that much we knowExistence never dies, only changes with assistanceA sparkle, a birth, a life, a corpseAll things just a stone’s throwNo more a distance than love from abhorrenceI manipulate existenceI lift the stone and I throwLooking to you, my beloved? My hated?It is up to you to decideYou manipulate existence

so, typing in all caps with numbers replacing letters takes longer, so when i make a blog post, expect this. alright. hey, my name is [ ryan ]lmao i had to, sorry dan.  so, little introduction ig, my name is ryan, im 13 and a gay trans dude. i adore mcr and dan and phil. even though my profile appears to be more scene, i actually mainly emo. i just like the look ig. im also really sluggish and slow, so using all caps and the numbers and stuff makes me seem more energetic ig.  im really boring and sh*t sorry.  and awkward. 

       I finally found out about my car. The damn thing is f***ed. Like, not worth keeping anymore, f***ed. I guess the car overheating totally screwed up the engine. The most important part to your car and the most expensive part to replace (I think). I might end up getting a new one. My parents gave me several different options. The first option is to trade it in and get a newer used car. The second option, is that I could sell it to the dealership and make 500$ off of it. They could use my car for car parts or some sh*t. The third option, is to get a loan and get a car. I have no clue what we are going to do. I will find out tomorrow when I see my mom for my court date.        I have been packing like crazy. I have so many things that I need to get done in ten days before our lease is up. Me and Kenny have no idea where we are going to go, but worst comes to worst, we can always live in my 12 person tent. I got it just in case times get tough like right now. It's big enough to live in for sure. I wanted to go camping this summer with it, but I don't think that is whats going to happen. We might end up living in it instead of going camping. I love camping so it wouldn't be that bad...well I hope that is lol.       Besides all this negative ass bullsh*t, I had a great time hanging out with Korri the other night. We ended up getting super smashed at my parents house and then went to the Black Bear to finish off the night. We ended up running into a women that I used to baby sit for there. Apparently Korri had met her before and totally has a girl crush on her. She said she would totally do her lol. For me this is completely and totally weird. I had a great relationship with her children. I am glad that it happened though because I always thought she hated me and I always felt kinda intimidated by her but in all reality, shes nothing like that at all. She ended up coming to my parents house and hung out with us after the bar. We all smoked weed and goofed off till it was like 5 am. It was so funny because the birds were chirping and Korri kept saying to us that the birds were mocking her lol. It was f***in hilarious! I really needed that! Not only did we have a really fun night, but I also found out that Cindy actually does like me. She said me teaching them to ding dong ditch was awesome.        I am now reading "The Boxcar Children". I got two of those books from the Little Libraries! I am so happy because that is one of the book series that I really wanted to read. I only have two of the books but thats a good start. I want to buy all of them and collect them. I feel like I am a bit of a book collector. I want to read and own, The Boxcar Children, The Series Of Unfortunate Events, Rhold Doll's Books, The Magic Tree House Books, and another series I can't remember the name of.  

こんにちは (Konichiwa (hello in Japanese)) I'm new on this site and hope to make a lot of friends with similar interests! Please contact me if you like what you see and want to be my friend. I don't bite... Often xP

umm.. hai!! im leo!!! im 14, nd a certified scene kid!!!!im 14, gay, and asexual. also trans but not very open about that >~< im autistic so when interacting with me it maaaay b helpful to point out when ur being sarcastic or somethin, bc i usually cant tell!!!!i hope to b friendz with everyone 

hello i am from brazil

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is it just me or do your insecurities and your arrogance just clash sometimes, leaving you in a state of confusion?lmao life is fun

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