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oh hi there! who are you? what makes you tick? oh wow! me too!! we’re f***ed up in all the same ways. isn’t this romantic? let’s make out!! oh wait, nevermind. we’re still in love though, right? okay, good. i love you. i love you. i love you. wait, no. let’s break up. but we’re still best friends. we’re opposites!! but we’re exactly the same. that’s f***ing weird isn’t it? you can have my jewelry if you’ll teach me how to act like a real boy. but i’m not a real boy, and you’re not a real girl. (am i? are you? why is this so difficult?) don’t tell me to do that. i don’t want to do that. can we pretend everything’s normal? i wish i could love you. no. no. no. i take it back. don’t f***ing touch me. i said don’t f***ing touch me!!!! i can’t keep doing this. go away. i need you. i don’t want you in my life. you shaped me. you f***ing hurt me. everything i love about myself is because of you. (everything i hate about myself is because of you.) i need you. i need you. i need you. i need you.   [Message not delivered. This person has blocked you.]   i miss you. (i’m so glad you’re gone.)

I hate having to cheat, especially on my science. If I don't start getting this sh*t now I can say goodbye to high school because we have this science interim (a practice STARR test) NEXT WEEK! I just know I'm going to sink and fail. I  just wish I was as smart as the other kids. They get things so fast and I'm just like 5 steps behind. I HATE MYSELF!  - Imma start correcting my time on this thing.

the myspace about me survey TELL US ABOUT YOURSELFname: lakenickname: ......lakehow old are you: 14 as of writing this hiiii 20 year old future me!zodiac sign: cancer sun cancer moon and virgo risingcurrent location: dumpstereye color: green hair color: washed out black cuz my dye is coming ouutttthair type: straighthieght: 5'5 your heritage: im white whats a heritagewhat's your middle name: guinevereshoes you wore today: just socks and legwarmers.. didnt rly leave the house lawlyour weakness: cute girlsyour fear: needles.........uh thats it have you ever ridden a mechanical bull: nodo you want to: sure why notgoal you would like to achieve this year: making some new friends and getting my drivers permit and hanging out with them first thought when you wake up: need 2 make my bedbest physical feature: my eyeswho is your bestest friend: mmmmmmmmmmm. maybe fifi when is your bedtime: 2 am. or 10 pmyour most cherished memory: idk.pepsi or coke: coke but DIET onlymc dondalds or burgerking: mcdondalds ftwsingle or group dates: both sound funwhat is the last song you sang: i want you by mitskidoes playing the guitar make a person more attractive: hm . i play the bass so yes. what is your biggest pet peeve: people who copy everything i dodo you drink: .ever been drunk: .do you smoke: .do you "SMOKE": ...................not allowed to answer these for legal reasonsdo you sing: yeswhat color underwear do you have on: black .?do you want to go to college: very muchhave you ever been in love: i dont know i guess i still amdo you wnat to get married: if i find a girl i likedo you believe in yourself: yes!do you believe in others: yes :) everyone has some good in them tht just wont come out yetdo you like thunderstorms: if they dont shake my house @.@do you play an instrument: the bass.... kinda trying 2 play piano too but i suxwhat do you want to be when you grow up: lawyer or singerwhat country would you like to visit: greece or italy ^.^how many CD's do you own: 4. wolf by tyler the creator black parade by my chemical romance loveless by mbv and american idiot by green dayhow many DVD's do you own: uh. idk we have a whole case full of dvds from like 2008how many tattoo's do you have: 1 little one tht u can barely seehow many piercings do yo have: 0 :(how many things in the past do you regeret: Not a lot because i am learningFAVORITESshoes: newrocks.. am saving upradio station: the rock 1 orr the classic r&b onedrink: french vanilla cappuchino or sweet teacar: 91 corvette or a crown victoria TBHTBHplace: hmmm i guess home with my pets.song: fireworks by animal collective or we laugh indoors by death cab for cutie (my mom named me after this song lol)movie: ginger snapscolor: pale yellowish green..............n white..... and very very pale blue like 2 the point that is almost whitemeal: crunchy roll sushi and lo mein ^.^IN A GUY/GIRL (lezbo edition)favorite eye color: brownfavorite hair color: dark colorsshort or long hair: idm as long as she likes it ^.^height: umm preferably taller than me but idkbody type: well we are all flesh sacks if you think about it so does it matter.does ethnicity matter: no............?piercings: as long as they arent liek.. infectedtattoos:: sure y notRIGHT NOWwhat is todays date: march 2ndwhat time is it: 10:44pmwho are you thinking of: the same person ive been thinking about for months MAKE IT STOP!!!what are you listening to: prisoner of mars by stereolabdo you love someone: Yup.do you know where your mechanical bull is: suredoes someone love you: NO but i make them happy so idc.is it raining: yeshow many myspace friends do you have: like 30 or 40 idkare you happy: getting there!RIGHT NOW, YOU ARE FINISHED W/ THIS SURVEY

stressing OUT with my contacting box.... ill do it tomorrow

so basically all scene, emo, bimbos, and everyone else add me because i like... love yall style

school is stressful and the system is unreal

anyone want to be friends :p

everyday i wake up exhaustedfall asleep involuntarily exhaustednod out while trying to drink coffee exhaustedand in painand thenby the time i havepain toleranceenergyanda sense of okaynessits time to go to bed

Waking up is the first step in the process of my decomposition,  and broad daylight is the most gracious host to recurring nightmares. It’s all in my head It’s all in my head It’s all in my head.  (There’s nothing f***ing wrong with me.) Words mold beneath my skin, threatening to eat through my flesh, down to my bones. (Nobody seems to notice the stench of rotting meat.) It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head. (Don’t tell me there’s something wrong with me. I don’t want your f***ing pity.) In my mind, a blight of locusts lays waste  To my passion,  My resilience.  It’s unclear if the crops will grow back. (Why is everything so loud?) It’s all in my head.  It’s all in my head.  (I’m so f***ing weak.) Intrusive thoughts, obtrusive feelings, pile up, Choking me, drowning me, as my lungs fill with polluted water.  (Nobody seems to hear my hacking and coughing.) It’s all in my head. It’s all in my head (Why can’t I f***ing do anything? I need to do something.) The evening brings with it a false expectation of regeneration. With torpor quickly approaching, my final thought makes itself known.  Prometheus - his perpetual torment, chained upon a mountain to waste away.  Sleep engulfs this brain. This prison. My judge.  My jury.  (My executioner?) Enough is enough.  Enough is enough.  (Enough is enough.) It’s all in my head.  There’s nothing wrong.  (There’s something wrong.)  

this bitch single tho

hey new friends :) im still putting my account together and i dont have any pics of me on my computer yet

Let's be honest school sucks online it feels more optional and were all just passing because they don't want to teach us again. anywyas its cold here but yeah this is my first blog kinda reminds me of "the slap" from victorious lol.

there is this boy i met at the [REDACTED] and his name is [REDACTED] and omg i think he is so swag and so cool, he literally spoke so little but when we talked we would talk about some fun stuff like relationships and mental illnesses, always a fun time. He even laughed at my jokes and idk if thats cuz he was scared about me biting his nose off or because im just so charismatic and funny and amazing and a total catch. Moral of the story i got his instagram but he is still in the [REDACTED] and i have to wait for my prince charming but at the end of the day...

WT Social blocking my ip and wikipedia stinks sucks. twitter suspended my accounts later when one number or one account for that matter was suspended permantly later did they enforce if you try to use twitter your evading suspension this is worse then grade school detention its like suspending peoples from school or expelling them yet not even the emails to jack have not for instance it says Numbers still in use was using my parents#'s....

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