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I bleached my hair again, Im also back at school! There's this guy im crushing on too lolz. 

Does anyone feel like they don't add anything to society? Like if I left no one would care...

Hello! Welcome to my Blog. A Blag is like a journal but it is on the internet. Ooh my god I just wrote Blag instead of Blog. SO funny! XDThat's an emoticon. It's like when you make a face out of letters. I know a bunch of them. :) 8P %( Stuff like that.Ok thanks for reading my blog. TTYL (that means ta ta for now).

my life is ass lately................................... i only have 3 weeks til classes are over so im trying to survive. last week was supposed to be the deadline for a big thing im doing, but it got f***ed and moved to this week.. im just like ugh f***, i rly wish i couldve been done with it

     My dad was still so young! He passed away through the night. I don't know anything much more than that at the moment. This week is going to be hard. We had a relationship that was up and down. We fought with each other. But we were repairing our relationship! We were on a good path, so I don't have any regrets. He was involving me in his new shop he reopened and sharing pictures of the cars he was working on. He told me of all the surgeries he was going thru and updating me on how he was doing. I had just talked to my step mom asking about him the day before he passed and he was doing ok. He was in a lot of pain though.      I just got off the phone with my step mom and she wants to get an autopsy done to see if his death was related to the surgery he just had, and whether the surgery resulted in a blot clot that moved to his brain, but she can't afford it. I have made calls to as many people as I could. I tried finding my uncle Mike, and I think I did. Found a phone number and called, in which his voicemail had his voice saying his name. I didn't leave a voicemail though, I just text him saying who I was and to either call me back or my step mom.     My dad was a good man! He had his issues, but who doesn't. He was a damn good father! The one thing I keep telling myself right now is how he is in heaven with Kyra Jade, my daughter that passed away! And with his dad who passed away a few months ago as well. So, Kyra Jade has a nana (my hubbie's mom), grandpa Z (my dad), great grandpa Z (my grandpa), a kick as great aunt (my aunt Nancy), and a cool uncle (Ryan's brother). All lost this year.      I am tired!

day 27: the legend of spider forest/spiders venom/venomdir peter sykes7/10 available free hereoh to be a hapless sexy photographer who f***s a forest godesss.. this movie honestly has some of the coolest imagry ive ever seen, every shot is like a perfect painting, it really brings out the beauty of its natural setting (also the wiki summary may mislead u into thinking the main character is a n4z1 hes not!! it put me off from watching the film but the villains r the n4z1s n i dont think theres any n4z1 symbols)

day 26: the last house on massacre street/the house that cried murder/the bridedir jean-marie pelisse7/10available free herei just think its neat! its basically just a bitch x wife haunting her a**hole ex husband. some cool costumes n cool shots n some of the dream sequences were actually kinda nightmarish and terrifying (tho the blurry quality n sh*t sound helps the scares seem more surreal) but this movies best played in the background while yr doin some other sh*t 

today was really nice. we talked for like 30 mins in the morning before maggie went on a drive with their family. it seemed like she had fun, but they were annoying them in the beginning cus they were talking. after a while, we went and shopped for stuff on aliexpress. we found some cool stuff and maggie showed me some outfits.  she made a wishlist too. i wanna get them everything on it. maggie would look so cute in some of the things thats in their wishlist. she told me funny stories about how her mom used to punish them. they told me about some cute things that they like/get urges to do when they walk next to someone. i hope maggie does it(especially dig their nails into my arm) to me lol its so cute. we played some cod. that was really fun, but i fell asleep for a sec right before we started playing lol. later, they told me really funny stories about highschool. about their friends, and the school, and stuff like that. maggies a really good storyteller. they got sleepy though at like 11 which is really cute. i got to hear maggie snore:)) it was so so adorable

day 25: thoroughbredsdir corey finley9/10available free on seriesonline.iothe inherit homoerotiocism of wiping blood on your best friends cheek and laying on her lap n holding her hand while u frame her for murder

(poster by matt talbot)day 24: jennifers bodydir karyn kusama11/10available free on seriesonline.io. yeah ig u could say i like this movie a regular amount. anway jennfier check can jennifer body check me into the next universe

day 21, 22, 23: cheerleader compi decided just to put all the cheerleader movies into one post, so if u like jugs and butts and bugs and cuts, these r the flicks 4 u (forewarning: all films are high camp, so if you’re looking for some psycho thriller you can look somewhere else)satan’s cheerleadersdir greydon clark4/10available free here shot, directed, and acted like a porno, this flick is about a cheerleader-turned-demon who uses her newfound power to save her friends from a satanic cult and win football games. and somehow it’s still  boring. it’s mindless, but the characters (though without much or any personality) are fun, and near the end it gets interesting. it’s basically a bunch of dumb hot chicks running around for an hour, as this move has absolutely no gore (excusing 3 seconds of footage at the end) and no apperence of the prince of darkness himself. i wish they showed more of the end, where it was just a cheer squad spreading pep with the power of the devil on their side.  it was overall a fun watch, but not very fast paced or meaty in structure or in corpses.  all cheerleaders die dir lucky mckee n chris sivertson7/10available on seriesonline.io lesbian dyke drama and jock murder. the gore is so bad it’s good and the story is full of dumb humour and gossip. i mean, who hasn’t revived their ex girlfriends corpse accidentally setting off a chain of events that causes her to crave human flesh?  cheerleader campdir john quinn8/10available free here this movie is funny, gorey, and well, camp! it’s my fav out of the three, and it’s a trashy 80s classic. totally recommend for any cringe binge, this movie is a miracle in that its a B movie that never drags, and the cinematography is actually, like, pretty good. the ending is fine, but let’s be honest, no one goes to these things for the plot. it’s fun, it’s sexy, and it contains knock out lines like “that judge in the orange skirt... Make yer pee pee harder than a ten pound bag a' nickel jawbreakers, you know what I mean?”

its Halloween i have decided that I want to stay in tn which is strange, but I honestly feel like poopoo and don't want to go out and I just feel like if I do something bad will happen to me idk. i just have a strange feeling about tn and I hope my friends are all safe if they do decide to go out.              update about my life is I'm currently talking to this girl. i like her shes so funny and adorable. i hope I don't mess things up with her as I always tend to do with literally anyone else that shows a small interest in me. she tends to do this thing where she doesn't text me during the weekends which I find odd but shes just perhaps busy             umh well anyways I still don't know how this site works and iim now wondering if once I post this, will people in the public see this?? if you can and are reading this umh well sorry????! I'm honestly taking these "blogs" as an excuse to rant so don't mind me!!! also have a wonderful day and hope ur Halloween was good! also follow me!! i dont have friends on here lmaoo. talk to me too =)  

It's Halloween! My favourite holiday! I didn't get to do my usual yearly stuff, obviously. I watched Halloween movies and ate a bunch of candy though. I saw the endings of The Corpse Bride and The Addams Family, and watched all of The Addams Family Values and Halloween (the 2018 one). I f***ing love the addams family movies, there's nothing better.I didn't wear a costume this year because I'm not going out, but I'm thinking of recreating some old halloween costumes. 

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today was nice. we talked for like an hour in the morning, and then we texted. we watched sesame street. that was really fun, i didnt watch it(Or a lot of shows) when i was a kid, and maggie couldnt believe it lol. give me mud is a really good song. we talked about pokemon and our favorites for a little bit too. maggies favorite pokemon is haunter, which is a really good choice! i talked about how i used to play the card game and she called me a nerd lmao. she laughed when i told her i like(mostly used to) judge shows. then we talked about joe luis. she had a cousin who went on it. then we ate dinner together and watched some baskets. thats really fun. eating dinner with maggie is so nice. we talked about maggies emptiness. it made me sad to hear what they have to go though. i try to be there as much as i can but idk i wish there was more i can do. thinking about maggies death makes me feel really bad. this entrys written pretty poorly cus i dont feel great rn. sorry :/