01/03/2012 02: AM  Total Bullshit I hate how the people around me that claim they know me very well don't even have a clue about me or anything about my life. Why do those people expect me to be their little princess or angel ? Can't they see that I am all grown up ? A lot of things have changed  about me and my life since my childhood. They all just assume that I will go back to being the same girl I once was. Well they are wrong !!! I know that I'm a beautiful and smart girl. So I'm just going to keep on living my life how I want to live it. No longer will I put up with how others expect me to be because that is in fact TOTAL BULLSHIT !!!!! I love my life just the way it is and wouldn't change anything about it for anything in the world !!! 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  A Poem I Wrote For My Grandmother (Mom~Mom) Inspired By My Uncle Rich " Time To Let Go " I've spent oh so many years in mourning over your death. Waking up each day in tears wishing to have you back by my side again. Remembering all of the times that we have spent together is truly heart warming. The time has come to let go. I can't spend the rest of my life holding onto something that happened so many years ago. I love you, I will always love you! I just can't keep letting your death weigh me down. True, growing up without you was never easy for me. However, I always knew that you would be with me in spirit. You have always been there for me and for that I'm truly greatful ! The time has come to let go. I have to move on with my life. Time to stop dwelling in the past. There's no need to hold onto something that's going to continue to hurt me. Tears may still flow down my face but that's only because I miss you so much. When you come to me in my dreams to talk to me, that always puts a smile on my face. You're still one of my best friends in the world. The time has come to let go. I still find it hard to believe that you have been taken away from me all those years ago. I just can't live that day anymore. I must move on. You are still my heart and soul. I love you more than life itself. I'm always thinking about you because you truly mean the world to me. The time has come to let go. While it is great to remember all of the great times with you, I need to stop thinking about and mourning over your death...It just weighs me down. Although you may not be here physically, I know in my heart that you're always going to be with me spiritually. That guiding force I have felt and continue to feel to this day has been you all along. You are my lucky angel. The time has come to let go. That day in the past may still haunt me but, I must let go. If I keep mourning over your death, I will never be able to move on with my life. From this moment on when I think about you, it will be with my heart not my mind. As long as you are in my heart your memory will never die. I know now that you will never leave me. The time has come to let go. I know you would want me to move on with my life and not let your death weigh me down. For you I will move on and live my life to the fullest. Thankyou for everything you've done for me. I love you very much ! 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  TNA Wrestling in Philly at the ECW arena on 9-24-2010 ( written on Oct 27, 2010 )   Last month on the 24th I attended my very first ever TNA event. The show was amazing ! I got to meet Jeff Hardy,Don West, Mick Foley, Tommy Dreamer, RVD, The Pope, Rhino and Tara. I kissed Jeff Hardy, RVD and Tommy Dreamer on thier cheecks. Got my piture taken with Jeff Hardy, Tommy Dreamer and RVD. I got autographs from Jeff Hardy, Tommy Dreamer, Rhino, Mick Foley, Tara, The Pope and Don West. I gave Jeff a fan sign that I made for him. I also congratulated Jeff on him and Beth's baby he smiled at me and said " Thankyou ! ". I told Tommy Dreamer that he looks way more better looking in person than he does on tv he said " Thankyou " . Oh I hugged Tara, Mick Foley, RVD and Tommy Dreamer. I shook Mick Foley's and Tara's hand. All the people I met were extremely nice! I had so much fun at the show and I can't wait until TNA comes back to Philly. This was the 2nd time I been to the ECW arena. The 1st time I was at the ECW arena was on 7-10-2010 for Acid Fest. 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  My First HIM Concert In Philly On 3-26-2010 ( written on Mar 27, 2010 )   Before HIM came on stage, there were 3 bands that were on before them...Bands that I never even heard of before. The only one of those opening acts ( Bands ) that caught my attention was the band Dommin. It was a whole hour and a half before HIM even came on. When HIM finally came on, I was shouting and cheering for joy and when Ville came on stage after Gas, Mige,Linde and Burton did, everyone including me went absolutely crazy! seeing my #1 favorite music group of all time in concert really made me extremely happy! They all looked so good in person, especially Ville...He is definately a major hottie! I really enjoyed everything about the HIM concert. It was so much fun! And Ville was so funny! HIM did take a short break.While they were taken thier break everyone again including me were chanting for them to come back out to sing 1 more song ( lucky us they sang 2 more songs ). But before they came back on after thier break Bam Margera made a small appearance which was a HUGE shock to me !  This Concert was so AWESOME! I am so happy that I went to this concert, HIM totally rocks and I hope to see them in person again very soon! Songs HIM Played at the Concert __________________________________ 1) St.Valentine 2) Heartkiller 3) Rip Out The Wings Of A Butterfly 4) Your Sweet 666 5) Right Here In My Arms 6) Poison Girl 7) Join Me In Death 8) Wicked Game 9) Scared To Death 10) Kiss Of Dawn 11) Disarm Me 12) Funeral Of Hearts 13) Love The Hardest Way 14) When Love And Death Embrace 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  WWE RAW House Show In Philly On 2-14-2010 (written on Feb 16, 2010 ) Wrestlers and Divas at the show:   1) Triple H   2) Shawn Michaels   3) Cody Rhodes   4) Ted Dibiase Jr.   5) Randy Orton   6) Kofi Kingston   7) Jack Swagger   8) Mark Henry   9) Chavo Guerrero   10) Evan Bourne   11) Carlito   12) MVP   13) The Miz   14) Hornswoggle   15) Chris Masters   16) John Cena   17) Sheamus   18) Kelly Kelly   19) Gail Kim   20) Nikki Bella   21) Brie Bella   22) Alicia Fox   23) Maryse   24) Eve Torres   25) Jillian Hall   26) Yoshi Tatsu   27) William Regal   28) Santino Marella           Matches at the show:   1) Tag team Match: DX ( Triple H, Shawn Michaels ) VS. Legacy ( Cody Rhodes, Ted Dibiase Jr. ) winners: DX, By pinfall   2) Randy Orton VS. Kofi Kingston winner: Randy Orton, by pinfall   3) Jack Swagger VS. Mark Henry winner: Mark Henry, By pinfall   4) Chavo Guerrero VS, Evan Bourne winner: Evan Bourne, by pinfall   5) Carlito VS, Chris Masters winner Chris Masters, with the use of the master lock   6) United States Championship Match: The Miz VS. MVP winner and still champion: The Miz, by pinfall   7) WWE Championship Match: Sheamus VS. John Cena winner: John Cena, by disqualification - Sheamus still WWE Champion   8) William Regal VS. Yoshi Tatsu winner: Yoshi Tatsu, by pinfall   9) 6-Diva Tag team match: Gail Kim, Nikki Bella, Brie Bella  VS. Alicia Fox, Maryse, Jillian Hall winners: Gail Kim, Nikki Bella, Brie Bella - Gail Kim got the pinfall on Jillian Hall.   ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------     What happened and my thoughts on the show:   The Show Started off of course with the National Anthem. The first two people to come out were Triple H and Shawn Michaels (DgenerationX) for their match against Cody Rhodes and Ted Dibiase Jr. (Legacy). Both Triple H and Shawn Michaels threw green glow sticks to the crowd but unfortunately I haven't caught one. Before their match started DX as always did their promo which is better in person! Now comes out Cody Rhodes and Ted Dibiase Jr.The Match starts off with Triple H and Cody Rhodes. This match was good, there was a point during the match where there was a little too much revealed on Cody and Ted which has all of the fans in shock. before the match ended Hornswoggle came out from under the ring and kicked Cody i his knee. The Winners of this match was DX, Triple H got the pinfall on Cody Rhodes. The next match was for the United States Championship, first person to come out was The Miz. Of course he was bragging about himself saying how awesome he is. Then MVP came out. Again anoher great match. The Miz got the pinfall on MVP. Then Kelly Kelly came out to greet the fans with William Regal and Yoshi Tatsu. The first person to come out was William Regal. Of course he was talking about himself and asking the fans if we have anything better to shout at him than USA! Then Yoshi Tatsu came out, This Match was ok...Yoshi Tatsu got the pinfall on William Regal, next match to happen was Chavo Guerrero VS.Evan Bourne. Chavo Guerrero came out first and then Evan Bourne came out. This match was so awesome, Evan won he got the pinfall on Chavo. The Match that came up next was the one with Jack Swagger and Mark Henry. Jack Swagger came out first followed by Mark Henry. This match was alright, Mark Henry got the pinfall over Jack Swagger. After the match the show took a short intermission. so my uncle Steve and I left to get funnel cake and the line was pretty long so we had missed the first minute or so of the next match which was the 6-Diva Tag team match with Gail Kim, Nikki Bella,and Brie Bella against Alicia Fox, Maryse, and Jillian Hall. Santino Marella was the special guest referee for this match.This was also a good match. The winners were Gail Kim, Nikki Bella, and Brie Bella.Gail Kim got the pinfall on Jillian Hall. after the match Kelly Kelly came out again to help the ring announcer throw tshirts and a few other WWE merchendise into the audience once again I didn't catch anything. After Kelly Kelly left, the next match that happened was Carlito VS. Chris Masters. Chris Masters came out first with Eve Torres and then Carlito came out. Another good match ! Chris Masters won with the use of the master lock. The Match that came up next was the one with Randy Orton and Kofi Kingston. Randy Orton was the first one to come out. After a minute Kofi Kingston came out. Another awesome match! Randy Orton hit the RKO on Kofi twice. Randy Orton won, he got the pinfall on Kofi Kingston. The final match for the night was the main event for the WWE Championship. The first person to come out for this match was Sheamus. Of course Sheamus was mouthing off to the fans claiming how he used to be like us, he dissed on us a little bit, After that, John Cena came out, Cena got the most loudest cheers of the night ! Once John got to the ring, he grabbed the microphone and said to Sheamus that he ( John Cena ) was going to be damned if Sheamus was going to come to this city and talk to these people like that with disrespect. Before the match started John threw his shirt into the audience of course I didn't catch it. Now this match was awesome ! during the match Sheamus pushed the referre down after that happened John Cena got Sheamus into the STFU, Sheamus Tapped out. But because Sheamus pushed the referre down, John Cena won by disqualification. After Sheamus kind of gloated, he turned around and this time John Cena connected Sheamus to the FU, Oh and Cena did hit Sheamus with the 5-knuckle shuffle.After the match once again John Cena got a really loud cheer, he stayed for a little bit longer so the fans could get more pics , John Cena really loves and respects his fans 100% ! This was a really awesome show and I can't wait to go to another WWE show and hopefully sometime soon !             NOTE: THIS SHOW WAS ORIGINALLY SUPPOSED TO BE ON 2-5-2010 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  Another Poem I wrote...........tell me what you all think ...........   "Precious Memories" There is not a day that goes by when I don't think about you because you are always on my mind. I love you with all my heart and nothing will ever change that ! I'll never let you go because you mean everything in the world to me. I have so many wonderful memories about you and each one of them is truly precious to me. You're the reason why I have the courage to believe in myself despite of what others may say or think. Without you I would feel completely lost and alone. Your warm smile and loving heart is what keeps me going each and everyday. Although you're not physically here with me, I know that your spirit will always be close by. The love that you have shown me will be close to my heart forever ! My memories of us together are very precious. Each one of them is a reminder to me about how wonderful you were. You're so beautiful in everyway. All I want is to make you very happy. You are still my best friend in the world. In both good times and bad times, I know that you will always be by my side no matter what. You're my guardian angel. You are so precious to me and each of the memories that I have about you I will cherish them forever ! Everything that I have been able to accomplish is all because of you. I would not be who I am right now without your help. When I think about you, I remember all of the good times that we have shared together. I'm truly greatful for everything that you have done for me. You are truly the best grandmother that I know ! Looking at you I see the most precious angel in this world. The memories that I have are deep inside my heart. Now I feel as though you never left me at all. You're still alive and well in my heart and memories. There are so many things that I miss about you. Your beautiful smile and how you would calm me down whenever I got scarred was truly great ! How we acted out my favorite stories was so much fun ! My memories of you are truly precious to me ! I will keep them close to my heart forever. You have been so great to me in everyway. Thankyou so much for everything and I promise to continue to make you very proud ! 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  Remembering You (wriiten on Nov 2, 2008 )   Even though your death was and still is the worst thing that has ever happened to me, I can still feel your spirit in the room with me and that really puts a smile on my face. I love you with all my heart and I will never let you go. Remembering you is all I have to do to keep you alive and well in my heart forever.I cherish every moment that we have spent together.I miss everything about you.You are the main person that I think about everyday. You're the angel that has been following me around for all these years. Each day that goes by, I still cry because of this awful tragedy that has taken you away from me.Nobody will ever take your place in my heart. I remember everything that you have done for me. Mom ~Mom, I thankyou for always being there for me and for always being there to cheer me up.As you can see, I am keeping your memory alive and well. When I think about it,you never really left me at all. If you were gone completelyI wouldn't feel your presence in the room with me. I am so happy that you have decided to stay with me. It's easy for me to remember you because I feel that you were and still are my one true best friend in this world.Nobody will ever destroy the bond between us because it is a strong bond that cannot be ruined. Sometimes when I look up at the clouds, I can you looking right at me. I know that you are very proud of me for everything that I have accomplished over the years. I want you to know that I'm always going to make you proud. I remember how beautiful you were and how kind hearted you were.I miss you more than anything else in this world.One thing I know for sure is that you will be alive in my heart forever! Happy 64th Birthday Mom~Mom !!! 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  Waiting To Be With You Again   There are a lot of things that I miss about you . Things like seeing your beautiful smile everyday to all of the time that we have spent together . A lot of memories with you are still alive in my heart.   I'm just waiting to be with you again . Always thinking about all of the things that you have done for me . Nothing has ever been the same since you have been taken away from me . I love you so much Mom~Mom .   You are still someone who is very important to me . I hold you close to my heart .There you shall never die . As long as you are here in my heart , you are still alive to me . So sweet and kind hearted , you are my shinning star .   Just sitting here waiting to be with you once again . You are my one true best friend in this world as well as being my grandmother . As the years go by , I will always keep your memory alive and well .   You are the first person I think about when I wake up in the morning and the last person I think about before I go to sleep . A lot of my dreams are about you and how we would always act out my favorite children stories .   It's true that I'm just waiting to be with you again . My soul is nothing without you . Tears flowing down my face each and everyday just thinking about all of the wonderful times that we have spent together .   That beautiful face and loving spirit of yours is still alive and well with me . I truly feel like you are still here helping me with my goals in life . True beauty like yours is really hard to come by .   I will always sit here waiting for the day to be with you again . I honestly can't wait to see your beautiful smiling face once again . I love you with all my heart ! 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  A Beautiful Angel   From the second we are born, that's the moment we start dying. Life is too short not to enjoy its many gifts. But the best gift of all is that beautiful angel that we have all been blessed with.   My angel reminds me to enjoy life to the fullest. There are so many things in this world that we have to be thankful for. We all have to be true to ourselves. We must be who we choose to be.   Life is filled with so many great things. Each memory we have is a memory that we should cherish forever. We are all lucky to have been blessed with such a beautiful angel.   That beautiful angel we all have keeps us moving on each and everyday. We have to remember to be thankful for everything that we have been blessed with especially those beautiful angels.   From our families to our friends , these are things that we should all be happy we have. Life is truly beautiful. Each day that goes by is full of surprises. Remember the good things in life and forget about the bad things.   That beautiful angel that we all have been blessed with, stays with us for our whole entire lives! This angel never leaves our side. We are never alone for this beautiful angel is our friend.   We must be greatful for all the things that life has given us. So many wonderful things define who we really are on the inside. Remember to say thankyou to your beautiful angel.   Those beautiful angels have been a part of our lives since the day we were born. They guide us in everything we say and do. You must be greatful for these angels. Never take them for granted !   Just remember that thanks to these wonderful angels here with us, life is definately worth living. Enjoy every minute of everyday to the fullest. Never waste your time doing something that you'll regret someday.   These beautiful angels are so kind. They are always with us even when things go wrong. Each one of our angels shine brightly just like the beautiful night time stars up in the sky.   Please remember to always enjoy life as often as possible because we are only here for a very short period of time. Life is too wonderful just to throw it all away. If you ever need help just remember that beautiful angel is always with you ! 0 Comments

11/26/2011 03: PM  My Heart Is Gone   There are so many cruel and unfair things that have happened to me in the past. But none so cruel and unfair than the day I lost my grandmother. My one and only best friend that I have ever had.   I can honestly say that my heart is gone. So much pain and suffering has taken over where my heart used to be. Depressed for all eternity. I wonder, will I ever get my heart back ?   Knowing that my grandmother truly cared about me makes me proud to be her granddaughter. Her unfortunate and tragic death is a memory that shall haunt me forever.   I can honestly say that my heart is gone. So much pain and suffering has taken over where my heart used to be. Depressed for all eternity. I wonder, will I ever get my heart back ?   So many wonderful memories are the only things I have left to remember my grandmother. Each of those memories are very special to me . I will never let those memories go.   I can honestly say that my heart is gone. So much pain and suffering has taken over where my heart used to be. Depressed for all eternity. I wonder, will I ever get my heart back ?   So sweet and so beautiful. My grandmother has always stuck by my side. She never once turned her back on me. My grandmother was and still is someone truly special to me. Even after all these years, I still can't believe she's gone.   I can honestly say my heart is gone. So much pain and suffering has taken over where my heart used to be. Depressed for all eternity. I wonder, will I ever get my heart back ? 0 Comments

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