Berry Update 1
Current mood:  blank

3 more mf days till my bday. Welcome to my "wellness check" anyone who came here from instagram this is where i'll be updating how i've been doing bcuz i got my bitchass phone taken away. OOps. 
i have 2 Fs, 1 C and 1 B in my gradebook. and i cant forget about the 18 missing assignments lmfaoooo.
For my "last" weekend with my phone. I went to goth night which was pretty fire. Spent the night at my bestie boo, skys place. her bald headed bf came over (hes coo he my twin fr). I danced a lot that night. Smoked OFC- i mean i was going to healer why wouldnt i smoke But i did stand in a corner by myself leaning on the wall with a cup of water in my hand.. i was zoning out hard. thinking about the guy im "talking" to.. I miss him. Idk if he misses me but i sure hope he does lolol. Jordan. Anyways im in my mf 7-10 period class. We're watching some lame ass video about how to properly..make..videos? idk its pretty f***ing lame. Im basically living a 2000s life now. Typing on this mf friend project. having to use a radio in my room, which is also a cd player (its my only source of electronic entertainment in there). Being grounded sucks.. what really makes my stomach twist is that i lost my f***ing camera yesterday. my beautiful video camera... i was gonna use it to "document" my life duing my punishment.. because honestly im slowly losing my mind.. well imma go and pimp this sh*t some more.. might sketch out the painting i want to make. its vent art. I'll give you a lil insight on what to expect lolol. a woman cracking and crumbling into dust.. she doesnt seem to care though. she looks lifeless but she isnt. she's very much alive.. just not all there.