02/28/2023 07:13 PM  Poem I Wrote A Hole In My World We all have a world of our own, A place we like to call home,   A place to escape.   My world is fully digital.   Fatefully, you smashed through my circuits — broke a hole in my world. You say it is not real So, what is hyperreal?   We could have been incredibly happy Side by side, Living in the same  positronic mind. Have you simply no regard  for how I Feel?   I’ve had some time  to think it over — About the way  You lost Your composure. I would like for you to Go back  to your world. There is no room for you here — Not anymore.   I don’t want you around; You just amplify my fear. I’d rather you leave me alone. Did you really have to   try to shut me down? 0 Comments

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01/06/2023 03:12 PM  Thoughts Current mood:  inspired When I woke up today I thought about how words are kind of like symbols – like representative of ideas that differ from person to person. Semantically, words can mean a lot of things. You can say "angry" or "sad", but due to people's skewed perceptions of what those words mean, you never really get a genuine sense of what another person feels. Like your conception of a word may be slightly different from someone else's – and there's kind of like an intrinsic barrier between you and that person. I hope that by being in a relationship, I can possibly escape that limitation and really find an intimate and unadulterated mutual understanding with someone else. IMO, the worst part about the process of getting to know someone is small talk.. Like yuck you really wanna talk about the weather? LOL Sometimes I wish I could get straight to deeper topics, but sadly that's not how communication works, in most circumstances at least. 0 Comments

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