09/15/2018 02:45 PM  There Is A Man. Current mood:  blissful Another thing i wrote like literally years ago.  Lol.    There is a man.   A man with the ability to make anyone laugh; To make people smile.   He can do so even when a person wants to do nothing more than cry.  He has a way of brightening days.     Brightening them just like the sun in the midday sky.     Now,  life seems to have disagreements with his pure glow and ways of bringing happiness to those around him.                      It looks hard to find and take every opportunity that it possibly can to strike him down,  but he always gets back up,  and stronger so.   Life has stricken him with pain,  with legal troubles,  with stress, with so many disadvantages,  with things that can not be cured at this present time....  But he still carries on.      Now,  this man..       He really may not know it,  but he is the very reason why I was able to carry on when my life was crashing down around me.      He gave me advice.   He gave me laughter.   He gave me solace when I thought that it couldn't exist.  This man was my rock through all of my pain,  and he didn't even fully understand the effect he had on me.    I had no one.   I had no friends to care.   I had nothing at all.   At a time when no one else gave a sh*t..  he did.      He did.      And now,  I want to return the favor in any way that I can.   I want to steal his pain and end his troubles.   I want to be able to fix it all.      Like he unknowingly gave me the strength to begin to fix mine.      I know that I can't do a lot,  but God damn it,  I can certainly try.      And try,  I will.      My very hardest.      This man will not fall down.     0 Comments

09/15/2018 02:41 PM  You'll Never Be Alone. Current mood:  adored  Something I wrote a really really long time ago .    __________________________ You'll never be alone because I'll always be here to have you. To keep you company and love you unconditionally.  You'll never be alone because every time I look into your eyes,  I want to get lost in them and never return to the world again.  You'll never be alone because no one has ever made me feel the way that you do.  You'll never be alone because it's you.  And it's always been you.    For the years that I couldn't erase you from my mind.   For now,  when I finally have you.   It's you.  And it's always been destined to be you.   Obviously the works and universe agree with us on this one.  You'll never be alone because you and I fit perfectly together.  You'll never be alone because you're my escape from reality,  while at the same time being my ground and rock to keep me in reality.      You're everything.  Everything. 0 Comments

09/15/2018 02:36 PM  Little Girl. Current mood:  angsty Little girl,  don't you know,   That your words have caused a world of hurt?    Little girl,  have you found,   That you caused a drought,  made a desert? A father torn.   A brother scorned.   Little girl,  look what you've done.   With your eyes so blue,   Once filled with warmth,   Now turned to cold,   A winter storm.   And locks of gold,   Now filled with thorns,   To match the lies  That you should mourn.      But you don't bat a lash,   You really don't care.   You got what you wanted,   And left them bare.   Crying wolf  Should be ignored,   Crocodile tears,  Shouldn't warrant reward.    But the world's not fair,   And you plunged your sword Of words and betrayal,   Your life now Abhorred.      By those who once loved you,   By those who once cared.    Your white picket fence may crumble,   When you're the most unprepared.         0 Comments

09/15/2018 02:25 PM  Saving You Because You're Saving Me. Current mood:  adored Super old poem I wrote .   _______________________________ You cannot crumble.   I'll hold you together.   Even if you stumble,   I'll still be here forever.   Your eyes are like oceans,   Or bright summer skies.    Your heart keeps mine in motion.   And Your hands are where mine,  beating,  lies.      Your mystifying presence,   Picks me up when I am down.   Your very life essence,   Is what's keeping me around.    That shimmer in your smile,   And your arms around my waist,   Mean I'll be happy for awhile.    For the rest of my days.      So in your saving beauty,   That you've graced me with thus far,   You've made it now my duty,   To be exactly where you are.   My heart is yours,  my head is set,   I guess someday you'll see,   That I'm saving you,  my darling.   Because you're saving me.     0 Comments

09/15/2018 02:22 PM  Why do I have to be me? Current mood:  apathetic Perfect hair,  a skinny waist.   A happy smile,  filled with grace.    Talents that I could never achieve.   Why do I have to be me? All these girls have different skills.  They have better bodies,  and looks to kill.    They can do more than me,  they put me to shame.   But really,  I'm the one to blame.    This is my fault.  I'm the one who's insane.   So really..  I bring my own shame.                   -Myself.  07/03/2018.  11:25 pm. 0 Comments

09/15/2018 02:12 PM  The Night Was Calm. Current mood:  adventurous A gentle breeze.  The night air carried a chill,  but that chill brought Mala joy!     It meant that things were returning to how they used to be. Her clan was returning to her.    The night was calm.     There was hope.   The wind picked up,  bringing a scent to Mala that enthralled her.  It was actually a mixture of scents coming from many of her kind;  Many whose scents she had come to memorize on their own,  clashing together into one scent all new,  but yet also so old that it could trigger nostalgia.  The scent of her clan.     A smile came to her lips,  and she glanced at Sala Maria,  who was smirking back at her.    Mahyu stood to their right,  looking confused,  as he hadn't had much experience as a daywalker before his night time self went dormant for all of those years.  He hadn't yet memorized the scents.         But he would.         They would teach him all there is to know.  And they would keep him safe.    But right now..  they didn't have to worry about that.    The clan was near,  and the night was calm.                    All was well.      07/23/2018.   Part of my stories I've been writing since Sophomore Year.        0 Comments

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