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school is stressful and the system is unreal

anyone want to be friends :p

everyday i wake up exhaustedfall asleep involuntarily exhaustednod out while trying to drink coffee exhaustedand in painand thenby the time i havepain toleranceenergyanda sense of okaynessits time to go to bed

Waking up is the first step in the process of my decomposition,  and broad daylight is the most gracious host to recurring nightmares. It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head.  (There’s nothing f***ing wrong with me.) Words mold beneath my skin, threatening to eat through my flesh, down to my bones. (Nobody seems to notice the stench of rotting meat.) It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head. (Don’t tell me there’s something wrong with me. I don’t want your f***ing pity.) In my mind, a blight of locusts lays waste  To my passion,  My resilience.  It’s unclear if the crops will grow back. (Why is everything so loud?) It’s all in my head.  It’s all in my head.  (I’m so f***ing weak.) Intrusive thoughts, obtrusive feelings, pile up, Choking me, drowning me, as my lungs fill with polluted water.  (Nobody seems to hear my hacking and coughing.) It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head (Why can’t I f***ing do anything? I need to do something.) The evening brings with it a false expectation of regeneration. With torpor quickly approaching, my final thought makes itself known.  Prometheus - his perpetual torment, chained upon a mountain to waste away.  Sleep engulfs this brain. This prison. My judge.  My jury.  (My executioner?) Enough is enough.  Enough is enough.  (Enough is enough.) It’s all in my head.  There’s nothing wrong.  (There’s something wrong.)  

this bitch single tho

hey new friends :) im still putting my account together and i dont have any pics of me on my computer yet

Let's be honest school sucks online it feels more optional and were all just passing because they don't want to teach us again. anywyas its cold here but yeah this is my first blog kinda reminds me of "the slap" from victorious lol.

there is this boy i met at the [REDACTED] and his name is [REDACTED] and omg i think he is so swag and so cool, he literally spoke so little but when we talked we would talk about some fun stuff like relationships and mental illnesses, always a fun time. He even laughed at my jokes and idk if thats cuz he was scared about me biting his nose off or because im just so charismatic and funny and amazing and a total catch. Moral of the story i got his instagram but he is still in the [REDACTED] and i have to wait for my prince charming but at the end of the day...

WT Social blocking my ip and wikipedia stinks sucks. twitter suspended my accounts later when one number or one account for that matter was suspended permantly later did they enforce if you try to use twitter your evading suspension this is worse then grade school detention its like suspending peoples from school or expelling them yet not even the emails to jack have not for instance it says Numbers still in use was using my parents#'s....

In America US Pass the Ultra Millionaire Tax They must pay a3 percent tax in 10 years we could gave gained 3 trillion.

im currently in class its pretty boring and i got nothing to do its fine tho :) i have lunch break in less than 10 min  

Hellolife is hard that's the worst part 

I've ordered a piercing kit to do my nips and my belly botton. mybe not the belly botton. That one would be harder to hide. 

A) What does the last text you sent say? And to whom?lol talking to my friend about dream smp loreB) What does the last text you recieved say? And from whom?smthn about the egg lore idk it was a very boring conversationC) What time do you wake up most mornings?8 am usually bc of school. on other days like 11 am idkD) Are you afraid of walking alone at night?kinda but those random 3 am walks around my neighborhood do be hitting different so we ignore our fearsE) What do you do to relax at the end of a stressful day?watch lunch club. comfort youtube videos :)F) Where did your last kiss take place and with whom?lol noG) Do/did you get into trouble a lot at school?for missing assignments ig. but not for disrupting class or anything i literally do not speakH) Do you enjoy your job? If unemployed, are you content being so?idk what kinda jobs to get at 14, but i kinda want to get moneyI) Do you often pick up on double entendres and innuendos?huhJ) Have you ever been offered drugs but declined?i wish someone would offer me drugs </3 idk where to find that sh*tK) Have you ever met someone who has completely altered your way of thinking?no lol. people where i live r boringL) Have you ever been offered drugs and accepted?SOMEONE OFFER ME DRUGSM) Tell us something weird that turns you on.pretty sure im asexual so um.... also 14 so noN) When did someone last admit romantic or sexual feelings for you? Was the feeling mutual?back in june my s/o told meeee. n yes it was mutual but i gotta be honest dating this young is weird asf and i wanna go back to being normal friends but i dont wanna hurt their feelingsO) What is something you have given a lot of thought to lately?death ♥P) When did you last swallow your beliefs to avoid an argument or confrontation?i never really do that. i kinda like arguing, and in most cases if they dont agree with basic human rights n stuff i dont wanna b their friendQ) Do you usually initiate hugs?i have not been hugged in yearsR) Are you a very affectionate person?physical affection is kinda awkward and weird idk not really. i like hugs but theres no one in my life rn who id actually wanna hug, if that makes senseS) Can you roll your own cigarettes?BABE IDK HOW TO FIND THAT SH*T. someone give me some tips here. abt to go pick cigs off parking lot grounds n smoke em im so desperateT) What are you looking forward to?clothing packages coming soon. literally the only thing im living for rn lmaoU) Do you have any tattoos. Do you want any/more?i dont sadly. but i really do want some. my friend and i might do stick n poke together soon so maybe ill get oneV) Are you mentally strong?idk if u mean mental health or like academics but i am doing poorly in both so yeahW) Are you physically strong?i cant even do a single push up properly its so embarrassingX) Do you think you’re a good person?nope but im too exhausted to change thatY) Name one thing you wish you could change about your life right now.everything really but mostly just like the confidence to do things. i miss out on so many opportunities just bc of like social anxiety n stuff, and i really want to be able to express myself through fashion but like my brain does not let me stand out so i wear a basic jeans and t shirt combo every day. it hurtsZ) What do you usually eat for breakfast?cereal

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