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i kinda spooked maggie this morning lol. they didnt know they were still in the call so they said wtf when i started talking lol. i showed maggie the smoothie i made for breakfast:) it was good but kinda thick. after a bit we watched a bunch of yt together, and some of it was pretty creepy lol. like dogs and cats that could talk to their humans using buttons kinda like the staples ones that say stuff. we watched some kinda funny bobby lee videos. we watched some madtv clips, and they were alright. then we watched some fanta commercials that id never seen, and some other commercials like one for "bod" which was a deodorant with super weird ads, and then some cute cat videos:) then we watched a super sweet video about long lost horse husband and wife:') after that we watched some cool music videos, like the one that came out last year for a redbone song. maggie showed me this awesome group called elo, or electric light orchestra. we cooked again today:)) we made chili rellenos(that were supposed to be for lunch), and it was hard lol. it took like 4 hours, and i finished by dinner time haha. it was so much fun to cook with them, and joke around. its amazing honestly. they turned out pretty well i think:) maggie showed me some really cool stuff tonight about the beasts and about the end of times and stuff which was really cool! i like talking about that kinda stuff with them. i took some cute pictures/videos of pixie:) maggie really likes seeing them. we listened to some old rap songs, like ciara and nate dogg, which was really fun, and maggie made me sing lil jons part in a song lol. that was really fun:) we talked more about my brother lol. hes an interesting guy. we listened to a bunch of new bands tonight:) they were all really good, and maggie laughed at me cus i got mad that a comment called nirvana the male box of toys lol. they said it was cute. my favorite band we listened to was jack off jill. theyre honestly amazing! maggie listens to so much good music its kinda crazy. i fell asleep though:/ it was really fun though, and im jusut super happy rn 

i was gonna help maggie electronically sign some conservatorship documents this morning, but we ended up putting it off til tomorrow when we can talk while we do it. i like that ill be able to help maggie with more stuff:) we played cod together for a while, which was really nice, but maggie couldnt talk so it was hard for them to concentrate. we decided to watch more shows together:) maggie showed me one of their favorite shows, freaks and geeks. its actually a hilarious show! i see why maggie likes it so much. they were laughing at me cus i didnt know a bunch of actors and references lol. after we were done we did a bunch of "which character from x am i" quizzes. that was super fun:) then they left for a bit to make dinner  and stuff, and when they got back we talked about corona for a bit, and then we were gonna play but maggie got kinda mad at me cus i was drinking a soda. its understandable, because they dont like when i feel bad and they feel like i should do more. and i agree, so afterwards we read all about stuff i should avoid and thiings that would help me. even at vitamins that i could take. im thinking about buying them cus they seem super useful. after that, maggie showed me their super cool wallpaper from the simpsons, and we watched the episode its from. its from the homers mom episode, and its a super good one:)) we talked more about the civil war that might start lol, and we went on citizen and looked at stuff that was heppening around them. maggie showed me all the places theyve lived and their school:) that was so cool! and i got stories about each one, and it was cool. maggie was gonna show us this house theyve liked since they were in elementary school but google maps wasnt showing it :/ i bet it was awesome. i showed maggie where i lived in bakersfield, and a bunch of bakersfield:) after that maggie showed me the hospitals theyve stayed in, and told me sucky stories about checks, and really terrible blood draws in the middle of the night. the first place looked kinda nice, but the second one looked bad and the reviews were terrible lol. it sounds really tough, and im sorry maggies had to go through all that. i hope they dont have to again. they said theyre starting to feel sick today :/ once maggie got tired i read them the little prince, which is a super good book, and they went to bed:) 

why tf is making battle vests so damn hardlike so much harder than patch pants bro

who gives you Big Gender Envy? (please trans interaction only). here is my (mostly) comprehensive list (tbh more just things that give me gender dysphoria askdj;asdf): starting with the obvious, we got pete wentz, frank iero,and gerard way (more specifically basement/bullets gerard, look at his funky little sideburns!!)  also this fall out boy photoshoot, just all of the fall out boys, just look at this photoshoot, this is gender envy in a bottle barley from onwards annie potts in pretty in pink:and duckie and molly wringwald (andie)f*** it, this guy too even tho he was an ass. forever jealous and angry Andie stayed w him. gender envy for 80's movies, honestly. idk what that is. maybe there's a different word for it. but 80s teen romance and coming-of-age movies always hit me there. i think something along the lines of me not feeling attractive enough in my gender to be able to experience what they experience?? and that wanting to have the male growing up experience. which also reminds me, fall out boy's From Under the Cork Tree is such a comfort album when im feeling dysphoric?? does anyone else experience this?? just me?? okay. Joan ♥ this f***ing elf from Santa Clause: jackass for some reason?? lol i think it would just be great to be a stupid guy. i wanna get into dangerous situations, cause havoc, get into fist fights, get into stupid dares, just do stupid sh*t!! and i know i could techincally just,,do it. but i really don't want to cuz it's, ya know, stupid. it's such a stereotypical Guy thing and i love to see it, would love to be it.tldr; guys rough-housing. biggest gender envy. oh, also, bert mccracken. ran into this gif set this morning and just, yeah. kinda goes in with the rough-housing thing too. a l s o all the guys in my local music scene?? i've always been, and maybe always will be, so f***ing jealous of all of you. you all always look so good and you all have so much fun and it's so easy for you to feel like you fit in and belong and make friends, like wtf?? and it's so easy for you to get onstage and make music and everyone's like yeah cool! amazing! great! you sound like sh*t? even better! and you NEVER get questioned about your music taste. youre always in charge of the fashion and what bands are cool or not and you know everything! and you know everything and anything about iron maiden for some reason like wtf? wtf??! you're so f***ing cool and im no one. f***! also every flat chested emo boy with their friend group of emo boys ;-; oh how i would love to wear tiny clothes without so many Female Parts :( my binder has helped with this but i had to return it to get a bigger size and it's taking foreverrrr  

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its hard to read tone when all you see is text so i use tone indicators to cut down on misunderstandings. heres a list of all the ones i know and use/j = joking/hj = half-joking/ij = inside joke/s = sarcasm/srs = serious/nsrs = not serious/p = platonic/r = romantic/lh = lighthearted/neg - /nc = negative connotation/pos - /pc = positive connotation/rh = rhetorical question/gen = genuine question/hyp = hyperbole/c = copypasta/q = quote/lyric(s) or /ly = lyrics of a song/f = fake/th = threat/li = literally/nm = not mad or upset/t = teasing/nbh = nobody here (used in vague vents)/cb = clickbait/ex or /fex = example , for example/sx or /x = sexual intent/nsx or /nx = non-sexual intent

Disfruto mucho estar en el 2006 siendo emo, vistiendo de negro con mi cabello negro y rosa.No se bien que mas escribir, solo que disfruto mucho esta simulacion  

1.) Design The Skyline: The only song you've probably heard from these guys is their hated on first single that is my favorite song of theirs, "Surrounded By Silence." They are an experimental deathcore/post-hardcore band. After their first full length album, "Nevaeh," a few ex-members of the band left to form another underrated band called 2.) The Starlight Season: The Starlight Season is a band that gained recognition through their first well-received single, "Living In Sequence," and made a few other singles afterward. They are a post-hardcore/metalcore band and they are pretty good. check em out. 3.) Dropping A Popped Locket Dropping A Popped Locket is a crunkcore artist from my hometown and where I still currently live, Queens, NY. Idk what to say about them they're just really f*cking good check him out. DAPL has been around since 2008. Songs ranging from serious to parody, from metal to trap, from hip hop to acoustic, from bluegrass to punk, from electronic to....you get the picture.

is this supposed to be a christian site or something like why does one of the tags say "knowing god" - i mean i know satan pretty well 

Online school is legit one of the most boring experiences EVER. Most of the time I'm just on the Hot Topic website lolz.

Hey peeps! welcome back! i wanna talk about the time i interrupted a math test with badboyhalo. really. so in 6th grade, I really liked skeppy and stuff. so on my tablet, I put an alarm that at the 20th minute of every hour, the badboyhalo remix of drop the bass would play. i would always bring my tablet to school, and one day I forgot the shut it down. math was first period, and we had a math test that day. we were doing the test when drop the bass started playing from my bag. it was pretty quiet, but everyone was looking around to see who it was. 2 minutes pass and I reach down into my bag and turn it off. everyone stared at me and it was really funny. that's pretty much it, but i always think about that at night lol. bye! Also here's the link to the song lol https://youtu.be/D4z2NPC8nI8 imagine hearing that in the middle of math class. ow.

no tengo nada mas que decir pero puedo confirmar que la clase de quimica me sigue aburriendo extraño ir al laboratorio era lo unico que me gustaba also feliz año nuevo muy atrasado i guess

it's been like 10 or 12 weeks since school started and I've made good friends I guess though they never come to school :/  rn im in class just day dreaming like I usually do .  I can't wait for this class to be over so I can skip and go to the mall and I buy new outfits  that'll probably never wear to school bc I care what people say.   I miss my boyfriend and I can't get him out of my head , it hurts to think about him cause I always feel like one of these days he is going to break up with me 

thinkin bout potato skins. F*** 12