12/06/2019 04:52 PM  Winter and Mingraines Current mood:  anxious Winter is officially here. It's snowing again here and it's cold, after we just had a ton of snow on Sunday and classes were canceled on Monday. I haven't been in classes all week and I'm afraid of what I missed and catching back up.   Along with winter, I get migraines more often than I do in the fall, spring and summer. I get migraines from stress too, not just lack of sleep and tiredness, and weather. The winter weather, with the pressure dropping and the sun coming out suddenly sometimes, and the snow and rain, cause my migraines. And with it getting darker quicker, it doesn't help my seasonal depression and depression in general. With the sun coming out, it helps my depression somewhat, but at the same time, it causes my migraines to be worse if I have one. I can't win.  I get stress migraines too. It goes from a headache to a full blown migraine within a few hours, and the holidays always cause stress, especially with my family. Family issues and there's a ton of unnecessary drama, plus the high expectations of buying gifts and hoping the person who I got it for likes it, and then the stress of returning it if they don't, and my crazy insane aunt who causes problems for no reason, except out of jealousy and her severe own issues, which she refuses to get help for and says she's fine and doesn't need help and expects people to bow down to her and act as if everything's perfectly fine and it drives me nuts.  My family pretends everything is okay, when it obviously isn't. My extended family expects me to bow down and just pretend to like my aunt and my other brother's wife, but I refuse to pushover and just bow down to them. They both have caused serious problems and have somehow hurt me, either emotionally or not. So I refuse to bow down and pretend that they haven't done anything wrong. This is why the holidays are always stressful. But, the good news is, I've decided now that I'm not expected to buy gifts for certain people. A pro I've realized now is I'm not expected to buy gifts for people in my family I don't know well or don't wish to get gifts for. Which is fine by me.  0 Comments

12/06/2019 02:46 AM  Warped Tour Current mood:  sad I was thinking about 2000s memories, and I was thinking about Warped Tour. It's crazy how it kind of just abruptly ended in 2019. Warped Tour has been around since forever and I remember seeing so many bands play. Fall Out Boy, Panic! At The Disco, My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is... Cobra Starship, Gym Class Heros, Thursday, Taking Back Sunday, The Used, Sleeping With Sirens, The Cab, Death Cab For Cutie, just to name a few. It's crazy how the years went by so fast, and we were all looking forward to Warped Tour, and we all got the announcement that Warped Tour was officially over, except three last shows in three major cities. It was sad seeing that announcement. It just means now, summer is going to be a little more boring than usual. It was sad not seeing an email for tickets to Warped Tour, and the setlist going up of who's playing that year, like we're used to seeing every summer. But I'm glad I was able to go to the last, technically official tour around the US. My brother and I went, and it was really fun to go. I miss Warped Tour now, since it's officially over, and I'm reminded of the memories I have, from going with my best friend to see our favorite bands perform, to having monster slushies, to being in huge awesome crowds and moshpits and having fun with bands playing and going with my brothers to Warped Tour. I miss Warped Tour a lot. I miss the 2000s era, it truly was a different time and I miss it now.  0 Comments

12/05/2019 04:56 PM  Music Current mood:  annoyed I can't figure out how to change my HTML to add music profile and I'm trying to remember how to do it, it's been so long since I've done it.  0 Comments

12/05/2019 04:43 PM  HTML Current mood:  tired So it seems I forgot how to edit HTML, and now my blog pictures are a mess. My plan to add songs to my profile from yesterday backfired.   I think I need to learn how to use HTML again. 0 Comments

12/05/2019 04:10 PM  Friendproject Current mood:  headphones So I'm still using FriendProject, and I swear it's like Myspace and LJ together. I wonder why it's called friendproject though? I finally figured out how to add songs to my profile, somehow.  Hopefully I can figure out how to fix that music player to get off my profile, because it's just an empty space.  I'm currently listening to my music to find a song that will fit for my blog the best, hopefully I can choose one out of the many songs I have.  0 Comments

12/05/2019 03:19 AM  Spotify Wrapped 2019 Current mood:  tired So my friends and I are looking at our top Spotify lists, and I'm currently waiting for mine load. I'm a bit excited to see what my top songs and artists are, though I probably know what most of them are, it's still exciting.      UPDATE:   My top artists according to Spotify is   Cobra Starship Fall Out Boy Panic! At The Disco My Chemical Romance     Which isn't quite accurate. Switch Panic! with Cobra, and switch MCR with Cobra and it would be more accurate. Good try Spotify trying to order them correctly.    0 Comments

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