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school
Current mood:
stressed
OMG!!!! school is only 7 weeks away and im already stressed. im failing almost all my classes and if i dont go up one grade by christmas my mum is making me move schools. which sucks, also my dad puts so much pressure on me it makes me so anxious, and he wont stop!! ive put my shopping list together for school and i hope i havent missed anthing because that wld be stressfull. UGH i hate school so much. they teach us so much irrelevent stuff, like i know how rocks are formed and the different types but i have no idea how to open a back account or pay rent or anything that wld help me in the future. anyway, i want to study criminology in uni and so far i dont even know how to apply for a uni. all my teachers hate me coz im not that smart but its so unfair because im dyslexic and i havent got any help from the school. it honestly sucks that we r put under so much pressure and our parents dont even realise. for example i was stressesd abt GCSE's and my mum said ' oh its fine just choose the subs u like' like NO MUM thats not how this works. im supposed to choose subjects that will help me with alevels that will help me get into uni which will help me get a job. to basically at the age of 14 im supposed to know what i want to do with my life. i dont even know what i want for dinner tomorrow, how am i supposed to know what i want to do for a living!!!! anyway, even though school is 7 weeks away the anxiety is coming back NOW. school barely talk abt mentel health which sucks coz 70% of students have anxiety and some probably dont even know it coz apparently mental heath awareness is such a hard thing to teach. also with the amount of sleep we get most of us r hallucinating by 3rd period. dont even get me started on tests, that wld have to be a whole other post! well imma sleep now or try too. byeeee ♥
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