01/18/2023 10:14 PM  whoaaaaa Current mood:  blessed hello everyone!!!!! it's been another 5-6 months...LOL but I decided to log in today because I was worried that my acc would b gone. but I'm here!!!! so far I have a gf (WOOOO) & started college yesterday. everythin is cool. OH & I got promoted at work around october of last yr....it rlly has been a yr. hopefully I can come back often & report on my life or some sh*t. OH!!! also, I finally changed my room & it has this cyber theme. kinda like hatsune miku theme...idk if that makes sense..anyway, I have been lookin at miku figures jus cos & now I want 7 of them. I never rlly listen 2 her & only know a few songs...but she's cool & everyone loves her so why not buy her figures? THEYU';RE SO P[RETTY LIKE OMFG. I casn't wait to collect the figures I want. rn, the racing miku sepang ver. on mercari was sold....like bra. I was gonna buy it but the seller never msgd me back when I asked about the offers he was receiving from other ppl....everyone will die. ok that's what I have to say so far. I'm pretty sure I'm missin more stuff but that's all I can rhink of rn. I LOVE my gf (caps lock was on) oh & hello future me if u're readin this...I hope. I'm 20 rn....I'ma b sad readin this in 20 yrs like damn...I hope life is good by then. time rlly passes by & I hope I enjoy most of what I can. I hope I have a good job aka my passion & I own dogz & other petz w/ aj. idk if we're still together but I hope. if not, sorry future me. I hope u two r in good terms & best friends still. but for now...AJ IS MY GF!!! I hope I have a cool house w/ my design (& aj if she lives w/ me,,,I hope) I also got 2 know vee & danna thru the family gc & I hope in the future we're still friends. I HOPE WE GET 2 SEE THE WORLD CUP TOGETHER!!! we're gonna go 2 orlando this yr 2 meet up & have fun. I'm excited rlly. they're cool 2 hang out w/ & we created many funny memories on roro. okok. that's enough bc I have college work 2 do LOL. ok byeeee see u next time 0 Comments

07/28/2022 11:25 AM  5 months later Current mood:  chill hello guyzz ! it's been like 5 months since I last posted omfg...well, hey again. life has been fine. I jus got paid today as a driver & I got a lot of money :> I am no longer broke lmao. now I can buy a few things. first thing I bought was maccas 4 breakfast & got gas 2 refill my car. I like the driver position so far since I get 2 move around. only thing that sux is when it's slow asf...one time I had 2 wait like 3 hrs for my next order... terrifyin...anyway, I wanna mention that some days or weeks have not been fun in my mind....I think I could have ocd but idk...I had intrusive thoughts & they were bad...2 the point I was jus cryin bc I didn't want these thoughts but my mind wouldn't shut up. it's been a few weeks since those thoughts came into my mind. all of that jus bc I wanted 2 understand how tf some monsters think bc how could u do such things.....& like it....anyway, never doin that again. now I'm doin better. I should go see a therapist 4 my worries. those thoughts have never occurred 2 me & idk why I had 2 b subjected 2 them. it was a terrible time. I have had intrusive thoughts b4 as a kid & didn't think they would get worse. some thoughts I could move away from. others like the recent wreck I had....not so much. ig it affected me mentally that I'm slowly healin from it. I'm jus glad it isn't as b4...ok this was a lot but I gtg 2 work soon. hopefully if I come back later, I'll talk abt more stuff like cool things :> ok byee 1 Comments

02/26/2022 11:43 AM  I am sleeeeepy wazzuppppppp. I haven't been on here 4 almost 2 months..whew....I decided 2 check in today 2 see how it's goin. rn, life is ok. I have my job & I think I will graduate by march 11th or after the spring break.....I jus purchased synapse x & am gonna use it on roblox..woooooooo....then I payed 4 winrar........late at night.......................I should've jus looked it up or asked my brother but no.......I thought it said that it wasn't a free software & that I could only use it if I payed 4 it........man. & my brother was jus laughin at me like shut up. I was tired & jus wanted 2 get things over w/. ig I read wrong or didn't see the x button......goodbye $20...oh & I work all day today....fun 0 Comments

01/04/2022 01:31 AM  1 am post Current mood:  blah aaa happy new year everyone. hope y'all r doin ok. jus finished some rounds of kat on roro. I could do better w/ practice but I got bored. lowkey wanna make a showcase rn but I gotta get up early 2 take care of my baby brother. might jus head 2 bed & watch some showcase videos 2 get inspiration. maybe I can build a showcase w/ aj :> hopefully tomorrow passes by fast so I don't have 2 work on wednesday aka tomorrow...technically. although, today is tuesday which is basically the last day of winter break for the high schoolers. I say it like that bc I don't associate myself w/ them. as I was sayin, tomorrow I'ma head 2 that school. I hope I can graduate by february. anyways, gn. 0 Comments

12/28/2021 06:45 PM  bruh Current mood:  relaxed I forgot abt this website omfg & I thought abt it jus now while I was scrollin thru the gram. I should post here more often. so far, I've been ok. I haven't been depressed which I think is f***in cool cos damn. also, I'm gonna play some roro w/ my good friend. we played yesterday & it was fun. we played some random ass admin game & then the roblox ver of call of duty zombies. I can't write what I've done so far in these two months (my guess on how long it has been since my last blog post) so I'll say what's been goin on lately. uhhhh I got sick around the 23rd & was like :I mannn. rn I'm not workin bc I have 2 get tested 4 covid but all the places here aren't takin ppl bc appointments r full & the home kits r sold out. -_- & when I went 2 check at urgent care buildings, they mostly rejected me bc they said they aren't takin ppl 4 covid testin....although they said on the website they did....so my only option now is 2 check w/ a doctor...sighhhhhhh. now I'm jus chillin in my room. hungry but idk if I should go get sumn, wait 4 my dad 2 come home or jus make a sandwich...if the bread hasn't expired. anyway, I can't go back 2 work unless I have a letter from the doctor or sumn statin that I don't have covid...raaaaa why does this have 2 b this complicated...curse u ppl that traveled durin this holiday season...& the thing is, I didn't even go somewhere too crowded!! all I remember is goin 2 the mall but I was masked up & kept my distance. only time I took it off was when I was eatin my sub. the other time is when there was a 'christmas party' at my work & I didn't expect many ppl 2 come...I saw everyone w/out their mask so I took mine off bc I didn't wanna look stupid...now I wish I kept that hoe on bc now I'm thinkin maybe someone in that bitch had the virus. I can never have anythin bruh. movin past that, I'ma grab sumn 2 eat & hang out w/ aj :> I like hangin out w/ her. they're cool & all. until the next blog post! 0 Comments

10/30/2021 02:40 PM  saturday wooooo Current mood:  sleepy it's been abt 26 days since I posted my latest blog...wow. anyways, I'm currently in a call w/ a good friend of mine & we're abt 2 watch 'given' which I'm guessin is a series that involves music & love. sumn like that ig. I hope I have the ability 2 get up & apply 4 a job today. I rlly need one. I jus gotta finish this resume & I'll b fine. I also have 2 finish some school work & I don't wanna decline my friend's request 2 watch this series w/ her....maybe I'll watch like 2 eps & I'll get 2 my school work. I've been havin a problem readin articles & gettin distracted by daydreamin....that or I get rlly sleepy like rn. I was jus eatin my lunch that I made & was workin on some school work & got tired easily. now that I'm in this call w/ my friend, I can stay up a bit. I kinda wanna take a nap though. I might fall asleep while watchin the series. my question is...why am I so sleepy all the time when I don't do much of anythin....I mean, even if I am doin sumn, I'm still sleepy...how am I gonna get thru this life if all I can feel like is sleepin!!!! oh well. my goal 4 today is 2 apply 4 a job & finish my school work. woooooooo 0 Comments

10/06/2021 03:28 PM  new computer update Current mood:  content yoooo I bought a bluetooth speaker 4 my pc bc it obv doesn't have speakers & damn. that hoe sounds like a movie theater. I was playin the mimic w/ my friend on roblox & the sound was amazin. felt like I was in it lol. the quality is still insane. like woooooow. we're gonna play the next chapter of this game once I get off school. lookin forward 2 it  0 Comments

10/06/2021 02:58 PM  a Current mood:  confused I took some tests online 2 see if I'm neurodivergent & I honestly thought I related 2 adhd but turns out I am more likely 2 have autism. then I took depression tests & gaaaawdam I got high scores. so uh...yea. was tearin up takin some of these tests cos like damn. what if I do get diagnosed w/ autism. some mfs won't take me seriously & think of me as a fvckin alien. I feel as normal as any other human bein...jus w/ a lil twist, that's all. I'm debatin if I should go see a professional or jus stay mysterious 4 life lmao 0 Comments

10/04/2021 03:09 PM  brah Current mood:  tired sup y'all. it's been a week since I last updated. my bad. I've been busy all week w/ school & celebrated my bday yesterday. in school atm & y'all....I got a whole ass pc as a present from my dad. he's insane. that thing was EXPENSIVE asf. at least 4 me but god.. I told him not 2 buy it bc I wanted 2 save some money & take advantage of black friday sales, but the employee at best buy said that it wasn't recommended to wait that long bc the kind of tower I wanted would most likely b sold out for who knows how long. I got a monitor 4 the first time & my brother gave me his white mouse. it's rgb as well !! oh & I'm usin the keyboard that came w/ my tower & I like the way the switches r quiet. (if that's what u call the things under the key caps) I also got a pad 4 the keyboard & mouse. I played kat on roblox 2 test out the gameplay & omfg.. I was gettin streaks against the pros!! my tower has 165 Hrtz but the monitor, I'm guessin supports up to 144 Hrtz?? anyways, it was amazin & I'm glad I have my own set up. now I can make video editz w/out havin to use my brother's desktop. after effects, I'm comin home babeyy. on the downside, I broke the left side mirror to my car....bc I was tryna reverse...kms...but the replacement cost is not bad. $42 4 a 2009 scion tc is not bad at all. I jus feel like a burden 4 lettin this happen today. at least my dad helped bring up the mood & I appreciate him 4 doin so. he doesn't get mad & that makes me wanna cry bc of how supportive he is of me. obv that's on me 4 the incident but the fact he wants 2 pay for the mirror even after my most expensive present of my life... I truly don't deserve this. I hope one day I can build his dream house as a thank u gift 4 all the things he has done 4 me. feelin sad rn but I'm gonna lighten myself up bc I have my new pc & am excited to play w/ my friend :> 0 Comments

09/27/2021 12:39 PM  chill day Current mood:  hungry today's monday, I'm in my lunch break rn at school & I can feel my period cramps comin in although it hasn't even started. I'm currently listenin to this mix on soundcloud I found by luck & oh my god it's amazin. I would recommend it if ure into calm songs. it's called "Mix For Mia" by mieksneak. on soundcloud. give it a go. also, I'm plannin on lookin 4 my next job today & I think I said that I was goin 2 a few days ago but I hung out w/ a friend watchin a show n playin roblox :> I'm finishin an assignment from class cos I didn't get 2 finish but I should b done soon. I forgot to look up a tutorial on how to set up my profile on here but hopefully after school I can decorate my page. it looks so ugly rn my bad guyz 0 Comments

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