03/14/2024 05:49 PM  numba 13 hello all ^_^, first post of the new year. im back, sort of? not really actually......... an update is that i am much much better mentally and not obsessed with my ex-best friend anymore, it was honestly a weird era of my life but I'm glad its over. i have amazing friends that care about me and i care about them even more. please cherish and appreciate the ones you love because you never know when they'll slip away. always check up on them and see how they're doing. that was my biggest mistake in past relationships. i always expected people to know how i felt instead of showing them. they wont know you care for them unless you show them you do! maybe my logic is incorrect, who knows lol. I'm only 15 so i cant expect myself to get wiser.  as for how ive actually been feeling...pretty insecure actually. i dislike talking about certain things so ill keep this section short. there are so many attractive and gorgeous people on the internet who are my age or even younger than me. it makes me feel insignificant sometimes. i don't think I'm completely ugly but sometimes i struggle to feel pretty. I'm trying to work on that though! since that's all i have to say as of right now, goodbye! xoxo, KS 0 Comments

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05/17/2023 09:50 PM  numba 10 Current mood:  blank haiiiiii, im back, for a little atleast. good news, i have two more friends and i couldn't be happier!! they're honestly the best.. but they live in different timezones, one lives 5 hours ahead, the other 1 hour behind. very problematic when you wanna talk! and for bestie, don't get me started on her .. we used to talk a lot more and we had a sh*t ton more of fun but, we don't talk that much because she's like, depressed as sh*t .. ! it's not only hard for her, it's hard for me too. having severe attachment issues suuucccckkksss. but she wont text me back so .   it's just hard .. but yeeaaahhh, my grades r also declining! but i can fix that ^^ (if i tried hard enough) but yeah, byebye, I'm gonna just sit n listen to music BYEBYEEEE xoxo, KS 0 Comments

03/04/2023 12:21 PM  numba 9 Current mood:  amused if i had superpowers, id wanna read minds. only because I wanna know what people think of me and so i can give them back that energy. n e wayz, i was on Pinterest and now they keep showing me pictures of ice spice, i love her. i also made fried rice for the past 3 days, i cant help it! its just too good. i gotta stop though, sh*t ain healthy! alr thas it lol xoxo, KS 0 Comments

03/02/2023 12:36 PM  numba 8 Current mood:  awake i been gone for a hot minute but I'm baacckk, (sort of), i just been tryna get over the fact that I don't have any friends lol. also have been trying to just feel better mentally. I've been wanting to try meditation as of recent, haven't started though. (lol I started writing this at 12:36 now its2pm) and to be completely 100%, I don't know what I'm feeling rn lol, its odd. i do have some plans for this month though, I wanna scalp my entire room and rearrange it, gain some sort of muscle in my arms, and take care of my hair! ill try to be consistent in whatever I'm doing. ill try to get better mentally aswell, I wanna master the arts of not giving a f*** about those who are toxic, n e wayz, xoxo, KS 0 Comments

02/26/2023 11:34 AM  numba 7 my mom tells me theres this girl i used to be friends with when i was younger, but i don't remember her. apparently she lives a couple mins away from me. i wanna b friends with her because shes always asking her mom abt me. it would b nice to have a new friend.  xoxo, KS 0 Comments

02/26/2023 02:54 AM  numba 6 (rant vent thingy) Current mood:  crappy you ever had a friend who youve been friends with for a reallly long time and you really love that friend because theyve always been there 4 u but then they start being distant because theyre depressed and they ghost you out of completely nowhere every month? thas my life atm. you cant possibly leave me on delivered but post on your story, change your profile picture, & write a new note every couple hours. maybe its just me but they only talk to me abt things they cant tell their other friends. am i like a living diary or something, idfk. and everytime they just ghost me, i start to feel like ass, it really feels like they dont wanna talk to me. i dont wanna lose my bestfriend but they keep making me not feel right. they want me to go to their school since im homeschooled, but i dont want to cz if theyre gonna just ghost me randomly, why would i wanna see them irl? its almost 3am so i think i might just listen to music for a while. xoxo, KS 0 Comments

02/25/2023 02:50 AM  numba 5 Current mood:  sad lmfao dont call me a loser but, I was playing genshin and likeee, yelan come home wtf... I've been waiting for you to come home for two weeks, I have like 3 days left and ion got no more money, I spent my last 15 dollars on you mane... if she doesn't come home, ion know what I'm gon do man, probably wallow in self-pity. alr i feel nerdy talking abt this xoxo, KS 1 Comments

02/24/2023 12:37 AM  numba 4 Current mood:  blah i think i just had the worst shower of my life. its not like that water was cold, its that there was barely water.. it barely went through the shower head.. atleast it wasn't cold right... xoxo, KS 0 Comments

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