im so happy i got to play minecraft with mich. im so dumb i literally just had to ask. i was so happy while playing with him though its all i wanted and i felt like crying i was so happy. but now my dad took my phone. and now im crying. i miss him so much. i dont get why this all has to happen at the worst fcuking times. we might not even be able to go to the carnival either. but i shouldnt be pessimisstic about it. maybe ill meditate tomorrow and get my happiness back up. i cant manifest without being happy! my emotions changed so much throughout this paragraph lolz. im rlly happy mich isnt annoyed of me tho its rlly nice seeing him happy. although i cant help but wonder why he was crying earlier. also i hate that i keep remembering how much homework i have to do T_T if my mom find out i have all these missing assignments ill be DEAD!!