day off day in day out
Category: Blogging
Current mood:  blah

last nightwas f***ed up i fell asleep didnt take my meds had some crazy ass dreams bout my ex n all that As Per Usual
anyway my day off was boring and uneventful all i did was drink teasmoke cigarettes record a song obsess about the past and play minecraft what has my life come to
i just needa bounce back i got all of my downstate friends coming back up for college the 27th but i f***ed a lot of those friendships up n im sadabout it me n couple of my boys had plans to get an apt in the city n now we dont really talk cuz i went crazy for like a month
sometimes idk who i am i wonder if im anything more than the culmination of everything ive lost
idk if that makes sense i just feel like i put myeslf into other people and after losing them its like i lose a parto f me
whatever im a soldier