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F*** life man, f***ing sucks.

i changed the thing on my blog or whatever and idk how to change it back, and theres just this random picture of a guy on there 

i only have like one friends that i barely see, he's always with his dad, and idk i feel like we're not gonna be close if we dont hang out. hes great and whatever (i dont like him btw i like women) but its annoying that we dont hang out and i miss him. idk and i dont have anything to do, and me and my family have been living in this rental forever and i just want to get out of here.

welcome to today's episode of:omg im in love with so many fiction characters help me

We’re all just piss poor shadows of what we wish to beI’m special (no, you’re not)I’m good (let me die young)Hoping to be the cureAren’t I? (no one is)But all we’ll ever be is grains of sand at a beachSomeday you & I will be nothing just like everyone elseI matter (no one does)Sand feels nice on your feed(The big ones think so too)Let’s all die together and rot in hell, having fun while dancing with the devil(at least it's warm and cozy)

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I'm going to our cabin in the mountains for Easter tomorrow where I'll stay with my family until the first Tuesday after easter and I'm looking forward to a relaxing week in our cabin. It will be a different Easter from what we're used to as we are not allowed to bring guests into our cabin and we are also not allowed to visit other people's cabins due to the covid situation. Mom is a social butterfly and loves visiting people when we're up in the mountains so I can imagine this could be quite challenging for her to stay put in our cabin without seeing anyone but her own family but we'll help her get through it the best we can. At least we'll be able to spend Easter at the cabin this year, that was not the case last year as the corona situation was completely new and going to small cabin communities in the mountains seeemed too risky back then in terms of potential mass spread of the virus so last year's Easter was spent here in the city and it's pretty safe to say it was my strangest Easter ever. At least this year it will be more like a normal Easter, sans get-togethers and public arrangements but at least we'll be able to enjoy being at the cabin again. Now I'm doing laundry so that I will have clothes ready to be packed for my trip by train tomorrow to the cabin and it's gonna be wonderful to be up there again! :)

So my friend how hasn't spoken to me in months called me and she was with my ex-boyfriend. During the call, he acted like nothing happened between us and I was confused. He also said we should start talking again but don't know what to do  but here random picture 

My buttercup doesn't want to stay on the phone while I try and go to sleep cause she's so called tired when really she will hang up and go on TikTok. I'm hurting even though I want to kill her. She's so mean to me 

this lowkey reminds me of the website from PEN15 on hulu 

but when he loves mei feel like i'm floatingwhen he calls me prettyi feel like somebodyeven when we fadeeventuallyi'm nothingyou will always bemy favorite formof loving♥

Hey so basically I was supposed to go to my school on Saturday to see my friends. I was even planning this a week in advance, but right when I wake up and remind her that we have to go soon. She says that I'm not going because it's not safe but after spring break I could go. So now I woke up really early for no reason and the worst part is that she always cancels things last minute . But here random picture  

Hewwo! This is my kinlist X3FIRST OFF:no, i do not support "kinning for fun" or "kinnies" i mean, if u do it, that'z kool, just keep it a distance away from me.WHY DON'T I SUPPORT THIS TYPE OF KINNING? it's not even kinning, that's why, ever since kinning became "trendy," ppl have either 1) tried to pass off as fictionkin when it is plain 2 see they r not, or 2) forgotten abt the real fictionkin community entirely. these ppl just say that they r "kinnies" n have a "kinlist" of like 200 characters. THAT IS NOT HOW KINNING WORKS. u can't just simply relate 2 a character to call them ur kin. what "kinnies" do is closest 2 "neo-kinning," but it still isn't kinning."WELL THEN, ETERNITY, WHAT ACTUALLY IS KINNING?" kinning is the belief that u r partially something other than human, or that u were something/someone in a past life, n that part of that soul sticks with you. these ppl usually have "shifts" where they feel more like their kintype than human, n will sometimez act like their kintype. it can b involuntary, n u can even shift in ur dreams. there r rare cases where a person could remember more than 1 past life, n if they kin more than 1 thing, they are "polykin." it is mostly a spiritual thing, n a lot of ppl who kin actually have very spiritual belief systems that inclue reincarnation.so as u can see, kinning is not "for fun." it is something within u that u can't help.HOW I KIN:Polykin (Otherkin/Therian/Fictionkin)i kin spiritually.i don't like doubles for my fictionkins, it makes me feel a bit anxious.btw, i am also a Wicca. 1 of the beliefs of Wicca is reincarnation.MY KINLIST:[blue=otherkin, yellow=therian, purple=fictionkin!!]Fallen Angel kinKodKod kinGrey Wolf kinGlitchkinCinnamonkinNatsuki kin (source: DokiDoki! Literature Club)GIR kin (source: Invader Zim)Miko Kubota kin (source: Glitch Techs)

Hewwo! This is my kinlist X3FIRST OFF:no, i do not support "kinning for fun" or "kinnies" i mean, if u do it, that'z kool, just keep it a distance away from me.WHY DON'T I SUPPORT THIS TYPE OF KINNING? it's not even kinning, that's why, ever since kinning became "trendy," ppl have either 1) tried to pass off as fictionkin when it is plain 2 see they r not, or 2) forgotten abt the real fictionkin community entirely. these ppl just say that they r "kinnies" n have a "kinlist" of like 200 characters. THAT IS NOT HOW KINNING WORKS. u can't just simply relate 2 a character to call them ur kin. what "kinnies" do is closest 2 "neo-kinning," but it still isn't kinning."WELL THEN, ETERNITY, WHAT ACTUALLY IS KINNING?" kinning is the belief that u r partially something other than human, or that u were something/someone in a past life, n that part of that soul sticks with you. these ppl usually have "shifts" where they feel more like their kintype than human, n will sometimez act like their kintype. it can b involuntary, n u can even shift in ur dreams. there r rare cases where a person could remember more than 1 past life, n if they kin more than 1 thing, they are "polykin." it is mostly a spiritual thing, n a lot of ppl who kin actually have very spiritual belief systems that inclue reincarnation.so as u can see, kinning is not "for fun." it is something within u that u can't help.HOW I KIN:Polykin (Otherkin/Therian/Fictionkin)i kin spiritually.i don't like doubles for my fictionkins, it makes me feel a bit anxious.btw, i am also a Wicca. 1 of the beliefs of Wicca is reincarnation.MY KINLIST:[blue=otherkin, yellow=therian, purple=fictionkin!!]Fallen Angel kinKodKod kinGrey Wolf kinGlitchkinCinnamonkinNatsuki kin (source: DokiDoki! Literature Club)GIR kin (source: Invader Zim)Miko Kubota kin (source: Glitch Techs)

Instead of two motels on Colfax in Colorado that are closed down been for Years before covid19before that before then Colorado Denver should make a new cemetary place with cheap burial plots. Heck i think there are four motels closed make it a cemetary the entire wide lotS!.