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another day wishing i wazz a boy :[[ gna go watch south park and cri TT

I'm gonna try to start being more active on FriendProject, and will try to update y'all with more pictures, and my YouTube videos! Happy to be back! Ready for some fun time! 

things you should know about me: i accept everyone no matter your gender, race, or sexual orientation i do not assosiate with pedophiles, misoginists, homophobes, or transphobes (so if thats u get off my page) if ur none of the things listed above and u want to be friends msg me! i love talking to people if u hate one direction, we cant talk,, soz

PLS IM SO CONFUSED WHATS GOING ON I KEEP SPACING OUT ♥

I'm so bored, but go follow my instagram.♥ @sogayloll

Yesterday I read my Atlas of the Universe, Minkowski's Butterfly will forever be beautiful. I love to read of lunar landscapes - Lacus Somniorum, Palus Somnii,  Mare Nubium, Lacus Mortis, Sinus Iridum. I could spend hours looking through the images within this book, dreamy. I read more of the Fibonacci sequence, I like the observation of this sequence in nature most. I learned of Matrix Exponential, a beauty in mathematics. 

Hi,uhm i really wanna die.I want it for 4 years straight.And im just so sick of exams and school and my parents and my siblings and my friends and everything.I cant go out all i have to do is study.I cry for hours everyday and i have exam tommorrow that i dont have to attend but my parents said that im gonna attend i told them i dont feel good and im just out of my exam week,i dont have any motivation.They got mad at me.My mom says i have to do this exam better than the others.I was always smart in the school and i won the best high school in my city but sometimes i think if i was unsuccesfull student maybe they wouldnt expect much and it would be better.I was always scrared of cutting myself but i cutted myself yesterday and today.I am writing all of them here because nobody knows me here and nobody sees it.Take care bye

helloooooooo         ff***ckkckc yalll l                                            

Been watching Jake Munro for the past few hours, it's almost 4 and I'm sleepy

I swear the food on my desk is taunting my fatass but I'm supposed to be asleep so I can't eat the beef jerky, hot Cheetos, and jolly ranchers 💔

I am under so much stress right now. One of my friends is devealoping an eating disorder, which they refuse to turn to me for help with, instead turning to one of my best friends who is the "therapist friend" who needs a f***ing break considering they already deal with my bs. I have like fifty assignments to do, I'm going to my homophobic aunt's over next week's break, I have discovered my acid reflux returning, it's pollen season so my throat is clogged as sh*t, and I feel like I can't feel bad about it because said friend who is developing an eating disorder hasn't eaten in five days. So I am in a constant state of panic. I am also having another sexuality crisis, one of my online friends is completely out of contact and I won't be knowing them again, I might have a queer platonic crush on two of my best friends, and there's a cute girl at my school and I don't know how to talk to people. I wanna be her friend so bad, but all my friends are having hard times so I feel sh*tty for wanting to reach out. Y'know? Anyway, Crowley, out

hiii 💕

she's apparently going through some issues, like the ones i used to have. immediately when i heard of this i wanted to save her from herself, the second i realized this thought i said i needed to keep this relationship at arms length. i told her we couldnt sleep in the same bed together, no hand-holding, no 'friendly' kisses, no saying, ' i love you'. because it hurts me and she knows that. 

Heyy yall, if you have any words of motivation for me please let me know. I have tests next week and need some motivation. Thank youu

omg          vampia