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I just discovered this website through Tiktok... looks pretty cool. I'm just here to make friends before I go to college this fall. I'm also a minor so chill. Idk what else to put haha. ❤️

ohhhhh I got this weird game where you smash rats and I've been playing it in between school work. It's so weird. no idea what I'm sposed to do. Was on face time with Ly the other night and neither of us could figure it out, but it seems fun.

I feel alive for the first time ever, and it's terrifying. I've never really been fully here; my mind was always set to a steady null, but now it's awake and I don't know what to do with all this feeling. It should be amazing, but honestly it's horrible. I'm happy I can feel I just wish feeling wasn't so hard.I feel like I should be more, do more, as though if I was just slightly more I could be something so brillaint. I could be so much more than i am, but instead i'm just me and I have to deal with this intolerable amount of emotion and there are days where i wish I didn't feel anything again. You can't be a let down if you feel nothing at all.I'm better now though. my stress and sadness means I'm better. I wish healing was easier though. 

maggie was drawing for a while in the morning. they say theyre gonna show me what theyre doing in a bit, and ik itll be awesome:) we talked a lot about thoughts, and little stuff, and our future. i wish there was more i could do because it seems like a lot/confusing for maggie do have to deal with. i think once were married maggie will have the space to work through more stuff, and maybe itll be helpful:)

it was really nice hearing maggie snore n stuff last night:) i went to the doctor today and i took pictures and maggie says i looked cute:) i went to the cool deli too so i had good stuff:) maggie told me about their dream about eating meat, and we talked more about my mom n stuff. i helped them with the shipping stuff later too! their earrings are super cool n i wish i could wear em :/ maggie felt bad this evening, and we talked about how weird i am. they played some ranked for a bit, and their games went well. i took some pictures of myself for maggie cus i thought i looked nice:) n maggie says i did. that made me feel really nice:) we listened to music together which was so much fun:) we hadnt done it in a while n i really missed it. 

I'm going to go on a tangent here, im startig a new school program and i whant to take french but my step mom just kept saying how stupid it was of me to choose it. It made me feel like sh*t for not picking french and it sucks having say how stupid you are when you trying something that i whant to do to make my school life a bit more barable. 

hehehe lolz im regressin into 2009 cuz i wanna distract myself from my current existence XPPPPwho else is dying cuz of the dreamSMP lore? i just want want Jschlatt back :///

M tellin m irl frens about m neopronouns owo; wish me luck guys 

Haihai!!! I'm tryin dis blog thingy out :]if ur seein dis then haihai!!! I'm Deo an m lookin for frens.uhmmmmmmmmmm should prob put more here owoi really luuuuv lookin at glitchcore stufs is pretty poggers. if i look at them too long they hurt my eyes but i still like em ovo

i was supposed to do my work today but feel so unmotivated i have TWO essays one is past due and one is due tonight & i haven't started either one i will do everything under the sun before i write these essays idk why but that's the only thing on my mind the rest of my day has been uneventful

im chilling like a villain! but for real tho, anyone up for minecraft?? 

hi guys milk here  i opened up to my parents for the first time and it ended up with them telling me to suck it up and i actually opened up ab how idk what my religion is (theyre very catholic) and they are forcing me to become catholic lol i literally do not want to be forced into a religion wtf 

I'm dreaming a dream A dream of joy A dream of peace A dream of war now decease A dream of a world now together A dream of everyone caring for one another   I'm dreaming a dream A dream of hope A dream of love A dream of it coming from up above A dream of it flowing in every heart A dream hate long depart   I'm dreaming a dream A dream of laughter A dream of celebration A dream of determination To never have another war A dream to no longer settle the score   I dreamt a dream Oh no, Back to war By Daniel McGuire

I just got back from indiana and now im off to ohio this werekedn hopefully things go better this time 

Look at the boy LOOK HJFUTDUFVUKFYU oh a good day to find nice pictures