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Hi,uhm i really wanna die.I want it for 4 years straight.And im just so sick of exams and school and my parents and my siblings and my friends and everything.I cant go out all i have to do is study.I cry for hours everyday and i have exam tommorrow that i dont have to attend but my parents said that im gonna attend i told them i dont feel good and im just out of my exam week,i dont have any motivation.They got mad at me.My mom says i have to do this exam better than the others.
I was always smart in the school and i won the best high school in my city but sometimes i think if i was unsuccesfull student maybe they wouldnt expect much and it would be better.
I was always scrared of cutting myself but i cutted myself yesterday and today.I am writing all of them here because nobody knows me here and nobody sees it.Take care bye
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