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How do u find friends on this? Searching for drainers and non-normies

I'm so cool, calm collected of a wreck and I'm shaking shaking shell shocked brought and beat between momentary measures and momolouges that go nowhere and I'm a letter that is never sent and I've written me in shiny golden font on blue lambs wool spun small into a paper, woven into tiny tiny threads and I'm all moonlight shimmery in my fonts and there are flower petels in the envolpe, so f***ed up and ready to send but I won't beI'm the hot heat of the stars all pooled together in one big net and shoved and pushed till it's one big red hot heat, and it's golden and it's meI'm the cool, cool, water filling up your pool, I'm surronding and a safe form of whatever's out in the big big blue until you're face down under a silly shapeI'm the hurricane brought together by shiny golden stars, burning right red, and the cool, cold water, all brought together like a vegas nightclub, all shiny and starstruck and dumbI'm the hurricane and I can't even stay on track to write whyI'm the destruction of my own world, my own lines and head and finally I remember why my great big dusted fantasy is to slam my skull on the tree base till my blood tastes like ink and finally when I write a letter or a cry for help someone hears and understands and I'm finally safe, safe, safe, I'm brought in to warmth and cozy and I'm the life of a party without any bassI'm at a party fueled by tea, and the girls are gossiping and the men are shaking hands and I'm a rabbit run mad, mad, mad, and there's a hat hiding my head, but I'm a human man now, with a sharp suit and a violin and a mission to commit a murder on my sweet and my knife is just a bow and I'm so sorry sorry sorry but when your saving grace of a neck feels like the strings and all I know are symphonys I just play like I got told to do and I wish wish wish so desprete am I that I could just play a new number orpaint paint paint and I'm all bunned up and messy and well loved and covered in splotches but not like red red red, I'm orange and pink and yellow and it is hot hot hot, and I'm on fire, fire, fire, and when I stop drop and roll I just scorch the earth before I come close to putting myself out, and the world is burning around me, before I'm trusted with the hose, and I don't know where to start but it isn't my hands and I hope when I finally get my water that it's just like me and it's too too too much and I go deep deep deep away till the bubbles stop spilling and there's no one there to save me cause that's how the story goesWhy do they write all the villains to be gay and mentally ill? It's cause of me me me and I'm the maker of the world but I don't know what I'm doing and I'm flustered flustered flustered and I feel red red red hot hot hot and it's pink orange yellow, and i'm on fire fire fire and it's too too too much to even repeat all my repetions and thenI am dead, and the world is back to normal. The only semblance of then is my sweat soaked self, but the room is cool like average, and even if I'm craving more an ice bath, things are dead just like me. My dad mows the yard, my mother fills a cabient, my brother goes to work. The internet is down, and I'm middle class america with the white picket fence keeping me in, but it's not driving me like it did before because what can drive a corpse to feel and fight like I did moments ago. Where is my mad drivin mind and when did it get here? why is the car in park? Where did everyone go to make me feel so distantly pulled, and was it my fault? I ask questions and get no answers, cause I am dead. I don't feel bad, or glad, or sad, cause I am dead.  I'm the corpse in a cradle that held you long ago, but I'm not crying like you were. I'm a million miles and feelings away, and I'm muddy brown like the dirt they're putting me in, and I know  you wanna beg them to stop because it's still alive! It's still alive! But I can assure you, I wish I was alive but I am dead like I wanted.I hope they bury us together when you get here, but I more so hope you stay away like the rest of the country, and that I stay buried a scoundral, and you stay a living hero for putting up with me.

hellooooo. i'm new to this website and honestly, i really like it and i hope it doesn't die anytime soon.my insta is @valvile .. you can follow me, but pls and add meeee! i wanna meet new people and some make some new mutuals

I feel weird, especially today with the news and what happened not to long ago to George. What makes me feel super uncomfortable and weird, is that my brother recently, if not already, is trying or has become a police officer, and I don't know how to feel about it. Sure, I know it's intended for a postive outlook, but knowing how cops are especially now-a-days, I don't know how to f***ing feel about it. I had to get this off my chest, and out of anger as of right now, I'm doing an art piece of George because he shouldn't have died.

I just want to inform you all that I'm going to be posting a lot of my old writing, for the older writings I will include a date because I've got unfinished projects from 2014. I hope you all enjoy what I'm putting out here.Also, don't be afraid to message me and ask for my other socials!xoxo

I love how when I'm looking for stickers/gifs to decorate my profile, that I see so many MCR or Twilight based stickers/gifs/ etc , and I know that they are there because of the time period that the website was made, but damn there were def more emos on MySpace than Goths/Mallgoths haha. If anything, I was trying to find goth or mallgoth etc. stickers, gifs, and didn't realize that there was a search bar

 first ever TBH >more to come<¡so be on the look out! ADD TIK: https://www.friendproject.net/view_profile.php?member_id=234628 ADD MEREDITH: https://www.friendproject.net/view_profile.php?member_id=234812

does anyone else ever want to identify as a lesbian bc you reallllly like girls but you also like some enby people and like 1 boy so youd feel fake and not have as many options then if you were bi but you cant ever see yourself with a boy but you actually like this one boy so youre defiantly not a lesbian but you identify with them a hell of a lot more bc girls make you cry bc they're so pretty and boys are trash and you hat e being attracted to them?? bc same

i used to be in a program because of some medical/mental stuff that was going on a few months ago. i used to give everyone there stickers. my journal as a small folder in the back so i keep them in there. i always say that people could never possibly forget me because of my clothes/hair/makeup/personality and also because i give everyone sitckers. today someone texted me and told me they found a sticker i gave on their headboard, and that it was cute and made them smile. even if i don't do much with my life i'm happy i still made the tiniest impact on someone. i hope everyone else kept their stickers too. 

Hi. I'm new in this so I don't really know how to use it. I'm listening to Institutionalized 2014 by Body Count becuz I really feel like videogames and f*** off. Idgaf i wanna play my videogames!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

HelloI am Qi. Welcome to my blog, I made this just today after being told about Friend Project by Dave. I will probably regret making this at some point sooner or later    For now im just looking forward to talking to the people here and maybe even making some friends 

:) im velvetyy and im cool also this is cool

i'm just a tired girl, no words to say

link!!hai guys!!!! i made this matching quiz on google forms for people (specifically scene/emo/alt) pplz looking for an s/o or a friend!! i'd rlly appreciate if u took a few minutes to fill it out... ( ^ω^ )