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mediocre day
Current mood:
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Day 3: It's a late post because I forgot but whoops oh well. Today wasn't as bad or lonely and I figured out why I've been extra sad and angry. It's that time of the month lol. Anyway today was better and i didn't fight with my parents that much. A friend fell through on her promise again which is fine i don't care too much. I watched a lot of Harry Styles tiktoks and clips. He really is like a perfect human. He has a sense of humor, is kind, talented. idrk and also he's british. I feel like british people are just like better in general or like people with accents. Because for people with american accents at least, american accents are normal. and so they're not as special speaking wise. I mean like accents just make everything a person says 10x better. Like harry niall or robert irwin lol. once i spent a day talking in an australian accent and then it felt weird to hear an american accent. It was like a little dip into an aussies point of view. the prime minister of new zealand is a badass boss. shes honestly one of the best people on this planet. she gets things done and isn't stuck up and isn't annoying AND isn't racist like some leaders... so all in all today was a pretty good day. but my mood was blank because the six day search for Naya Rivera, who played Santana (arguably the best character) on Glee's, body has seemingly been concluded. They found a body today at lake piru. today is also the 7 year mark or anniversary of cory monteith's passing. that seems a little odd that she was found on this day. Also her son got back into the boat at only age 4 and naya was a very good swimmer so the whole situation is really odd. I feel like a four year old wouldn't be able to get themselves into a boat from a lake without assistance. So i feel it was maybe a dangerous situation and naya quickly put her son back into the boat and then something happened from there. hopefully the autopsy reveals answers. It's just so sad. 2020 has been such a rough year. In some ways change is being brought about though, which is phenomanal (im not sure how you spell tht lol) but corona is just really taking a massive toll on america and we are only getting worse. I firmly believe that we will not get anywhere with the type of leadership we have as well as the decisions being made right now. Hopefully progress will be made. One of my dreams is to go on tour and do concerts. That would be so special for me. I think that would be the thing that would make me the happiest. But i don't know if people will ever be able to tour again, or at least the way they have in the past. obviously this will come and go in waves like the flu it's just dependent on when scientists find a vaccine. I believe they have some ideas that they are testing but right now it is heartbreaking to see people die from this virus. Like Nick Cordero. He lost his life recently after a very long battle with this virus. he seemed to be making progress but unfortunately passed after his body was just to weak. It also is infuriating to see people refusing to wear masks and calling this virus a hoax. I feel that if they experienced it first hand maybe that would change there mind but i think they are truly karens. Im putting that in the funniest way i can. bring some light and humor to the situation. I think that's enough for tonight.
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sad, concert, one direction, harry styles, naya rivera, glee, corona
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