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I'm back after a long while, this year has been insane, awful and good all at the same time, I've made new friends,lost friends, lost pets, lost opertunities, gotten new pets, I'm 17 and a half now, thats insane and scary, I really dont love the idea of turning 18, I'm so behind on school I'm going to have to work super hard if I want to get my GED, I'm really restless about that tonight.My parents are buying me a car soon, one thats much more expensive than I ever expected, a red 2010 Subaru Forester with a moon roof, I'm really exited and I hope I can get my license soon, all I want is a bit more freedom. I met a girl on Yubo and we've been talking for a couple weeks and I really like her, she lives about an hour away but she can drive to come visit, i hope that happens soon.I really need to get more motivated I need to get my life on the right track and fast or else I'm scared for myself.thats all I have the energy to say. 

i feel like im going insane like no one ever listens to me anymore or pretends like i dont exist its driving me up the f***ing wall i cant anymore♥

LOL, Tomorrow I have a chemistry exam and I didn´t do any homework hahahaha, I have the feeling that I am going to fail and my mother is going to scold me

i think ima fail school dam i cant pass math class

ive ended up with a lot of these over the years!! can you guess which ones the oldest???

dude this sh!t sucksssss i hate L.Ai swear that the teahcer just wants us to like not like the class on purpose because i really dont like it lol 

"True Love Will Find You in The End" - I hope, Daniel. 

I am beginning to write in the celestial alphabet. 

I read more into liminality, I appreciate the ambiguous atmosphere greatly. I learned of the Atlas Personality, which is something i see within my self, for long have I carried the weight of the world on my shoulders. I learned of ephemerality, which led me to the conclusion that particular beings once in my life were, ephemeral. I watched Monterey Bay Aquarium (per usual) - the blanket octopus is beautiful! Sea angels are my favorite. 

Sava is a beautiful being, I wish kindness and love within her life. 

dude why tf is my language arts teacher so annoying??and like why did my friend havea full on argument with this one dude over why the 97% is not something to joe about? this stupid school :/

I wil save for the sky-blue Impalas (cute!) I am going to blade to the melodies, with the ocean in view, and time all to myself. 

I need someone to tell me why all the people here is so beautiful and look like gods, anyway, i think i fell in love, LMAO ♥

Doing this 4 a school project!!! Yall are welcome to addme though :)

 I spent time, translating my thoughts through poetry, thoughts of who I am, thoughts of the night sky. I listened to Mixing Colors, again - Deep Saffron, Celeste and Cerulean Blue instantaneously became my favorites within the album. I hope to learn the violin when I have the wherewithal, in the meantime I will begin to learn the piano. Up to this time I am learning Russian, ochen' akkuratnyy :)