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we played lots of call of duty today:) that was really fun! before we started playing i showed them some things i drew, and they said it was pretty good, and they liked one of the things i drew:) they say i sketch too lightly, and i do. i need to work on it so im gonna switch to a lighter pencil to help me with that. maggie got the shoes their brother bought them:) they look awesome, and ik theyre gonna look really cute on them. maggie wants me to tell my mom i like fat girls lmao. thatll be really funny but idk when ill find a good time to do it haha. maggie has been dealing with stressful sh*t from a dude they used to know, and its been hard. im sure. im trying to help them as much as i can. it sucks. we went to bed listening to the smiths. that was really nice

apparently maggie almost strangled themselves with their headphone cables last night lmao. maggie took a "me day" today. they had fun, so thats nice. they did clowny makeup and it was really cute:)) i only got to talk to them for 10 minutes this morning, and barely after that. we texted a little lateish at night, and maggie shared funny instagram videos after we played cod for like an hour. i hope we get to talk more tomorrow  :/

grrr who wantz 2 be frienz :( we can talk n be bestiez

Been in a bit of a weird place the last few weeks. Nothing's horrible. I've been productive and this is not the worst I've ever felt. But it's this underlying feeling of sadness or insecurity that's been morphing into a feeling of depressed paralysis. My interests/tastes are kind of weird and my head alternates between wanting to be busy and needing peace and quiet. I don't feel it's that serious but it's definitely a bummer hahaIn other news, got back into sewing and it feels reeeeeally good. It's nice to feel like I can just sit down and make my clothes look nicer. Anyway, kinda tired. Maybe I'll elaborate more on all the feelings going on in another post. 

i cnt be the only one who thinks the statement "you can't be mean if ur alt" is f***ing stupid right ... >.> cuz it just doesn't make sense 2 me at all. like r we forgetting how 2005 scene teens used 2 tell eachother to slit on myspace and how punks beat the sht out of people daily or wut ... i think the new wave of tiktok alt cocksuckers is rly annoying and theyre altering what alt RLY means even tho theyve been """alt""" for max liek ... 2 months -.- its annoyingalso msi sux bai . i saw a "scenecore" playlist and all it was was msi mother mother and 100 gecs >.> sum1 tell danganronpa d*cksuckers tht 100 gecs isnt scene music thanx ^.^

umm idk if anyone will see this but my twitter is @/makeoutpxrty :D 

I AM DEADASS CONFUSED! mY PRONOUNS ARE HE/SHE/THEY OR HE/THEY BUT I LIKE MY BOOBIES! aM I INTERSEX, OTHER OR STILL FEMALE???

um hi lolidrk how this site works tbh ?? i just wanted to join bc it looked fun :3 how r u all doing ????????(what should i even post about ...... o.o)ummm my day kinda sucked bc my pIERCING GOT INFECTED >:( so does anyone know how to fix that ....... lol ........ok thatz it i thinkbye :D

This is a pretty unpopular opinion in the Homestuck community. I LOVE weird blooded fantrols. The colored blood opens up a whole mansion of creativity that people really like to shame. I understand not allowing it in RPs, but shaming fantrolls (especially the ones made by children) isn't fun. Disclaimer: Any odd blooded troll would have been killed off in canon, but that doesn't make it bad or over-powered. I would reccomend making them under an AU or creating your own fannon meteor where the hierarchy is less crule just for the f*** of it tho (holy sh*t if you do this I love you, using a fandom to jump start your own universes is super sick)There are some rules that I do generally stand by when it comes to OC making, the most notable being a) don't make the character super over powered, b) don't make the character flawless, c) don't make the character adored by everyone. The reson for this is that it's f***ing boring, not that it's cringe or a crime agienst humanity. But rules are made to be broken. Lemme go over some of my favorite tropes and why they shouldn't be bashed into the f***ing ground. Glitter Bloods- Not so common, but super f***ing epic. Your troll BLEEDS GLITTER. F*** maybe glitter bloods are all fairies or some fancy glittery sh*t, like the cannon sea dwelling trolls. Multicolored and Rainbow Bloods- These are pretty neat, but pretty looked down appon. I like the idea of them a lot. I feel like rainbow bloods would be super rare and multicolored ones much more common but still considered an anomaly. Black, White, and Grey Bloods- OOoooo this is dangerous. I love these guys. Black and white are pretty basic, refreshing colors in my opinion. I don't really know why these are so controversial, other then the fact that they've been stated to be impossible. But so has glitter blood. We're working under an AU here, greyscale blood can exist. Pastel Blood- One of my favorites. I especially like it when albino trolls have pastel blood, even though that's not how albinism works. It tyes into the theme of light colors that would likely come with an albino troll's design. Besides that, I just really like pastel colors okay leave me alone >w<Honestly you don't have to rationalize why your respective blood colors exist, even though rationalizing it would be better in a story telling sence. I, for one, am terrbile at story telling and purly enjoy these blood colors aesthetically, and you know what, that's okay.There's a lot more possibilites that I havn't touched on, but my small brain can't process any more right now. The point of this post- Bullying children is stupid and glitter blood is badass as f***. 

i hav been blowin snotty bubbles 4 th past 2 dayzzzzzzz,,,,,,, dis aint it 4 me.. 

take this to your grave is the best fob album and u can fight me on it.. 

 so lately, i've been getting back into Fall Out Boy  

its taken way too long to build my profile and im not even finished yet

Well its no nuance November so here we go...Anyone who is surprised this lockdown is happening is blind to what's going on. For those who haven't noticed a global pandemic means you don't get to decide when the outside world is safe, if you could then you would be sitting in these conversations as to how this sh*t is handled. It is what is, not that it's any of my business but like maybe if we all took this seriously ALMOST A YEAR AGO and weren't cracking off jokes and memes online about not having Halloween and Christmas the joke wouldn't be a reality now would it???Who's laughing now? Not any of us that's for sure.Personally for myself I can't & won't sit here and list off all the sh*t things about this year because honestly in the grand scheme of things they haven't be THAT bad. I can easily think of plenty of other years that have been crap, but for that i am VERY fortunate and thankful because I am also perfectly aware there are TONS of people who aren't in my position and this year has been their absolute worst.For them I feel horrible and I hope by the end of this they make it out stronger and more confident in themselves because living through everything we all have as a world is a huge accomplishment and I don't think we give ourselves enough credit for the little things. So to all of you struggling and feeling alone reach out. It sounds cliché and what not but legit... do it to someone you feel safe with and someone you know is judgement free, trust yourself to be vulnerable sometimes. Your not growing if your not uncomfortable. 

So i've been up since like 2 in the morning i cant go back to sleep. i'd draw or something but my ipad dved and i need a new charger rip </3. Anyway i'm currently listening to this band called No Buses they are pretty good so far i really like their style of music so far. Also i'm hella hungry rn but imma just wait till breakfast. That is if i'm not asleep by then. On the bright side waking up early has given me the opportunity to talk to this boy i find cute so wooo :D