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I thought about how far I have come, and I do not remember who I used to be. I have a job that I love where I am the manager, I moved out of my parents house, and paid off my car. I never really thought I would even make it to be fifteen and here I am, it's crazy.Today I am super sad, I don't know what happened. It was a good day, and then it just hit me like a ton of bricks out of nowhere. I don't know what to do.I had a dream that I would regret my tattoo idea if I went along with it. I think my dream self was looking out for me, and while I will still get the tattoo, I won't get it as big as I originally wanted, nor will it be in the same spot. I still want the tattoo, but my body has space for cute and hopeful things, it does not all need to be scary.

playing resident evil... rebecca is soooo cute >_< im playing as chris and i had to switch to her to get serum after being bitten by yawn and shes SOOOO CUTEEEE i couldnt stop taking screenshots!!!!

IDK how to work this and trying to make my profile pretty 

Here I am at a Whole Foods Market bathroom because my dad wnted me to leave an hour early than I was supposed to. My plan was to wake up at 9am to watch tv on my laptop so I would'nt miss the time on my chrome later. Then I would get reay at 11:50 so I could go to the library on time. I could've stayed at home and gotten ready there but he woke up too early . After being here I feel like this bathroom might be the place I can fully get ready in the mornings, I hate not brushing my teeth because my dad took away my morning bathroom privilages . I hope to god I dont run into my dad while I head over to the library now.

Hiii!! Im new here on firendproject or technically im not XD my old account got deleted because i was inactive for too long lol lol. But now im back and really happy about it too!! :D  

this is so awesome !@!!! 

my whole life i have tried to detach my looks from my worth. being latina but not looking like the other latinas around me made me extremely insecure. i spent my whole life comparing myself, until last march i decided i was on a journey of breaking this unhealthy habit. my hair was what made me feel beautiful, i felt most beautiful when my long hair covered my face and flowed freely. so i chopped it off. suddenly all of these insecurities i faced before cutting my hair slapped me in the face. people in fact care about how you look, suddenly you become unapproachable. everything i feared would happen, everything i convicned myself was just some stupid irrational fear came true. though i cant say my relationship with the way i look has improved at all, i can confirm that people are superficial and have always been. i am currently growing my hair out because i guess deep down im a people pleaser.

I hate when others bring up my past cause I know I didsome dumb stuff and ofc I didn't now anything Yk I didn't have an adult to talk to so when other adults talk to me I get bad anxiety or I start to breakdown a lot of people ik irl they now I will start to breakdown cause I get so nervous so when others bring up my past I start to cry 

herez how u change the online now icon on ur profile ! note: after adding the code, ur new icon will show up in place of the default 1, including whenever ur online, or any1 in ur top 8 r online 2 !!just for reference, herez what the original online icon lookz like:and herez what my current icon lookz like: 1. make sure u have the icon u want 2 add. if u dont already have 1, u can look through glittergraphics.com or pimpmyprofile.com & find 1 u like. 2. copy & paste the following code into ur 'like to meet' section:<style>.msOnlineNow img {visibility: hidden;}.msOnlineNow {background-repeat: no-repeat;background-image: url('PUT URL HERE');background-repeat: no-repeat;z-index: 2;height:20px;display: inline-block;}</style> <br>3. right click on the icon u want 2 add, then click 'copy image adress'. paste it where the code above says 'put url here', save ur changez, then ur done !!!leave a comment or IM me if u need help / have any questionz ! :D

So my dad had forbidden me from using my chromebook for entertainment purposes. You know the same chromebook but I watch movies on so I can forget how crazy my life is. Now the the only time I can use my chrome freely is when I wake up really early in the mornings so I could use it for a couple hours before he wakes up or when he is not home. My mom clearly doesn't have a problem with it so I dont get why he does. On saturday, January 8, I was watching a tv show on my chrome and my dad asked me "what I was doing on my laptop." I told him the truth and he went ballistic (angry) on me. To the point he THREW what he was planning on eating to the wall next, I  also had some foods peices on my bad too but not alot. He mde me clean up his own mess, and He also threatned to slap me. Im so tired of this family I really am tired. I noticed around that they are planning to kick me out and give me a lot of money so I can survive on my own. So now I have to find creative ways to use this chrome. But I also feel this will be good for me because this summer I am not going to have any tachnology to use. I plan to be workin all summer long to save up money to buy my own phone and new school supplies I'll need during the school year. My parents wont care for me and dad even said it himself. "YOU THINK IM GOING TO CARE FOR YOU!" - said my father

i was right about each year getting worse for me. i can myself and my mental health getting worse, i am slowly rotting from the inside. i have not been myself much lately either, but i'm trying to cover that up. i'm saying that i'm fine and alright to everyone, but i am crying and screaming for help, i am suffering and i do not know how much longer i have left. my brain is eating away at me and soon there will be nothing left. i never even thought that id make it this far. sometimes i feel like i was never ment to have a future, i am destined to meet my end soon. i will be suprised if i make it to 18 or past that. i never planned to have a life or make one. but now i suprisingly can imagine a future for myself, i can imagine it because of my boyfriend and him being in said future with me. he's all that i have left. he's been holding me together through what ive been going through, id never ask for anyone else, even though i don't tell him much about my struggles. i just don't want to worry or upset him.i just wish the pain would stop. ive been having suicidal thoughts and thoughts of self harming just to escape, but i haven't acted upon them. i promised him i wouldn't, and i'm going to keep that promise forever. ill get out all my thoughts and feelings here instead. i need help but i feel like i am beyond repair. i know that there are people willing to help me, but am i willing to help myself ? i honestly wouldn't know, ive reached a place where im stuck in the middle between both life and death. although, sometimes i do feel like i am already dead. but death will never come for me because i promised. but sometimes i can feel death's stare, it watches and it waits til time is up, til i no longer can handle life no more. til i fall. the years, months and days counting down. the clock is ticking for me, but i never know when it will stop. i don't know wether to hope it keeps ticking or hope that it stops one day. sometimes i am in heaven, sometimes i am in hell.

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Growing up without a dad was hard asf, I been with my dad since I was born but when I turn 8 we moved away from my dad cause he has some serious anger issues he would come drunk. I only spoken with him twice each year he lied to me a lot. Then he tells me I been so bad or rebellious like he isn't the one to speak cause he wasn't there for me my whole teenage years so yea I hate him so much im glad my mom is there for me since im turning 18this year 

first blog, i honestly dont know what tf to write but its wtv. Me and my bf have been dating for a little more then a month now and im truly greatful for him. i honestly hope we last forever but im quite sure that isnt gonna happen. young love hurts and never last, he isnt my first love but hes the love that make the ithers irrelavent. we talk things out and spend as much time as we can w eachother. i dont think well last forever but i hope we do. i do think we will last a very very very long and wonderful time together. 

That wasn't I was made for loving you KISSband groupthe astrazenca one have you had any side effects or is it the masking wearing, or stress or both maybe its not the vaccines i looked up 4 of the vaccines nothing bad in them.March 2022 Rock the Nation Song 2004 to be relasedmy dad says that there something that will make the blood flow through the body from heart a heart from the heart??? and also i think there may be brain surgery to form capillaries if the brain isnt making new veins. I authorisized possible future surgery.  F KISS they want fans to hate them Pre Orders from KISS should be outlawed cause they don;'t send the people's orders.