Ruby's Soul Blog

Life is pretty boring at the moment... i feel like everything is super repetitive i wanna try new things and make myself feel useful but i just get so unmotivated super quick. I have all these amazing plans for myself in the future but right now it just looks like theres no future  its like everytime i try to do good for myself the devil sabotages it, but once i get over this phase in my life its over for everyone . Anyways i hope geg this job i applied formi really need it so i can move out of my toxic house lets pray this works AHHHHHHH