im in my feels
Category: Real Life
Current mood:  gloomy

NOT THAT ANYONE READS MY RANTS LMFAO I JUST NEED A SAFE SPACE TO SPILL MY HEART OUT HAHA

i truly believe that he (i shall call him G) was my person. in the moment i believed that he was my soulmate. i still do have hope that we can fix our issues and be together again because i seriously do not want anyone other than him. goodddd i told him my darkest secrets, i shared literally every single thought with him. i gave my body to him. ik the relationship was toxic but i just miss him & even if we aren't meant to be together at this moment, i pray we can be together in the future. i wish i could hug him. when he gets back from new mexico, i wonder if he'll want to hang out? ughhh my heart hurts and my brain is torturing me. ik that nobody will ever love me for who i am, regardless of my flaws, like he did. i can't imagine reliving what we had with an entirely different person.