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So im kinda new here..! Just wanted some friends :)

ok so because of corona we had to do our therapy thing over zoom. it was our last week and the people in the group were pretty cool. so i ask in the chat if anyone wants to make a gc and everyone says yes. but then evil therapist says we're not allowed to socialize (it's such a dumb rule, they're literally encouraging us to make friends-) and turns off the chat. then, i did the ballsiest thing i've ever done and renamed myself to "(email). hmu lol". and then evil a**hole therapist changed my name back but everyone saw before he did and everyone emailed me and we all made an insta chat. the end lol

hello hello! as u may see, i'm new here! feel free to send me a friend request or stuff, i love meeting new people.remember u r beautiful hun, keep ur head up ♥

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life is like rain it never stops :/

i want dino nuggets

everyone is pissing me off rn. i like when im like this though cause im in my prettiest state, idk why. ive got my eyeliner on and i feel swag

i sometimes feel disconnected to reality, as if everything is a dream and i'm not real, nothing is real. during times like these i feel  almost emotionally numb  and have trouble functioning or communicating. it's strange, it's been happening for a while now but recently it's been getting quite worse. i don't mind it at all unless it is interfering with me doing something that is quite important like school work or such. reality itself feels as if it was altered or if something was wrong or out of place in such. my mind feels blurry during these times and i tend to not remember what has happened during this disconnection as if i had woken up from a dream, only remembering few things but the things i do remember, they don't feel like real memories to me.it happens at completely random times, an example would be that today i was at a furniture store and it had happened there or it just happens when i begin to feel sad or begin to think of something i didn't want to think about. i don't quite know what causes this at all, it's all so strange to me, the feelings and what goes on and how everything just gets so foggy.maybe i'd enjoy if this would stop happening, i'm not sure. i don't feel anything when it goes on so i don't really know how to feel about it. i don't mind it. but like i said before, sometimes when i'm doing something important i can't really remember things that had happened when this disconnection is going on with me and when it's done it can be quite frustrating to me that i can't remember much that i was doing.i also sometimes get weird thoughts during these times. i have listed some re-occurring ones down below.- "nothing is real"- "i should die right now" / "i deserve to die"- "i could be actually dreaming right now and i just cause myself to suffer"- "i deserve everything that's happened to me"the thoughts are strange because there's no emotion attached to them when i say these things to myself in my thoughts, i just do. i do wonder if it is my subconscious thoughts and thinking coming out because of the disconnection.

i hav so many missing assignments </3

Hi my friends!I'm LIVING THE DREAMaka living in 2008 when this was MySpace and popularbefore facebookbefore twitterbefore insteagrambefore snapchatthis was the stepping stone into social media madness SOwelcome to my quarter life crisisxoxo Cas

I'm a funny lil bastard hehe

hay besties!

ughhh school is such a pain ! like I'm ready for summer to be here...this summer is going to be me having fun and being free. I probaly will get in trouble tho..... oh well its worth it cause 2020 up till now has been so boring and dreadfull tbh. and yess I know covid is still going on I'm still going to wear my mask of couse I'm just going to be more social . what do you I should do the first day of summer ?

   I don't really understand what's going on with my parents but my mom is crying for some reason. My dad is in Illinois right now so he could find a new place for us to live. I'm glad because I hate small cities, I love big cities like Cali, NYC, Illinois, etc. But anyways my mom is crying while talking to my dad on the phone. She keeps repeating the same word "gene" or "jean" Either way she's crying. My 2 guesses are why she's crying from my knowledge is that my dad stole my mom's money or my dad cheated on her. Right now I'm believing is that my dad stole from her. They're on the phone right now. UGH I hate my parents they always fight and they still believe that they're meant for each other JUST DIVORCE! As much as I want them to divorce, but they're the only people who understand each other.

been wanting to get more tattoos for awhile now, but allas jess is still broke. hopefully my mom gives me my stimulus money this time instead of wasting it all in a month. like if it's my money at least let me do that yk? anyway, whenever i find myself drifting off in a daydream i always think about what i wanna do with my room. i still have so many plans for it (just like my tats) and i can't wait for the days where i can start making those images a reality. don't get me wrong i love piecing my room together little by little and see the progress, but as we all know by now patience is my worst virture. i need to enter one of those room makeover sweepstakes or something. do they still make those? nevertheless, maybe in another post i'll go into detail about my plans, but i don't want any of ya'll stealing my ideas smh. im just kidding no one reads these. maybe that's for the best. ok im gonna go fantasize/get jealous over my pintrest board now. peace.